#minky mumbles

[peppinowhereheshouldntbe]

I could treat her right

[opossumface]

i cannot believe im turning into a rising 2nd year at college. what the fuck. what the fu

[opossumface]

in a couple of months im gonna have an opossum skull and im so !!! about it, her name is gonna be daisy

[opossumface]

i ordered an opal septum ring im so excited aaaaaah (thats me yellin)

[opossumface]

every time you like one of my posts i hope you imagine that gif of rhianna winking

[opossumface]

i also gotta remind myself that gender identity =/= gender expression. they can be related and intertwined but arent inherently one and the other, but the fear of expressing myself as feminine (when it’s taken years to be comfortable and feel powerful in that) and then being pigeonholed into being a female sure is there

& arguably i mostly dress in a masc/gender neutral way (though im not sure i even like saying that due to semantics; there’s this weird thing where masc is assumed gender neutral [insinuating that male is default, female is Other] when the Ideal is all clothes are up for grabs) but pink hair and jewelry are also considered big identifiers for being a girl

anyways it’s nice to write this stuff out even if it’s not groundbreaking or anything new, but i’ve been too busy and emotionally closed to chew on my own identity and really start understanding what comes with it

anyways. im feminine and still learning to be more feminine and i will continue to do that and use it as an armor and a weapon but also im nonbinary as HECK

[opossumface]

there’s people fixing a leak so i have to stay at the house to make sure everything goes well but i need to take a shower and go to the gym or else im gonna self destruct probably

[opossumface]

i can squat 75 pounds now