Jan 3
Jon re:Elias
Gut Punch/Don't Meet Your Idols--Everybody's Worried About Owen / Missing Hell--Sushi Soucy
#I know interpretations of their dynamic is wildly debated#but as far as I'm concerned jon looked up to him in s1 and pre-s1#we don't focus on it enough. jon's conflicting feeling re: everything#because yes he should feel betrayed#but also he's dependent on elias for information#and he respects him in the sense that he respects the pursuit of knowledge#as much as he knows that he shouldn't#like he knows that elias is evil. he knows that he was guided against his will to becoming an avatar.#and yet either out of lack of alternative options or out of habit. he turns to elias when he needs a space to be vulnerable#Jon suffers so much in so many more ways than the ones we always discuss. he's got so much internal turmoil about everything.#and I am gnawing at the walls of the enclosure#pointing at how jon's BEST option for who to turn to regarding what he's turning into Was The Guy Who Did This To Him.#my boyyyyy my beautiful beloved jonathan sims you are not even remotely ok.#someone's gotta go get you to take a nap. go to sleep. eat a vegetable or fruit. ideally both.#tma#the magnus archives#jon sims#jonathan sims#elias bouchard#jonah magnus#do I tag this as#jonelias#idk if the shippers are ok with me infiltrating like this. please accept any peripheral discussion of their dynamic as valid for your tag 🥺#song recs#tma song recs#the magnus archives song recommendations#gut punch/don't meet your idols#everyones worried about owen#missing hell#sushi soucy
