#mjs ramblings

[emj4yart]

YOURE THE INE WHO DID THE JAX TOY ANIMATION??? THAT WAS ONE OF MY FAVORITES

HIII YES THAT WAS ME thank u that means sm 😭

[emj4yart]

I think the thing with most Onceler mischaracterizations I see is that people are just falling for his facade. I can totally see him trying to act more cool and sauve after his business takes off, but one closer look and you'll see he's still the same old cringefail loserboy he's always been, just with a shinier coat of paint.

He is not a "dom daddy". He is a peacock showing off his feathers. His perception of the world has been twisted because of his wealth and his parents' influence; He's acting the way he assumes people in power SHOULD act. One blow to his ego and the mask will crack and he won't know what to do with himself.

Even if he does try to act more confident and sure of himself when he has the wealth to show for it, the truth is that he's lost more of himself than he's gained.

He's never felt comfortable being himself around anyone and has trouble forming any sort of meaningful relationships because of it. This is coupled by the fact the relationships he does have at the height of his business are abusive at worst (family) and transactional or parasocial at best (employees, fans). Thus despite having all the influence in the world, he's more alone than he's ever been.

Truly he just needs someone to show him that he doesn't need to put on a face to be worthy of love. But when the only "love" he's ever known has been a constant test of endurance, an ever-growing list of expectations he only ever falls short of, the mask is all he's grown to know.

[emj4yart]

I need to stop hiding in the tags and start actually posting words on here, I really don't do much other than reblog and post art- Would anybody be interested in hearing me talk more about my selfships?

[emj4yart]

The lord should have never made me a dance teacher bc now I have the power to make elementary schoolers dance to How Bad Can I Be and nobody can stop me