Jul 7
I miss A 😔
#13 more sleeps#that is not so very long#we can do that#it's not the broken howling missing that it used to be#nor the complete forgetting/disconnecting (yet)#it's just a warm sad missing#and appreciating who she is for me and all she has already put up with#i guess you could call it a more integrated missing#definitely started out as a young part missing A and then moved into a more analyzing part lmao#it's nearly 11pm I should go sleep#but yeah.#I miss A too#I like her#she's cool#and it's cool how parts still feel their own way about her#but more and more of us feel positive about her#in a more grounded way i guess#idk#gotta stop thinking#but also#missing A for sure#(someone needs me to add that they are VERY relieved she's gone lol)#personal#therapy schmerapy