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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: kim mingyu x afb.reader
you’ve been in love with him since you met, and you realize your feeling possibly aren’t one sided.
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞(𝐬): romance, smut, mutual pining, friends to lovers
𝐚𝐮(𝐬): nonidol
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 4k
𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: cussing, a tiny bit of body insecurities, mc is chubby
𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: unprotected sex, big dick mingyu, creampie, marking, p in v intercourse, sleepy sex, body worship, he is very handsy, nipple/breast play, nicknames: baby, honey (hers) Gyu, baby (his)
𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 18+ nsfw
𝐚𝐧: thank you @supi-wupi for beta reading. This is another story that @aeristudios helped me figure out. I wanna shout for @haologram & @100vern for helping me figure out my banner. Divider by @/saradika-graphics.
🎧: snooze - sza | delicate - taylor swift | say - keshi
𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬.
Sometimes your family is the people you choose. After moving away from home for college to start a new life you found your new "family." The family you built consist of Seokmin, his now wife Mina, Wonwoo, Junhui, and Soonyoung. You all went to college together and stayed in the city after.
Seokmin and Mina went on to get married, Wonwoo and Mingyu moved in together, and you, Junhui, and Soonyoung became roommates. You all made decent money, but living alone in the city would be too damn expensive.
You're pretty sure you've been in love with Mingyu since the first time you met him. You shared a class with him and Seokmin freshman year and instantly became friends. You're the one who actually introduced Seokmin and Mina. She was your freshman year roommate, who instantly became your best friend.
Outing with friends normally end you and Mingyu attached at the hip. None of your friends tend to have personal boundaries but things with Mingyu have always been different. He’s always been extra clingy, when it comes to you.
Friday nights after work tend to be when the full friend group meets up. Mina recommended a soup spot on the upper side of town she wanted to try. Dinner was delicious and instead of heading home everyone is standing next to Mingyu and Seokmin's cars, hanging out.
You're leaning against the hood of Mingyu’s car. He’s standing right next to you with his arm thrown over your shoulder.
Soonyoung and Seokmin are animatedly telling you a story about some drunken night they shared recently. Mina looks embarrassed as her husband talks about his drunk shenanigans. Junhui is standing next to Mina, laughing. Wonwoo is paying attention but he keeps glancing over at you and his roommate.
Mingyu mindlessly leans down and kisses the top of your head.
Mina leans against Seokmin's car and lets out a yawn. It's been a long day, the whole group worked today and it's pushing midnight now.
"Seokmin, your wife is tired." Mingyu says as he pulls you closer to him.
Seokmin stops moving his hands and turns his attention to his wife. "Is it time to go home?" Seokmin asked, sounding like a child who just was told it’s time to stop playing.
"I think so." Mina laughs.
"What are you doing tonight?"Mingyu asks looking down at you.
"She should be going to sleep." Junhui says walking toward you. "She's supposed to meet up with her sister for lunch tomorrow."
"Your sister is in town?" Wonwoo asks.
"Yeah, she kinda blindsided me today."
"Are you going alone?" Your relationship with your sister is good. Just sometimes she asks questions that are a little bit pushy. "Probably."
Mingyu nudges your side a little. "I'll go with you."
"That would be nice." The idea of having someone with you sounds perfect. At least Mingyu can be a buffer between you and your sister.
"I'll text you details." You say, pulling away from him.
Everyone starts giving their hugs goodbye. Mingyu avoids you until you're the last person. He walks over and wraps his arms around you, for a bear hug. Your entire body feels warm as he holds you close. You're well aware your roommates and Wonwoo are watching you both closely.
He pulls back and places a wet kiss on your forehead. "See you in the morning."
Heading home you take your time doing your nightly skincare routine. You listen as Soonyoung and Junhui are making a bunch of noise in the living room. You say goodnight to them before heading off to your room.
You hear both the boys bedroom doors close. You take this time to read some of the book you’ve been trying to finish.
After finishing two chapters your phone lights up on the bed next to you. At first you think it’s one of your roommates talking about something. Instead you’re surprised to see see Mingyu’s name with a text alert.
