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meaning

what is it?  not ever seeing the funny side of anything the darkening cloud it kills motivation to step forward to light it sees nothing it sees nothing it becomes and all encompassing coma of living shroud in falling thoughts belting your brain waves sideways the gale force wind and screaming roaring tides of thoughts hide you from anything but darkness oh wishful I carry my life to a strange and mystic old place I no longer search for meaning as I know i will never find it i look at the gravel cracks and the bright blue sky filled with passing birds and i see the grass get cut and smell the life and decay of its fibres it has the sense to smell

I have faith i may not have faith in god or the higher beings i have faith in life in all its horrific misfortunes which there is alot alas also there is joy and hope in living.

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working on

Lets go from here lets abandon this headspace 

sweet dreaming new worlds scheming 

flip flop dive right in and sing 

tumble rewind the time, map out the victory and defeats

continue flash echos inner conflicts

disconnect 

got to see the sun rise and set 

the swells of the seas

sun shine and farmers tans

inside out umbrellas on the gale force days 

wind beaten 

smiling 

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A trip down memory laney - finding faith in times of turmoil

trying to give your self faith in times of turmoil, I would question religion ever the skeptic I would need to see it with my own eyes to truly believe it 

I hear alot of things said by the leaders that lead us into evil

“lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil” 

religion has had the Chinese whispers affect over time the message has gotten blurred now a distant stranger lost to history warped through time for personal gains hypocrisy  

politicians are praying from the pulpits  

I am trying to find faith that one day things will be righted and left in peace 

I see the news that the whole world is imploding and there dropping bombs one step down from nuclear, breaking cites to the ground 

I see walls go up and walls come down building barriers to keep each other out, to hold humanity back. 

we think we know it all and try to protect the nothingness we have gained gone from land and sea and into cites to pen in ourselves to get tightened in a grip of confinement within ourselves blocking out realities in order to protect our own careless bubble. 

Micheal D Higgins talks about a humanistic approach does he imply that we’ve lost it 

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alive alive o

the past is etched into my head the past is such a marker for the forward and how do you ignore the mammoth of life thats lived in anyway thats sprung out of thin air a wonder that can’t be tainted by answers and facts we are alive alive and what a wonder it is

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Queef : Home recording 1.04.14

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24-1-2014 claire gurian, laney mannion. fireside exploration short

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recordings from a sitting room