I admire from you afar, not even walking an inch close to you. I admire your messy hair when we pass in the halls, both going opposite ways. I can’t believe my mind goes off into thoughts even though I don’t know you. I’ve seen you every corner I turn and every time I walk try to go upstairs. But do you notice me in the same way? Do you just want me to get out of your way every time we accidentally cross paths? Am I just another person to you when you see me? Do I blend in with the crowd when I see many people swarming around? Even if these thoughts swarm my head they are still of you. I can’t get you out of my head. It’s like you made a space in my head. For the times that I do forget about you, you crow back when a video ignites the flame. I’ve never even talked to you and when I talk about you, you are nearly just a hall crush, a hall crush that I can’t get rid of. Maybe your personality sucks, but I’ll have a friend figure out so I can be let down slowly. Then what if you have a good personality, what do I do then? Do I come out of my shell and say something? Do I wait and see where the future takes us? Or do I just hide in the corner every time something happens? I’ll just admire you from afar, going on the opposite side of the hall. Quickly take a look as you walk with your friends and I walk with mine. Not telling any of my friends about my hidden feelings for you. Maybe if I wait long enough all of it will go away and I’ll forget about you. Let’s be honest I’ll never muster up to courage to say anything. I’ll let the emotions go away even if I regret it. Act like you didn’t read this. Like I didn’t tell you how I feel. In the end, you are just a silly little hallway crush that got out of the hole in my mind.
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