1:32am Gyu: are you still awake?
1:33am honey: yes lol
1:33am Gyu: if I pick you up, would you come over and watch a movie?
1:34am honey: like right now?
1:34am Gyu: yes. I'll leave right now.
1:34am honey: I'm in my pajamas and I don't have a bra on.
1:35am Gyu: So what? Throw my hoodie on you stole from me and meet me outside in ten.
1:36am honey: okay. see you soon.
It's the middle of the night and if Junhui or Soonyoung hear you sneak out. If they find out you'll never live this down. Slowly you crawl out of bed, and start throwing stuff into a backpack to wear tomorrow. The last thing you need is to do the walk of shame in your pajamas.
Quietly you sneak out of your apartment. You rush downstairs. You find Mingyu waiting in his car outside. He looks so soft and gentle sitting there. He's dressed in a pair of grey sweatpants, and hoodie that's zipped half way up. Below is his beautiful golden skin peaking out. He's clearly opted out of wearing a shirt underneath.
"Hi," you awkwardly say, closing the door behind you.
"Hi, honey." God you love he calls you that. According to him, it's because you're as sweet as honey.
"Do the boys know I'm stealing you away in the middle of the night."
"Nope."
He gives you a smile, he shifts the car into drive. He reaches over resting his hand on your soft thigh. "Does Wonwoo know I'm coming over?"
He let out a breathless laugh. "No, but he won't be surprised. He was shocked I didn't ask you to come home after dinner."
"Wonwoo sure likes to observe us, doesn't he?"
Mingyu gently squeezes your thigh, "you could say that. Wonwoo just wants us both happy."
"Happy?" You try not to focus on the feeling of his hand resting on your thigh.
"Spending time with you makes me happy." A warmth takes over you. It feels nice to have him confirm he at least has some sort of feelings for you. “I also like to think I make you happy.”
There is a small beat of silence. “You do.”
Arriving at his and Wonwoo apartment, he grabs your hand the moment he's out of the car. He leads into the elevator, standing close to you, with his fingers still laced with yours.
Walking inside the apartment you immediately notice how quiet it is. You sit your backpack down on the floor next to the table the boys keep their keys on.
"Is Wonwoo going to be annoyed if we watch a movie right now?" You know Wonwoo is a night owl, but based on how quiet the apartment is, you think he might be asleep.
Mingyu let out a little laugh. "Wonwoo is busy getting laid. He's kinda seeing a girl, but hasn't told anyone. He literally left as soon as we got home tonight."
You wanna be annoyed Wonwoo is hiding a relationship from your friend group, but you don't blame him for keeping it on the down low. You love your friend group, but you're aware you all tend to be in each other's business all the time.
He releases your hand and kicks off his slides. He walks over and sits down on the couch. You're tempted to take off his hoodie, but you realize your pajamas don't cover much. You're suddenly very aware you're just in a tank top and small sleep shorts. You aren't wearing underwear or a bra underneath. Grabbing the remote he turns on Netflix and starts scrolling through. Slowly you move and sit down on the couch next to him. You put some distance between the two of you. You aren’t exactly sure if he wants to cuddle, or just hangs out.
"Anything particular you want to watch?"
"I'm not picky." You reach and grab the blanket that's folded and sitting on the arm of the couch.
Mingyu spends about five minutes searching through Netflix before deciding on a romance movie. The movie starts and Mingyu immediately has his arm over your shoulder, holding you close. This isn't the first time you've leaned against him while watching a movie, but this feels different.
About twenty minutes into the movie Mingyu pulls away from you. "Can we cuddle?" He asks.
You thought you were cuddling, but clearly this isn't enough. "Yes."
He leans back and you take this as your sign to lean in close to him. His arm rests around you as your head rest against him. His hand rests on your soft side. His hand slowly runs up and down your side, helping you relax even more.
The whole time you're watching the movie, you aren't even paying attention. You're more focused on the way Mingyu is touching you. The longer you lay here, the harder it becomes to even slightly pay attention.
"You keep yawning, are you ready for bed?"
"I don't wanna go home."
