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[afternights-blog]

sometimes i think i don’t even think of myself as a person. i watched a movie once that described it better than i could: i’m floating outside of my body, looking down at myself. watching everything that happens to me. there, but not really. so i’m sorry i hurt you. i wasn’t trying to. it’s just hard for me sometimes, to think of myself as someone who is loved. to remind myself that i have the power to hurt the people who love me. actually, you know, while we’re on the topic, i’m not sure if i ever really learned that i could.

50 pieces in 50 days #3 - afternights

[theperkiestnobody]

I grew up believing having ambitions and having dreams were on the same side of the coin That when you have dreams, you have the ambitions to realize them But its mostly one or the other. You can have all the dreams But all you'll be doing is day dreaming and wishing for things to come true You are stuck in a hole Scheming for how to escape and what it will be like But all you ever do is imagine yourself out While you're still in You can have ambitions. Running across the pavements Shooting for the moon Flying passed the stars But sometimes you crash too hard You get lost because you're not sure where you're heading to And maybe just a dash of both Is why you have brave and daring adventurers