I can’t decide if it’s a good idea to go to the nurse. Like I defo fucked up my system in some way, I woke up at 1:30 to continue writing my essay and didn’t go back to sleep till 4:30. I had the genius idea of drinking a coffee monster to wake up my system to get through the day and I drank it in the span of an hour. Now my heart feels like it’s beating like a million miles a second and it feels like I’m about to have an anxiety attack. It also doesn’t help that I’m missing my bf even tho I just saw him yesterday. I don’t want to explain to the nurse or the counselor about what I’m feeling because they might see me as stupid and tell me how wrong I was for doing this to myself when I thought I would be fine. I’ll tough it out and see what happens
