#mlqc.txt

[starmocha]

→ @starppears ←

So................ I stole my old side blog handle because I already had a Gavin header I made years ago..... lol......

THIS WILL BE WHERE I WILL POST FUTURE MLQC CONTENTS FOR ARCHIVAL PURPOSES. As of now, I haven't decided what to throw in the queue yet, or how I am organizing everything.

I have a spare external HD so the plan is to record and screencap as much stuff as I can until the eleventh hour (March 27) and keep things stored there (especially recordings) until I can start uploading and posting.

Screencaps may be easier to post, so I may gradually start queuing things.

There are players who have also already posted the dates and etc. on youtube, so those will hopefully remain available in the future. I am primarily doing this to preserve my collection.

I am primarily focusing on Gavin................ BUT I WILL TRY TO GET VICTOR, LUCIEN, SHAW, AND KIRO STUFF TOO TRUST ✊

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brain: don't get attached to him. he's fictional.

me: we need to merge souls.

brain: GIRL—

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😭😭😭😭😭

NOOOOOOO I WOKE UP TO EVERYONE MESSAGING ME ABOUT MLQC.

I AM IN MOURNING. 💔🥀

😭😭😭 ONE MONTH TO ARCHIVE AS MUCH STUFF AS I CAN 💔

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every time someone says a card is bad... i'm just like, fine, i'll use my critical thinking skills to tell you why it's not

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THE WIDGET IS STILL WORKING LOL

THE DELULU IS CONTINUING STRONG 🥰🥰🥰

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Going through everything again, recording all of my favorites first, and there's a depressing realization of seeing how much this game had integrated itself into my life since its day one of launch.

Because, even during those consecutive years of dealing with so many life-altering events and tragedies, I still didn't miss a day of login. It was the one stability I still had control over, so logging in daily was still some sort of solace even when I wasn't sure how to fix everything else around me at the time.

Seeing Gavin, Victor, Lucien, Kiro, and Shaw made everything feel normal, and now I have to accept a new normal of one less attachment in my life.

While I can try to preserve as much of my collection as I can over the course of this month, it still won't be like opening the game, and touching the screen and hearing them respond.

Allowing them to have this level of sentiency might sound insane, but, why do I feel genuinely so sad just thinking of them disappearing for good like that. This is such an unceremonious end after years of happiness.

The way these thoughts finally registered and I just started crying. I don't remember the last time I felt this genuinely sad. I wish we could have more time. Other otome games last year have announced their EOS months in advance to allow closure. This is too abrupt.

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MR LOVE: QUEEN'S CHOICE WALKED...

...SO LOVE AND DEEPSPACE COULD RUN

🫡🥀

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The last day to see our boys is finally here... Holding all of my MLQC sisters close during these last hours. I still can't believe this is happening. 💔💔💔💔💔