#missing outside

[chasemehoes]

Missing Outside’

[stressinginmy20s]

I’m back

[moonlitkoko]

The need and desire to go out is getting stronger day by day. No, I don't want to go out and party, or even go on these extravagant trips, well I do but not at the moment. I just want to get out so I don't feel confined within these 4 walls with my thoughts. Thoughts that I'm trying so hard to avoid. The fear is one of them. Well.. Actually its just fear. Of different things ofcourse. But fear nonetheless. I want to scream at top of my lungs until I'm out of breath. I want to laugh until my stomach hurts and a little more. Walk on the streets where people are not hiding their faces. Heh. Funny how I suddenly prefer invisible masks over the real ones right now.

How I wished for the world to just... stop. So I could gather my messy thoughts, have some peace and quite, have some solitude without the pressure of doing or being anything.

But oh be careful for what you wish for, what you beg for while gazing into the abyss..

Because when you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."

[hotdigitallegend]

missing my friends