Back To Reality
I’m laying here already experiencing all the feels from being back home after vacation. Hearts beating fast and I’m feeling uneasy. However, I am acknowledging all my feelings because it is important to understand why Im feeling this way. There has been many times in the past few months where I would feel emotional, anxious, and sad. I knew what brought on the pain I thought it would be best to ignore it or simply “choose to be happy.” However, although happiness is a choice and I should always aim to be happy; in order to overcome pain I have to acknowledge it and get to the root of my pain. I don’t want God to take my pain away but I want him to grow me through my pain. My prayer for today is that I become aware of my feelings grow from them and take back control and power over my emotions. Today will be victorious I will have an amazing day even beyond what I can imagine in Jesus name. AMEN! ❤️
