Sep 24, 2012
i have a weird habit of rewatching the same favorite movies of mine over and over again
because it's comforting to know that i won't be disappointed by the plot and to not have to pay attention the whole time
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i have a weird habit of rewatching the same favorite movies of mine over and over again
because it's comforting to know that i won't be disappointed by the plot and to not have to pay attention the whole time
maybe one person will read this and understand where i'm coming from
honestly, the comments you make are so unfair and constantly make me feel like shit. i rarely hold grudges but i won't ever be able to forgive you for not taking me seriously in very critical, life or death situations....also, you can't tell ANYONE how they feel. only they as individuals know so you can't tell someone that they're "faking it" or that a mental illness or disability is fabricated.
during times like these, i wonder if you realize that the stricter you are, the more i want to rebel. i'm not even rebellious, just independent and "free spirited". you don't seem to realize that i will NEVER fit into the persona that you wish I was..a brainwashed, obedient girl who doesn't question anything and doesn't follow their heart or learn anything about anyone but themselves. if i continuously break the RIDICULOUS "rules" that you set, it means that i will do so again and again. as much as you want to stop me from being me, you can't. in less than a year from now, i will be living by myself in college, and believe it or not, i will be totally fine. you seem to think i won't wake up to go to class or that i'll fail out. i don't understand how you don't see that i'm one of the most mature people at my school, even one of the most mature people i know who is my age. i may be forgetful sometimes, and i may get distracted, but my mind is set towards the path that i want for myself. unlike the girls i go to school with, i'm not out of touch with reality and i'm street smart....i know that if i go to school in new york that it's not only the fucking upper east side. i'm not going to cry and transfer back home because none of the people are the clones that i've lived with for the past 16, nearly 17 years.
hopefully one day you'll realize that you have and you will continue to shape my life negatively. as much as i try to not let your behavior get to me, i'm not made of steel and you're extremely hurtful. if it wasn't for a couple of my closest friends i probably wouldn't have been able to put up with it and overcome my previous struggles..not that you noticed or believed me.
can i be excused from school due to my illness of fat
never needed anything more in my life, nbd
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