"I didn't plan on taking you home. We can cuddle in my bed, if you're okay with that?"
"Yea, that would be nice."
Pulling away from him, he leads you down the small hallway towards his room. You glance at Wonwoo's door, wondering if he'll be coming home. You've been in Mingyu's room many times before. His space is very neat and organized. His unmade bed lets you know he was laying in bed before he texted you. Standing at the foot of his bed you glance over and see him unzip his hoodie. His beautiful golden skin is on display. He's left standing there in just a pair of god forsaken sweatpants that are sitting low on his hips, a clear sign he’s wearing nothing underneath.
He lets out a low groan, as he stretches. He looks over at you with sleepy eyes, and a crooked smile. "Are you going to take my hoodie off?"
"I'm pretty exposed if I do." Your thin camisole below does barely anything to cover your boobs. Your nipples are already hard, so they'll be extremely visible through your shirt.
"I won't complain." He crawls to one side of the bed. He lays in his side looking at you.
The room is silent for a moment, before you pull his hoodie off and toss it on the floor. Instinctively you tug at the bottom of your small shorts, hoping they at least cover you.
"God you're so hot." He says to himself louder then he planned.
Hearing him call you hot, does something to your confidence. You crawl into bed next to him. You lay on your side facing him. Reaching out you run your finger down the bridge of his nose.
"You're so pretty." You say without even thinking.
"You know since I met you, I liked you." He says causally.
"What do you mean?"
"Ever since we had that class together back in school, I've had a crush on you." Thats definitely not what you expected for him to say. You always thought your crush on him was unrequited for the longest time.
"Gyu—"
"Yes, honey?"
"We've never even kissed sober." After being friends for basically a decade you have kissed most the people in your friend group drunk, some of them even sober. You and Junhui once made out to see what Soonyoung's reaction would be.
"We can change that." He leans in close. His nose brushes against yours.
"Mingyu are you sure?”
"I've never been more sure of anything in my life." He leans in pressing his lips to yours. The kiss starts out gentle. Mingyu moves his lips against yours slowly. His tongue drags across your bottom lips asking for permission.
His large hand rest on your cheek. Your lips move together as your tongues slide against each others. You moan into his mouth without meaning to.
He pulls back smiling. "That was better then I imagined." A huge smile pulls at your lips, you cover your face blushing. "You're so cute."
"Gyu."
"I hope you know, I'm going to want to kiss you all the time now." You would never say no to him kissing you. That single kiss you just shared, left your stomach filled with butterflies.
You let out a little yawn. It's like three in the morning at this point. You're absolutely exhausted but you can't get enough of him.
"Turn around baby, let me hold you." That's definitely a new nickname.
Laying in bed with him plastered behind you, you feel warm. His hand is resting on your soft stomach. Mindlessly he massages your tummy. You could get use to him hold you like this. This definitely isn't something normal friend do together.
"I've always wanted to do this." His voice is raspy as he speaks against your ear.
Mindlessly you push your back against his crotch. A low moan passes his lips. One hand grips your hip holding your ass against flush against him.
"Baby—"
"I'm sorry." Your voice is just above a whisper.
"God, I want you in every way." Rolling your hips back, you feel his cock start to harden against your ass. "We're supposed to be sleeping." He teases.
Grabbing his hand your place it on your barely covered breast. "Would you prefer we sleep?"
"No." His fingers toy with your pert nipple. He rolls his crotch against you. His large hand massages your breast. "Your pajamas are killing me."
"You probably don't wanna hear I'm not wearing underwear."
He presses his lips against your shoulder. "Fuck." His hand crawls down your soft stomach. "Baby, can I touch you?"
"Fuck, please."
His fingers dip below the waist band of your sleep shorts. He slides his fingers through you already wet folds. A soft gasp passes your lips. You've the idea of him touching you like this for years. He focuses on your sensitive clit. Instinctually you lift your leg hooking it over his thigh to give him better access to your core.
Quite whimpers and moans pass your lips. He's playing you like a fiddle. It's clear he knows his way around a woman's body. He dips two fingers into your core. The heel of his hand rubs against your clit, as he pumps his finger in and out of you.
