#minor depression

[sorryforcaringlover]

I was sad today.

I couldn't tell anyone why, exactly.

The birds were chirping outside the window,

The sunrise looked like an explosion of colour,

I had some food to eat, water to drink, and yet...

The darker parts of my consciousness were winning, my body and soul felt heavier, and the telltale prickling in my eyes had signaled that I was on the edge of tears since before the sun rose.

I wish I could understand why, so maybe I could explain it at the very least to myself.

But, I was sad today.

[irishsaints]

oops sorry i'm here I swear

whoops I disappeared for a few days again

my partner has been moving apartments and we've been busy with that

also tbh i'm kinda down in the dumps because I lost my job in fucking FEBRUARY and then the fool that's running this country and his former bff the drug addicted elongated muskrat decided to take a literal fucking chainsaw to the industry me and all my friends have been working in for eons

and trying to get a job right now is a colossal fucking nightmare

so uh

It's a bad time

[zealotslut]

i need motivation to do things

[ramblings-of-a-harpy]

feels like everything is winding down.

i fear i’m running out of stuff, my once favorite passtimes now fail to illicit the same excited and enthralled responses from me and day by day it feels like i’m just doing stuff to fill the time, not because i want to, i feel like everything is just “i have an hour or three to kill, lets browse this or play that” seems like theres very little to engage with anymore.

[thursday-atdawn]

Wow! Shock! Leaving your house after 4 days in solitude makes you feel better, mentally and physically! Who knew! What discovery!

[lostinherphrasebooks]

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