How bout mizcoulee (:D) + envy (that’s the first word I could think of lol).
mizcoulee has such a nice ring to it
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“You have got to stop looking at them like that,” Monét said dryly. “Jealousy never helped anyone.”
Brianna huffed, brows knitting together. “First of all, I’m not jealous, I’m envious. Jealousy is when you have something but worry it might be taken away. Envy is when you want something someone else has. I’m envious of Shea’s girlfriend. Second of all…” She paused, then frowned. “I guess that’s it, actually.”
“You’re also pedantic as fuck,” she added with an eyeroll. “If you want them broken up so badly, you can always just tell her the truth.”
But Brianna sighed and shook her head. “I couldn’t do that to Shea. If she wants to tell her, that’d be another thing, but I’m not gonna push her to do that either.”
Monét exhaled deeply. “So what, you’re gonna sit around like a sad sack while you yearn after your fuck buddy?”
“I mean… yes?”
Her friend pinched the bridge of her nose. “You’re exhausting.”