"Gyu—" all the nerves in your body feel tense.
"Honey are you close?" Wordlessly you nod. Squeezing your eyes closed you're on the brink of falling part. He starts kissing your neck. Sensory overload kicks in, everything feels tense and suddenly the walls come crashing down. Your orgasm hits your hard. Your walls flutter around his fingers. He moans against your skin, rutting his cock against your ass.
"Can you go for more?" He asks.
"Please." You pull away enough to remove your shorts. Mingyu kicks off his sweats and throws them off the bed. "How do you want me?"
"Just like that." He lays back down on his side. You lay down in front of him again. He moves your leg so it's resting up on his. "Do I need a condom?"
"I'm in birth control and clean."
"I'm clean too." He slowly runs his very large lenght through your folds.
"Put it in." You push back against him.
He takes his time slowly pushing in, inch by inch. He's well aware he's large and you're going to need some time to adjust to his size. Reaching out you grip the sheet in front of you. The stretching feeling is absolutely intoxicating.
You squirm a little taking a moment to adjust to the pure size of him. No man you has ever been with, had been anywhere close to his size.
"You're so fucking tight." He groans.
"You're just huge."
He lets out a little laugh. "I can't get enough of you." His hand moves downs to where you're connected. He starts toying with your sensitive clit. You squirm a little again. "Baby, just relax."
"So big."
"If it hurts, we don't have to do this." He feels bad, he definitely should has made you came at least one more time before put it in.
"Just give me a minute. If you pull out, I'll cry." He can't help but smile at how desperate you sound.
Taking slow deep breaths you try to relax. You know as soon as your body gets used to the sheer size of him, you'll be absolutely cock drunk.
"It's the middle of the night, and this feels like a dream." Mingyu has quite literally been dreaming about this since college. He continues making lazy circles on your clit.
Pushing your hips back, you get a little bit of friction. You reach your pushing your top up, exposing your breast. With his other hand Mingyu starts playing with your breast.
"How are you feeling?" He asks.
"You can move. Just go slow."
He starts moving at a slow but deep pace. Mingyu has his hand touching anywhere he can possibly reach. With each deep thrust he's practically kissing your cervix. You wish you could back in time and pat your past self on the back for getting on birth control. The feeling of Mingyu completely bare inside you, feels incredible.
His cock curves up just enough, so that with his deep thrust he's touching just the right spot inside of you. With each thrust, he's brushing the spot inside of you, that has you seeing stars.
"Gyu—"
"Baby."
"You're so big." You whine. You're pushing your hips back against his.
Rolling your head back, you search for his lips. Leaning forward he strains his neck to reach your mouth. This kiss is sloppy. You're both drunk on lust, and chasing your orgasms.
His hand grips your breast. He pinches your nipple, earning a moan.
"Close." It's going to take very little to push you over the edge.
"I'm gonna cum." He groans against your lips.
The muscles in your stomach tighten, your release is getting closer and closer. With each tug on your nipple your orgasm is in the brink of cracking the ice.
"Please cum for me." He begs. His thrust are getting sloppier. He's trying his hardest not to cum before you.
Everything tenses like the tide pulling back before the wave crashes down. Your walls flutter around his massive length like a heart beat. Your eyes practically roll back in your head. Your orgasm triggers his. He groan as he slams his hips into yours one, two, three times. He feels you to the brim with his release. He grinds his hips into yours, helping both you ride out your highs.
"I have wanted to do that forever." His words are soft and he sounds dazed.
"I'm going to be sore tomorrow." You say with a little laugh.
Mingyu has no desire to pull out of you. He plans on staying snug inside of you for as long as you'll let him. After a while Mingyu gets up just long enough to clean you both up. He pulls your naked body pressed up against him. He teases you, playing with your nipples. "Can you always not wear a bar?"
"Unfortunately I need to wear a bra when go out."
"That's a shame. How about when we have sleep overs, you don't wear one."
"Is this going to be a on going thing?"
