#missing her still

[kittencraze]

fuck me I hate myself so fucking much

[kygoataiyo]

you forever changed the stars in my universe. forever changed how the sun sets and how the moon rises. because no matter where life takes us you are still my moon, sun and stars.

That One Guy

[booksbudbanter]

My girlfriend has a soft spot for sad songs, ripped jeans that fit loose and hang a bit low, colored marshmallows in her hot chocolate on a chilly night, the sound of rain storms before she goes to sleep, and brown eyes. Me, I have a soft spot for her- dolled up, just waking up, exhausted, and especially in my sweatshirt and the bottoms she tends to match it with. I have a place in my heart about her size. My girlfriend is tall with legs to kill for, a smile to make you forget what you’re upset about, and eyes that make you want to dive in and never turn back again. Me, I’m short with stubby limbs, -but I make up for it with sculpted muscles, I suppose- and she loves my smile, especially the one that’s just for her and my dark brown eyes. I think she brings out the light in me; I tell her I think she’s the most beautiful girl in the world and she makes a face. She doesn’t believe, but I know. 20 more days until she is here. She asked me who I thought would lean in for the kiss first- now I don’t know for sure because she’s full of surprises but I know I won’t be able to hold back- my heart in my throat, my hands shaking, my stomach filled with so many bursting cocoons that I will be lifted off the ground, and the magnets hidden in our lips will do the trick. In the time she’s here, I want to be sure to remember every single kiss- take nothing for granted- I don’t want to miss a single detail. I’ve waited too long for this, wished too deeply, dreamed too sweetly- my god, this is it. She’s so close I can almost taste her, feel her… Shh… Listen. Take a deep breath… Smell that? It smells like sunshine and flowers and rain, tastes like earth and sugarcane.