#miniredavanue

[miniredavenuewrites]

Poem: 1

What does it take to push my luck.

Am I wasting time? Am I buying time? 

I am dying in this situation. 

I am yearning for an answer.

Is blasphemy paying back?

or

Is it fate not turning to me?

Damn all creatures.

Damn all gods.

and

Damn myself for living in this cruel world where I exist.

No directions to be found, no tomorrow to be seen.

I blame all of these, because I am here as me.

[miniredavenuewrites]

Perfume - One Room Disco

[miniredavenuewrites]

One Room Disco

I am single, well ever since. I don't deny that I get lonely at times, looking for something or someone I do not have. And, to top it off I am not an expert in this area.

Sometimes I would get the feeling of an old maid, or of a mermaid in a vast sea. There are so many dreams and unknown vagueness that wrap me that I would like to find out leaving an empty space for a partner. 

Love and Life was never in a paragraph. And cluelessness would leave me still clueless. I don't have much of an experience if you ask me, but I always dream of having another half. Someone to share and  someone to hold.

But still, at the moment there is no one. I don't see a shadow for my future reference of my possible "significant other". But I pray that he'll be with me in my future to join me (HOPEFULLY) and  my ONE ROOM DISCO to make it a dinner for two.

My Life as a ONE ROOM DISCO.

_____ Listen to Perfume's One room disco

(It's Japanese, but the meaning is great!)