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FUCK you and FUCK hippies and FUCK acid. GROW UP

#mkeylog #mood stabilizer hasn't kicked in yet

i am a TOTALLY NORMAL and unassuming guy who does NOT. do any weird stuff. i'm also banned from every single Costco in the United States. I'm also NINETEEN!!!! but i don't think that matters... no i am not in high school, im employed full time but will likely be going to a trade school soon so i can move up in my job. just in case you see me mention school!!

my alias is Kim and i am a dude!! just weirdly effeminate. and surprisingly not gay but i do make exceptions. i tag personal posts with #mkeylog, and trust me there are a Lot of personal posts. i don't tag reblogs with anything special because im evil and i don't want to.

i basically use this blog as a sort of virtual diary and collection of stuff i like... which is kinda the point of a blog. i love to ramble and i only have one friend, so i needed an outlet. do not offer to be my friend, i am horrible at communication and i am not well. i will not be of service to you and for that i am sorry.

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nvm we coo again even if im still weird and distant lol

#mkeylog #pretending to smack him with a tape measure #and two dudes with a tape measure. you know what topic comes up #we're joking and im like ah man. it's an inch that's crazy.#and he's like well that's fine man i just gotta know how to use it #man you don't know the first thing about using it!#and neither do i apparently hashtag erectile dysfunction. damn.#then he had to go to bed but i bet we're on the same side of the coin rn lol #but i think im too tired and i got a 12 hr shift tomorrow so

i have this like weird problem of referring to every man i fuck around with as a woman. like man i called kennedy my girlfriend and all of the song lyrics i post regarding alex are like. idk. "if you could only see" by tonic. if you could only see the way she loves me ... but dude that's alex

#mkeylog #maybe it's another way of hiding from it #who knows anymore #a lot has changed but also nothing has changed #sometimes i build myself up to ask him out and then i get nervous the last second #it's not even really that i fear him rejecting me but more of what if i get into this with him and then i change my mind #and then ive just fucked it up for no reason #but it's been a few months and idk #ive kinda built a lot of my life around him #y'know like i wait until he wakes up and we stay up together until it's bed time and we know when each other works and gets off work #im also just kinda afraid bc y'know he's a virgin and if he gets with me then. he'll kinda just be like. that forever #idk if i can sleep with a man or anyone but i WANT him to sleep with someone but i don't want it to be anyone else #but i don't know if it can be me. im going crazy.#we had a weird day yesterday bc he had a birthday party to go to and i started new meds so we didn't talk too much #but we missed each other so much but we were both too tired and fell asleep before we could say goodnight #sometimes i think about kissing him but i don't know #maybe we'll hang out and ill decide i hate him and that this isn't what i want

is it gay if he thinks about wrestling with you in private be honest

#mkeylog #and then he was basically yeah so what if i was jacking it?!?!#and i was like wait i want to know everything #im goingto lose t fucking Marbles #if i didn't have work tomorrow id try drinking again #oh my god. iwant him so FUCKING bad #also he looks just like his dad that's so cute #happy pride month to me and alex the gayest straight dudes in the United States #like dawg it's fine if you jack it to me but you gotta tell me about it tf sharing is caring #once every few months my dick works. unfortunately it isn't in the program rn but it's still exciting to think about man

like i feel like i have to be constantly defending myself or something wtfff or its treated like i just said some outlandish shit. and one time he asked me why i "chose" to be something i can't control at all tf. like man i didn't

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Jesus fucking CHRIST holy negging brother

#mkeylog #it's about cyrus lowk #idk if maybe alex is just so nice to me 247 that other people seem like dicks or if this is legit just how they are

somehow angry but also feeling nothing for anything 24/7. hate isn't even anything that motivates me anymore, i just stay in bed when i can. i don't want to be angry.

#mkeylog #sometimes i don't know if you're really on my side or just trying to keep the peace and hardly placating me #sometimes i wish you'd just leave me alone #i feel like something before i feel like nothing

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