aventurine.... scrambling to keep together a semblance of control... surrounded by all sorts of equally dangerous and brutally efficient people and the only one who shows signs of struggle amongst them... theyre competent and thus visible obstacles since for him Relationships and his allies are the ultimate cards in his hand ... aventurine on that one 4* lc... "final victor"... aventurine saying he needs only three chips, forging every possible alliance... acheron describing him having "unwavering resolution and faith" even unto death..
aventurine, desperate, the gambler with nothing to lose, nowhere to go but up, hearing people insult him with a smile of acquiescence on his face... he isnt above anything... the brand so so visible on his neck... he is a corporate slave but this fact is the one thing we see rattle him.... he has tuned himself into his exhilarating performance, the splendorous extravagance of it..
this from the lc description... the three empty clicks, the teetering possibility of loss, the Apparent threat and Struggle before the win, and always, always, him smiling, handing his worth, his "use" to his opponent, his life and very being tempered to a point to push himself forward... foreshadowing perhaps or worse, self illusion;;; the "final victor."
can someone send recs of pairs/ships that i could draw? i want to practice having more than one subject in one drawing!! (it can be platonic like siblings, friends, etc)
для братвы с фикбука, которая по счастливой случайности может наткнуться на этот профиль.
то что я выкладываю сюда – мной же сделанный перевод моих работ.
ээээааа это моя страничка. ne-videl это тоже сука моя страничка.
я не хочу чтобы народ с фб заходил на этот мой другой профиль поэтому не делаю ссылок на "первоисточник".
так что не надо мне всяких ебаных приколов в комментах, ок? акк на фб итак на грани удаления
и ваще суки блядские у нас шо здесь шо там фанфики раз в полгода выходят идите обратно пошто англ не вывозит мой ахуительный слог
don't mind the text above if you don't understand it it's full of untranslatable russian swearing and slang
this blog mostly consists of things I draw lately, but I feel like I still need some sort of masterlist to systematize whatever madness I've written
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masterlist
someday my masterlist will be huge... someday...
genshin impact
aftermath | Zhongli x fem!reader
the tailor of Kamisato estate | Ayato x fem!reader
tragedy of the meropide fortress | Wriothesley x gn!reader
christmas kids | Pantalone x gn!reader
the way to protect female lead's older brother
changeling | Dion Agriche x fem!reader
record of ragnarok
unequal marriage | Poseidon x fem!reader
the villainess is a marionette
midsummer night's dream | Rezef Hill x fem!reader
my oc if you're curious who's the white haired creature I'm drawing so often
also someday I'll stop being lazy and make a prettier profile...
not commenting on the latest aven textmap leaks because they make me want to die but acheron's lines about aven have always been the most interesting ones + i was looking at this twitter thread
about the translations in her about voicelines and argh.
“A shattered void(empty hole) put under a disguise of longing…… His existence is so intense & strong, but underneath that existence is a self that’s so rarefied & sparse”
-> we know from his character story how said longing turned hollow as soon as he got his stone and was told that everyone he'd wanted to help had died. i adore characters without a sense of self, a liquid self concealed by veneers of vanity, flickers of direction so so contradictory to their internal existence... he's So good.
the post mentions his lc description: “he’s only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver.” -> this, then him directly using his life (all he materially owns and molds) for the grand masquerade from the textmap leaks... i'm obsessed i'm afraid.
i love how the white night lyrics are actually about aventurine's journey, i love that they're making him the centerpiece of 2.1 but im also so, so very sad. painful stuff.
