kim @m1k1mfinewit - Tumblr Blog

i am a TOTALLY NORMAL and unassuming guy who does NOT. do any weird stuff. i'm also banned from every single Costco in the United States. I'm also NINETEEN!!!! but i don't think that matters... no i am not in high school, im employed full time but will likely be going to a trade school soon so i can move up in my job. just in case you see me mention school!!

my alias is Kim and i am a dude!! just weirdly effeminate. and surprisingly not gay but i do make exceptions. i tag personal posts with #mkeylog, and trust me there are a Lot of personal posts. i don't tag reblogs with anything special because im evil and i don't want to.

i basically use this blog as a sort of virtual diary and collection of stuff i like... which is kinda the point of a blog. i love to ramble and i only have one friend, so i needed an outlet. do not offer to be my friend, i am horrible at communication and i am not well. i will not be of service to you and for that i am sorry.

#mkeylog

nvm we coo again even if im still weird and distant lol

#mkeylog #pretending to smack him with a tape measure #and two dudes with a tape measure. you know what topic comes up #we're joking and im like ah man. it's an inch that's crazy.#and he's like well that's fine man i just gotta know how to use it #man you don't know the first thing about using it!#and neither do i apparently hashtag erectile dysfunction. damn.#then he had to go to bed but i bet we're on the same side of the coin rn lol #but i think im too tired and i got a 12 hr shift tomorrow so

bucksantlers17

i know this might be me looking too far into it but i do love the metaphors behind bensons giraffe and randys crocodile.

like benson yearns to be tall and big so that no one can bother him and he doesn’t ever need to be violent again unless absolutely necessary whereas randy has this held back anger and this bite that he wishes to let out and he just wants to be able to be unreasonably angry and be mean and ‘bite’ without reason (kind of like benson) GRAGHHH I LOVE THIS FILM

going through hashtag withdrawal rn

#mkeylog #actually not from abusing drugs for once tho lol #just a round of circumstances that were ridiculous #so took my adderall yesterday (don't take it often and probably should)#and forgot it fucks up my appetite major #so i couldn't eat anything and i have to eat to take my antipsychotics or i get deathly ill #so i just didn't take them at all and now im like still deathly ill AND crazy #in bed cold sweat nauseous and so tired but can't sleep plus the huge like panic attack earlier #alex i love you but please like... idk turn your phone off before you put it in your pocket #< that's why he added me to that group with jesse and it was super fucking awkward thank god no one said anything #but now great people are going to talk about me and think i had something to do with it when i couldn't give a fuck less about them #so now im being really weird and distant to him even though he didn't do it on purpose but i just feel weird and i feel like i have to #and i just know jesse's going to question him bc fuck man they probably all think alex didn't talk to me anymore and he Does.#i don't know what i want to do in this situation #like should i just disappear because an old wound is reopening or should i get closer because it couldn't get any worse #it probably could tbh. idk. i didn't tell him i loved him back earlier bc i was so sick and anxious and i just couldn't #maybe i should be the one interrogating him when he gets home. just to clear up some shit like “am i a secret” “do they talk about me”#but that could also just hurt me more than it helps #maybe i should clean. god knows that's a joke #my birthday is next week and im so sick

demolitionsawer

the passenger (2023) moodboard !!! @nortonlovebot

just woke up and already something that is nerve wracking has happened

#mkeylog #strong need to run away #please baby not right now when ive been doing so good and you're not available to explain shit to me rn #it really isn't anything too big but it feels so scary #don't fucking add me to some group with your friend that i know doesn't like me man fuck #i told you from the start i disappear when it gets cold #i haven't eaten since the middle of yesterday maybe because of these other fucking pills so i couldn't take my antipsychotics last night #so overall everything feels like im dying and my knee is hurting again

emo1ka

the passenger / obsession AU

aantinous

but when he walks in, i am loved, i am loved

hotdadlicense

DINNER IN AMERICA (2020)

pattydia

i have this like weird problem of referring to every man i fuck around with as a woman. like man i called kennedy my girlfriend and all of the song lyrics i post regarding alex are like. idk. "if you could only see" by tonic. if you could only see the way she loves me ... but dude that's alex