"Absolutely. I was thinking our friend group could use another couple." You can't help but smile. The idea of being in a relationship with Mingyu, is a literal dream.
He wraps his arms around you, holding you close to him. You fall asleep like this, comfortably in his arms.
The bright morning light shining through the curtains wakes you. You're still very naked wrapped up in Mingyu's strong arms.
You slowly pull away from Mingyu, trying not to wake up your bed buddy. He stirs and give you a sleepy smile. "Are you running away from me?"
"No I just need to check my phone and use the restroom."
Grabbing Mingyu's hoodie off the floor your pull it on, and grab your little sleep shorts. Your outfit is a definite sign of what just unfolded between you and Mingyu. Walking into the living room you find your phone on the coffee table. You see a slew of missed calls and texts from your roommates. Maybe you should have left a note, telling them you were going out. Opening your roommate chat you're instantly flooded with new messages from both boys.
7:04am Soonyoung: Where the fuck are you?
7:45am Jun: dude look at her damn location!
7:47am Soonyoung: does your location say Mingyu and Wonwoo apartment?!
7:48am Jun: when the hell did you leave?
7:49am Soonyoung: oh my god they're FINALLY fucking.
7:55am Jun: our beloved roommate honey?! You have some explaining to do.
8:00am Soonyoung: you have until 10am before we start making phone calls to get answers. Don't test us. We will call Wonwoo.
Staring at your phone you're trying your hardest not to laugh. You should have know they would figure out you're with Mingyu.
9:32am honey: I'm fine, I'm with Mingyu.
9:33am Soonyoung: is it safe to say he fucked you?
9:33am Jun: she went to his house in the middle of the night. What do you think?
9:45am honey: I don't think you need to know what we did.
9:45am Soonyoung: He definitely put her through the mattress.
9:46am Jun: are you able to walk today?
9:47am Soonyoung: you've seen his dick, she's not walking today lol.
9:47am honey: when have you seen gyu's dick?
9:49am Soonyoung: when he went skinny dipping at Seokmin bachelor party lol.
9:50am Jun: when are you coming home?
9:52am honey: ya'll can chill out. I'll be home tonight.
9:53am Soonyoung: have fun getting dicked down some more lol.
The front door opens and in walks Wonwoo. He's still in his clothes from last night, and his fluffy hair is disheveled. "Well well well, look who spent the night."
"I'm not the only one who got laid." You narrow your eyes at him teasing him.
"Touché." He sets his keys on the table next to the door. "I see Mingyu finally made a move."
"Yeah."
Mingyu walks out of his room in just a pair of tight, boxer-briefs. He scratches the back of his neck smiling. "Morning Wonwoo."
"So you guys clearly had sex?" Wonwoo says following Mingyu into the kitchen.
"Yep, we're together now." Mingyu says it so casually.
"I don't think anyone in the friend group is surprised."
It turns out they weren't. You and Mingyu went to lunch with your sister, where Mingyu proudly introduced himself as your boyfriend. By the time you got home, your whole friend group was aware of what had unfolded between you and Mingyu. Your huge friend group chat was blowing up. Mingyu and you sat in your room looking at your crazy group chat.
6:03pm Mina: how the hell am I last to know you two got together?
6:05pm Soonyoung: bro you and Seokmin are the only ones who don't live with one of them.
6:04pm Mina: how did my husband know before me?
6:05pm Jun: Soonyoung has a big mouth that's how.
6:07pm Wonwoo: I only know because I found honey in my living room basically naked.
6:07pm Seokmin: naked?!
6:08pm honey: I WASNT naked. I was in my pajamas.
6:09pm Gyu: she wasn't naked. Ya'll need to chill. We're together, like officially. Stop being weird about it.
Mingyu grabs your phone and locks it. He tossed both yours phones on the other side of the bed. "Turns out we're very official now."
You instantly smile. Leaning forward pressing your lips to his, for a heated kiss. "super official." You say between pecks.
Turns out that boy you met in college you fell in love with, was in love with you the whole time.
an: I’m quite tempted to make a little series of connecting stories with this little friend group. Incase anyone was curious to what Wonwoo is up to in this story.