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chapter 1: Raven leaned over to him conspiratorially. “You know, it could totally happen. You and Miller, I mean. He’s only two years older than you and he always asks you questions and chats to you and stuff when he’s over. The best relationships are built on friendships first.”
chapter 5: Miller's voice was low, but he didn't look away when he breathed out: "Just kiss me."
chapter 1: Miller just deflated and let out a small sigh. His face looked like one of hopelessness and Bellamy felt a jolt of sympathy.“You know Monty doesn’t feel that way about me.”
chapter 5: His plan hadn't been to kiss Miller. But now that he'd started, he didn't think he wanted stop. And still, he needed to know they were on the same page, that Miller knew."I want you." His hands settled on Miller's chest, still and steady. He needed him to know.
chapter 1: “Yeah, I do. And I’d rather be his friend than be nothing at all. I’m not going to ruin that over a stupid crush.”
chapter 5: Around Monty, things just worked. The main fear in falling for your friend was always losing them as a friend. But this didn't feel like that. Beyond his paranoia, Miller didn't feel like he was losing Monty.
chapter 1: Miller let his hand drop, and steeled himself for the blow while keeping a neutral expression on his face. He always knew it'd be sooner or later that someone said it. Monty spluttered, crossing his arms over his chest. "Yeah, uh, very original, Clarke. The two gay guys of the group getting together."
chapter 5: Miller knew what he needed to ask. He needed to know why and how and when. But all he could say was: "This isn't it, right? It's not... done?"
Monty's eyes softened. "No. I don't think it is."
chapter 1: What, you're saying I'm not good enough to be your backup? You don't think I'll look this hot at forty?" Miller flexed his arms at him jokingly. He knew it was his drunken mind that made him imagine Monty's eyes lingering.
chapter 5: I think I can do better."
"Do what better?"
Monty bit down a grin, glancing down at him. "You."













