Wifey
Right now I am in the computer shop. Fuck! I am crying while I am fucking typing this. This is painful. Well, I am not ashame while crying in here but i am ashame of myself not doing the best. I already lost the only family that I have. I didn't know where to start now. Sad to say, the only thing that I have is myself. Well, I started to believe that there is God. Everything that happened to me is that what he wants. But why get the only person that gives me strength to live. Why get the person that I love the most. I hope I won't question you Papa Jesus and not get mad at you but this is extreme already. You already pulled the last straw in me. I dunno what to do anymore. I am so torn into pieces maybe even shattered. Where to go next? What should I do now that I don't have her anymore? What am I gonna do now that I have nothing? Fuck this!