Dear SunYe,
From today onwards, you'll not only be Ms Min Sun Ye, but also Mrs James Pak.
You have always been my #1 role model in life. I have always looked up to you with admiration and respect.
When I first got into Wonder Girls in early 2009, Yubin was my favourite, but you were a close second. In 2010, after a year, you overtook Yubin and became the #1 in my heart. Even till today, you still hold the 1st place in my heart.
I still remember the 1st ever video of WG I watched was the 2008 MBC Gayo Daejun collaboration stage with Big Bang. It was the first quarter of 2009, and I was slightly interested in BB, but not enough to call myself a fan. My 1st impression of you was that you were very charismatic.
I did more research and found out that in the year end of 2008, you girls came to Singapore for a concert. I cried when I found out, because I couldn't believe that I missed seeing you girls by a few months. If only I had gotten to know you girls earlier, I wouldn't have missed that precious chance. It was also around this time when it was announced that you girls were going to advance in the US market and hence stay there for a long period of time, hence I was even more upset as I was convinced that I would never have the chance to see you girls.
May 2008
AllKPop organized an event/giveaway/contest, where we had to answer the question "Who is your favorite Wonder Girls member and why?". Even though at that point of time I still liked Yubin a lot, somehow I felt this urge to write you as my favorite member instead. It payed off, as I won the event and received a gift (mini clock) & a handwritten card. Maybe it was a calling of sorts, maybe it was fate. This is my most precious memoribilia I own now. Thank you so much.
thank you patrick ma (facebook) and hui xian (myspace)! i am so happy, everyone is so sweet to me ^^ love you all!♥
6 March 2010
It was suddenly announced that WG was coming to Singapore for a private Sony Ericsson event. I knew I had to go the airport to welcome you girls or else I wouldn't have the chance to see you. And so I did. I wrote a last minute letter to you at the airport on a filmsy piece of fullscap paper, and even managed to pass it to you. It was chaotic and I kept walking beside you, calling your name. Your hand reached over the security and took the letter from me. At that moment, 3 of our fingers touched and my heart felt electrified. I can still remember how I felt, being full of excitement and happiness afterwards. Thank you for reaching out to me.
15-18 June 2010
Wonder Girls held a showcase in Singapore, coupled with 4 fanmeets in a day. I went to only 2 of them as I didn't want to rush around. At the fanmeet at Paragon, I went early and so snagged the 1st row. I proudly held up my fanboard for you, and you noticed it and kept smiling at me throughout the 20 minutes you girls were there. At the fansign at Iluma, I didn't have tickets so I stood there for an hour, watching you sign. I managed to get 2nd row just for viewing. When I shouted your name, you spotted me & my fanboard which you had just seen 2 hours ago, and waved at me! Whenever your eyes were wandering around and saw me, you would give an eyesmile and a nod. I remember being touched and excited to the point of tears, and tears started rolling down my cheeks. You may not be the kind to show fanservice, but you will take an effort to identify and acknowledge your fans. Your charisma and stage presence on stage was overflowing. I was truly wow-ed by your professionalism. Thank you for the amazing experience.
22 January 2011
I tweeted her on 9 Jan, and you replied me 11 days later. I was so touched and that you actually scrolled through 11 days worth of Twitter mentions.
I'm surr u can get through it :) best wishes! Will pray for u
@WGsun
I felt so touched when you said that you'll pray for me. I know it wasn't just to "pacify" me because you wouldn't make empty promises, especially when it comes to religious subjects like praying. Thank you for taking the time and effort to scroll through the thousands of tweets, replying mine out of the thousands, and thank you for your prayers.
8 September 2012
Wonder World Tour in Singapore, a concert I never expected Singapore to be one of the tour cities as honestly the population of Wonderfuls is dwindling. I went despite it being 2 days before my exams, but I knew I couldn't miss this either. I screamed loudly for you, whenever you appeared, during your solo etc. Although I didn't receive any fan service this time, watching you on stage was more than enough, and I knew that I gave all the support that I could in that short 2 hours.
You are the main point of my Wonder Girls fandom, and I never left because I knew that you must have been having a hard time as well. You're always putting on a strong front no matter what happens. You always manage to lead by example, and your selfless actions have motivated and inspired me to be a better leader, especially during my secondary school days. I learnt how to be thankful from you, for every little thing that happens to me, and I find that now I'm a happier person. You're real and true to yourself. Even though I'm a free-thinker, I really admire your immense love for God as not many people are able to devote such time and effort into their religion when they have a busy career like you do.
I have utmost faith in James that he can take good care of you and give you happiness. I'm really glad that you met him and fell in love with him. "All for God, all by God" applies perfectly to this relationship of yours, as it was when you were serving in the name of God in Haiti that you met James.
I will miss you a lot during this period when you're gone, but I will not hold you back because I know that you chose to go to Canada with him for a reason, and I respect that. I just hope that someday you'll come back and not just disappear forever as Mrs Pak. But again, even if you choose to lead a normal life, I'll still respect that and be happy for you! I am glad that you found true love, and I know that you'll lead a happy life. I will miss you so much. Thank you for all that you have given to me, I'm sorry that I cannot repay you in equal terms but rest assured, I'll always love you.
Love,
A Sunlight who will be here, right till the very end.