#misc txt

[badwylfs]

where is my killing eve imagine me & you au fanfic

[t-citurnity-moved]

HEY, I’M NOT DEAD.

No, I just kinda was homeless for several months. Before that, I just. Kinda lost my interest in self shipping on tumblr (still did it, just didn’t post anything anywhere or anything). But yeah, I’ve got a lot of shit to drop.

I’ve changed my name; I just don’t like the way Tyler sounds any more. I don’t know if I’ll keep Tyler as my self insert or not, but most likely not. If not, then I’m probably just gonna design a whole new self insert to use in in pretty much all universes. I just don’t really feel as connected to him as I did and if you’ve been around me for long enough, you’ll probably be used to this - and I’m sorry.

I’ve also been handling my depression. Before moving and then becoming homeless, I had been seeing a therapist for my depression / anxiety, and we were just getting into the topic of my dysphoria when the move came about. I can’t say I’m as happy as most of the community appears, but I definitely have improved mood wise and have been able to break out of my shell more than I used to. I hope to be able to contact some of you that I’ve been wanting to be friends with for awhile and hopefully we can!

Aside from all that, I’m now in a new state. Not in a permanent residence, but for now it’s somewhere I don’t have to worry about freezing this winter. Above all, it beats sleeping in a tent in a campground; I’m surprised I didn’t get sick during that time, but thankfully I’m fine - physically. Mentally, I’m still working through a lot of stuff.

On the topic of self shipping, I’m still not sure where I place myself on it any more. I love it, but when it comes to sharing my ships and the like, I’ve, admittedly, become a lot more anxious about it. With some of the newer ones I’ve picked up, I’m particularly nervous about. However, I do plan to eventually redo my whole blog to reflect my new favourites and ships. I’m not sure if I’ll just redo this blog or just make a new one - I’m going to try not to make a new one, but coming onto this blog gives me a weird feeling, so we’ll see how I feel after re-organising everything here. I actually do have a blog set aside in the instance I want to swap to it, but I’m probably not going to drop the link since I want to keep everything mostly private about it - I’ll drop it to mutuals if they send me a message + promise to not share it around (which I doubt anyone would do, but still).

That all being said, I’m not sure what else I have in my mind that needs to be expressed. I’m not sure how I feel about returning in full, but I hope to be able to at least get some things done in terms of recreating myself, my self insert, and this entire blog.

[actuallylordmegatron]

Someone just liked a post from way fuckin back when I blogged about sh*rlock and my God, what an embarrassment I was.

[kusanali]

hello hello! i know some of you may not check up on this blog often but

tomorrow is my move in day for my first year in uni! 

since im on quarter system itll be hard for me to post consistently so this blog will be on a semi-hiatus! 

i hope that’s fine with you all! ill try to post ever so often but my activity will probably be more sporadic than it already is.

thanks so much and good luck to everyone with life and school!! (*~▽~)