#mistake day

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 ❛  why do we feel the need to document our birthdays? do we enjoy the feeling of our souls withering away into nothing slowly as the years pass and feel that it’s worth celebrating? humans are a mystery, truly. ❜

❛ ...on an unrelated note, if i were to stick candles into okonomiyaki, would they stick, or fall out? or maybe i should try it blindly and get the despair of failing miserably or the hope of passing an improbable task...the answer to my question will be a present in itself. ❜

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ocd feel?

today was such a "mistake" day like it was one of those days where everything I tried to do, regardless of importance or difficulty, was just wrong I just screwed everything up and even when I didn't screw up it was still bad and unacceptable and I just felt this long continuous free-floating sense of shame and guilt that would attach itself to every little task I did, even when there was no conceivable fault. feeling like this makes me so jittery and on edge and makes me SO nervous that I fuck up even more it's just a borderline comedic domino effect of mistakes and things done wrong and -HATE- hating myself and just.............aaaaaaaaaa no one wins hahahahahaHAAAAAA 

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Happy Mistake day to myself.