#mini life update

[allornothinglove]

Still alive!

Update: fully employed again. Turns out i lost like 20lbs in the last 4 months. Im perpetually sleepy. I may need a new eye prescription.

[leon-a-s]

COMMISSION IS DONE!!! because its emotes (that I heavily referenced) and my friend is using it for her server I dont know if I feel comfortable posting them here. But!!!!

Im Free

[jupityed]

twenty-third week of y13 complete! (5 weeks left..)

nooo this is NOT funny. i have five weeks of school left. just five!! and i know it'll go by so fast too </3 very brief summary of the past 3 weeks under da cut!

did my mocks in jan and got all of them back fairly recently. (talk about ages...) wasn't my finest moment i'll be so real </3 felt upset + discouraged for a while but we came back so that's all that matters!! making mistakes only fuels the fire for me to do so much freaking better!! >:] <- let's go positive ass mindset

maths. i know i said i'd ignore it but it's hard to ignore integrals when they're staring you in the face lmao!!! i will be learning how to integrate properly and i WILL master this. like conan said in vodka cranberry, "i will. i will. I WILL." organic chem has been good (heh..i knew it would bend to my will eventually.) but i've been twiddling my thumbs over some of the basic topics in physical chemistry? been reviewing that (+ losing it slightly). i've been rekindling my friendship with biology by forming enzyme-substrate complexes with phospholipid bilayers!! talk about niche ball knowledge! (i just put any words together)

non-academic happenings:

entered a competition! that's all i'll say and i'll maybe update if it goes well but!11!! it was neat!! i've been generally happier because the sun's been out toooo :] it's still been fairly cold but the sun makes my mornings on the way to the bus and my afternoons on the way home! also been occasionally updating my 4ggravate y13 au too. occasionally..

OHHH AND! beabadoobee's newest song came out yesterday with the marías and it was AWESOME!! everyone get listening to it now please.

added some silly pics to sum up various feelings i simply cannot put into words. loved this recent gif i saw of hugh morry so he's here too. feel free to gaze upon a rough nari i drew while revising transport in plants for bio hueheheue

[runawaydragons]

So, we decided to switch phone carriers, as our phones were paid off and we've gotten good feedback about Mint in our area for service, and it would be a fraction of the cost of our current Verizon plan.

Hubby got things rolling and his phone switched over no problem. We just needed to do mine, but forgot to yesterday. So this morning I remembered and we went to do the last steps and something went wrong. Because of course it would... We've done all the troubleshooting, and talked to customer support on both ends. Even though Verizon said my phone was unlocked when hubby started this process, something internally glitched and my phone suddenly became locked mid-transfer. The Verizon customer service person tried to fix it but couldn't, and thus put in a support ticket, but warned us it could take 48 business hours (legit what he said) to hear back anything...

Meanwhile my phone cannot finish transferring over to Mint, but as far as Verizon is concerned it's disconnected. So I have zero ability to text or call outside of contacting emergency services. When I have wifi I have the ability to get emails and google meet video calls, but that's it. We don't have a landline because they're expensive, and I have to take Havoc to her ice skating class tomorrow... My anxiety is really hating the idea of not being able to be contacted by anyone while I'm away from the house.

So this fucking sucks. Also my period started mid-morning, because of course it did. Oh and we have to go to the inlaws tomorrow afternoon... Which has the possibility to royally suck. Hubby is fully prepared for us to just up and leave if people can't be nice, but still I sorta want to just tell them to fuck off... But part of the meal is supposed to be a belated bday dinner for Havoc, so I'm hoping for her sake it isn't as bad as I think it will be.

