Thoughts roll through my head when you leave me on read
Whether I know it or not, all I do is get into deep thought.
The things we used to do, the things we used to say,
They all just faded away.
And I am trying to be strong.
But I feel that what I did when we were together was so wrong.
I miss the days we didn’t get along,
Because in reality, that is what made us strong
I am pretty sure you have moved on.
I will never know because now we only talk once a year on your birthday,
Sometimes more when you text me.
I said I would always be there and that is the truth,
But I feel that sometimes I lie to myself thinking that if we were together I would be in better health.
I think about the times we had together and how we always used to say “To infinity and beyond”
Are almost 3 years old and all I can think about is...
When is the next time you will talk to me? If it isn’t now, when will it be?
Next year, next week, tomorrow?