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[millijana]

I want home! Still 11h to go! Ugh!

[millijana]

Time change to summertime this night. That means one hour less to work for me ;) I just hope nothing spectacular happens this night because then I get into trouble with the time.

[millijana]

I want home. Work is boring today. I want to sleep. I feel dizzy and weak.

[millijana]

babies I'm even to tired too read, or play gw. I should definitely go to bed... but I fear to miss something...

she felt better the next day. On tuesday they also called a Doc and she added Atosil for the night against her fears.

she could leave this world this morning at 1:30 am relaxed and without pain and fears with her daughter at her side, holding her hand.

[millijana]

 Today administrated and organized my first compulsory hospitalization at work. The last oneI've seen is 8 years ago. I was still in apprenticeship.

But that meant, I stayed at work till 6:20 pm, thats 12,5 hours of work... nice. I'm dead right now.

IT was a terrible day, from the beginning on. I just want to sleep now.

[millijana]

Not late for work in a long time when I have to start at 6 am. Going to bed early does pay out ;) Or the excitement that I have to make the decision today and tell my superiors today...

[millijana]

The more I think about the new post they are offering me, the more I get afraid of it. The collegues up there.. I know already that it will be hard for me. That I will argue with them. I hate it, when people do my work. I hate it, when they treat me like a child, or someone without knoledge. I am good in what I am doing.

I am afraid to get into a situation I had a few years ago where I was so stressed that I was mean to the others I started ranting about everything at work. That leaded to the situation that no one liked me very much. They did not tell me, but I feel such things. It went that far, that I was afraid of going to work and that I was ill at least once a month.

And now again I stard being afraid. Maybe I should take the post. My superiors trust me that I am able to do this. they will support me. I just have to learn to say when I need help.

But I have to check if there is a way back. What if I can't handle this, what will they do if I can't live up to their expactations? I have to talk to Peter. I leave now for work and make things clear.

I could cry.