mituna/sollux #21
This meme, send me asks! [ LINK ]#21, Jealous KissYou would never call yourself a jealous person. You’re level headed and cool at all times. But the way Mituna looks at him, the way he smiles and laughs, it makes your blood boil. You hate him SO much, and you wish he’d just leave Mituna alone, but on Mituna’s insistence, Kurloz isn’t that bad of a guy. Whatever. You think the guy’s a creep and a sleezeball and you wish he’d just fuck off somewhere. Like off the top of a building.But you see them sometimes, kissing, and Kurloz holds his face and something wells up inside you that makes you want to scream and fight and kick and curse. It’s wrong and you hate it. You hate him. You hate how he’s always around and how fucking HAPPY he makes Mituna.One day though, it gets under your skin BAD. You’re watching from the corner of your eye, like you always do, they’re on the couch in the living room and you’re in the kitchen. And Kurloz makes EYE CONTACT and the corners of his lips pull up at the sides a little and you almost lose it right there. You clench your jaw hard enough you feel like you might crack your teeth in some attempt to keep the rising anger and bile down.From then til whenever he leaves, without a word of course, it’s all a blur. You’re angry and jealous and you can’t believe yourself. You can’t. But you do. And as soon as Kurloz is out the door, you round the kitchen counter to come into the living room. Mituna is still sitting on the couch and you pull him up by the hand til he stands, not caring that he let’s out this surprised little gasp and gets half of your name out, and you kiss him.You hold his face like Kurloz does and you kiss him. Your tongue traces his teeth and then his tongue, maps his mouth and the warmth of his breath. Something twists in your stomach to think that the taste might be Kurloz more than Mituna and you feel sick. You break away with a harsh pant and let go of his face.You stare at him for a long moment, and you’re probably green with envy and you can feel how hard your brow is pressed, tight and angry. You’re angry, but moreso than that, you’re jealous. You never thought of yourself as a jealous person, but when you abscond to your room, you’re jealous of Kurloz.
