#missing canonmates

[kassachilles]

He’s so pretty and funny and sweet and he’s SUCH an asshole in such a lovable way I want to hug him and kiss him and brush his hair and give him a good luck hug backstage every night he has a show and then run to the audience and sit in my seat and watch him tell his stupid jokes that I love so much and then run to meet him after the show and give him the tightest hug ever and I miss him so much RICHIE TOZIER I LOVE YOU!!!!!

[personas-baby-bird]

MAN I miss Ciel.

I don’t know why he’s hurting the most. I miss the others too, don’t get me wrong, I’ve just been missing him more. Maybe because Jaxon and Multi at least have rp blogs, so it feels like talking to them? Anyways we’re sad and missing canonmates. I even miss Ms. Myoden’s long training days. I’d go through them all again for the chance to see them again. Especially Ciel. I need him the most right now. -🪶

(hi it’s Az, this is typed weird and might not even make sense and has the colour changing because we are both sad., Ciel is my blorbo so I care for him clearly but robin has kept us up at night. Hugging a pillow, pretending it’s canonmates. *I pretend it’s them too sometimes I can’t judge* *that might have been a sign* so yeah, anything in red is something he directly typed, the rest I kinda transcribed from the last little while of our thoughts :’) I used I even when it was Az typing because these are robins feelings and this is his blog. Hope this makes any sense!)

[kassachilles]

Why is it so hard to find other BOFB kins 😭😭 I only know 3 of them and one of them got me into BOFB and another one *I* got into BOFB

[kassachilles]

I’m so tired but I don’t want to selep

It’s 22:22 and the fireworks are fireworking, I’m in seventeen million different kinshifts, and I miss Sledgehammer </3