#missie's

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I think I need help

I can't stop thinking

About killing myself

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Sometimes you have to be your own Hero. turned 8 today (Oct. 4, 2021)!

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Sometimes I go to the bathroom and stay in there longer than I need to just to have alone time

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What. The Hell. I do one thing a little out of the usual way I try to help you feel better and I get rejected. I got you a treat for YOU. Because I had YOU in mind. And you really found a way to turn my caring against me by saying that I really got a treat because I just wanted it for myself??? That is literally NOT what fucking happened. And I'm honestly really hurt that you would think that I am that selfish. I was literally just trying to do something special for you. Something a little bit extra to show you that I care. But no, I just get pegged as selfish for it. Fuck. That's not fair. At least I'M trying to show that I care; meanwhile I have been feeling so alone it's driving me crazy and when I reach out you're just on your fucking phone and I feel brushed aside as not important enough to even talk to or pay attention to

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I added a little something to my badge today, we’ll see how work goes today 😉 https://www.instagram.com/p/COvsZzWHXQr/?igshid=duiomkqakod5

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Hi im really proud of you for lasting this long! Recovery isn't linear and sometimes you take a few steps back, just so you're able to take more steps forward. It's okay, relapse doesn't mean getting back to step 1❤❤❤ You're so strong and brave and I'm proud of you for still fighting on, i hope you're staying safe! I love you ❤❤

@whispers-of-magic Thank you so much for this ❤ I've been having a tough time lately; your kindness and support means a lot to me ❤

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