#millennial tired

[augustfairie]

Look, you can either change your username or your avatar but not both, I’m out here trying to figure out who you are by your fandoms and memes and this bitch is tired.

[augustfairie]

I spent money on things I needed, on sale: and I’m still mad at myself.

[augustfairie]

I am in my “Let a bitch sleep” era.

[augustfairie]

The amount of female rage of wanting to scream at the sky vs the amount of conditioning to be polite and not bother anyone by being docile and quiet is warring within me

There are two wolfs and they’re both feral

[augustfairie]

I spent a full legal day just having a level three migraine that included

Nausea

Light sensitivity

Lost time

Memory loss (( ex--before the caffeine kicked I can’t remember what I was doing or why this extremely dark screen is open to this page))

Hunger (( but it’s like false spring.. I ain’t failing for that again Janet))

Time loss (( ex— it’s a quarter to five and my bedtime is in four hours… wtf? I have so much to prep for!))

Nausea… but upright nausea even after the meds kicks in!

[augustfairie]

Sometimes it’s hard not to have a vice

My phone model is being phased out

I can’t receive messages unless small acts of wizardry are performed

It is a necessary need in this day and age

The initial set up fee is half my monthly food budget

And the unmitigated rage I feel at this corporate shakedown can’t be channeled through a smoke or a shot of liquor….

Because vices cost fucking money!

[augustfairie]

Things I realized today

It’s hard to hit 1500 calories with little to no appetite… trail mix is my friend

If you’re over 35, icy hot or some sort of topical spray magically appears in your medicine cabinet

Wrist pain and muscle weakness just pop up

If you have chronic illness you function much better with nine hours of sleep

[augustfairie]

Hey blood pressure if you could stay level with the new dosage we got so I don’t faint… that would be swell