Everything food-wise here went well today, and it was really nice to get to stay home and just have my mom over. We ate yummy food and played Uno and then Hues & Cues, until it was past the kiddos' bedtime. So that was lovely. 💜

(Chaos' two word cue was "Mom's Allergic" and immediately everyone put their pieces on darker shades of purple, it was hilarious. My grape allergy made the perfect cue. 😅)

If anyone has any sway with the technology gods, please pray to them on my behalf, because I really don't want to not have a working phone until some time next week. 🥲

Sending hugs to you all, and I hope you had a good day and got to laugh. 🫂💜

[xxacademy]

life update 😇

i got promoted to assistant manager at my job, yay!!! with that comes a big pay raise but also a huge work load, so i’ve been working so much 😩 i’ve also been having to interview and hire seasonal workers which is overwhelming to say the least! also im moving soon so ive been planning that out too😭

just an explanation so yall know why i’ve been a lil inactive, im just adjusting to my new lifestyle 😏😏

[rositxespinosa]

positive news

I, as a few of you know, have not been doing well lately. But I wanted to update you that today, I am doing ok. I am feeling better, even if it's just by a little bit. I had the strength to do my full skincare routine and get dressed for the day (of course in a cozy crewneck and leggings!) Each day I have been reading a daily reader Al-Anon book that my mom lent me, and each day that I've read has been so helpful. I'm also reading The Let Them Theory by Mel Robbins, which has been another helpful addition. I even took the time to sit outside on my patio and read while I enjoyed the breeze blowing through the trees. It was very calming. And the weather today is beautiful. That is my mini update for now. Thank you to everyone that has stood by my side and checked in on me, I appreciate it so much.

[graymatterwithacomplex]

Mini Life Update

This school year was rough. I lost interest in a lot of hobbies and things I used to enjoy due to stress and factors outside of my control.

my school changed our schedule so we had two different sets of classes. four in the first semester and four different ones in the second. I'm a good student and low-key start to freak out over bad grades even if they aren't all that bad. this semester I took a musical theater class. musical theater, something I have a huge intreast in. Acting, something that I used to really enjoy. singing something that I used to really enjoy. This class basically strangles my enjoyment of there's things with anxiety. I loved the theaters don't get me wrong, I've had them for years for other classes. I think this is mostly a me/worsening dysphoria thing than the actual class.

Through this musical theater class I had to be part of my schools spring musical (I originally planned to do crew as it was one I didn't have much interest in). This was the first time I got a role I auditioned for, then I thought about it more. I asked for this role, a wheelchair using character, as a wheelchair user. I've since questioned if they gave me this role out of oblogation or because they thought I could actually do it. Either way I killed the role. And, subsequently the show killed me. even after over a month since closing I'm still not doing great.

I'm currently grounded. no phone (currently posting from my computer that I hid). no going places. luckily this only lasts until Monday.

On a positive note my summer should be going well. its my last year at a camp I've been going to, (which in itself is sad) however I'm NOT chickening out of telling people my name+pronouns this year. The same goes for the medical camp I'm going to.

speaking of name, this doubles as a coming out post. A few of my friends already know (cough cough @the-modern-shakespeare). When I'm writing this I've yet to tell any adults. I plan on telling my school consular next block and eventually I'm going to tell my mother. I've been thinking about my gender since this time last year, and its only come to fruition as I've realized that I'd rather be seen as a guy. Telling my mother is going to be the issue. telling her that I want to go by a diffrent name is going to be rough.

Thank you to @the-modern-shakespeare so much for just about everything this year.

-Theo They/He signing off till Monday :p

[lockes-woods]

Hiii (*^▽^)/★*☆♪

Sooo I started The Pitt (mostly so I'll get what your fics will be about lol).

But then I saw Noah Wyle and I thought "Let's goooo!" The man aged like fine wine. Getting big Shanks / Rayleigh vibes from him lol.

It's not my first time watching a Hospital show with him so.

I hope you are doing well or a little better at least! 💜

I had a massive ER phase at the start of the pandemic. So when I saw Noah Wyle, I immediately watched the first episode of the Pitt. I'm definitely feeling better, thank you so much for checking in 💛. I just got out of therapy, and my dad's coming home today, so I won't be home alone tonight. For the past few nights, I've woken up every time I heard a creek in my old ass house because I was alone. I think I was mainly in a funk because I went from a really rigid schedule to not having to do anything. I'm working on a Robby x Reader x Jack one-shot right now and I'm hoping to have it out later today if nothing comes up ^-^

Hope you're doing good too Ro 💛