Just wanted to write a little fanfic. Hope you enjoy.
Finn’s hands where still resting on her hips, he flicked his thumb under the hem of her t-shirt, but disappointed to find that he was met with another barrier, her vest. This time he could not hold back his frustration and a low groan played across his lips.
‘You trying to get into my pants, you cheeky...’ Rae admonished, a smile dancing across her lips. Finn longed to kiss the smile from her lips.
‘Right!’ Finn huffed. ‘Are you going to kiss me or are we going to stand here all night. I’m freezing my bollix off’ Rae pulled away from him. Finn wrapped his arms around his chest missing her warmth wrapped around him. All he had on was a light flannel shirt. He’d left his jacket in the pub. They had been having a quiet night with the gang, laughing, joking and talking about things none of them truly understood. When Rae slipped her hand to Finn’s thigh and wrote. O-U-T-S-I-D-E-? Letting her finger trail higher then is acceptable in polite company. Finn had jumped out of the booth, grabbing Rae’s hand and darted through them pub. Finn hadn’t paused to grab his jacket from the back of the booth or say goodbye to the rest of the gang, who’d gotten used to Finn and Rae’s abrupt departures although the gang did not know that their hurried departures were usually preceded by a secret messages scrawled across various body parts.
‘Come on so, I think I know a way to warm you up’ she said. Finn grabbed her hand grinning like a Cheshire cat and he lapped after her like the love sick puppy that he was.
Finn realised that he was the happiest he had been right in that moment. He was so proud of Rae and all she had overcome. That night on his doorstep, he blamed himself. Thoughts swirled through his head that night but the one he came back to over and over; was what did I do wrong. Maybe I pushed her too far that night in the caravan? Maybe she was embarrassed by him, she was like a ray of sunshine and he was the dim ember of a dying fire. Maybe she didn’t urm...enjoy that thing you did in her bedroom before her Mum interrupted. Rae was special she was like no other girl in college, thank fuck they were all so boring and vapid, she deserved someone special. He couldn’t believe she had chosen him.
Rae arrived at her front door and looked over her shoulder at Finn. ‘Well, you’ve been quiet the whole here, what’s up?’ her face full of concern. Rae’s mind began to twirl and all the negative thoughts came scurrying out of the wood work like ants at a picnic. Why did you drag him through town anybody could have seen us , you probably mortified him. Why would he to be want to be seen with you, think of what the lads at college must say to him.
‘Oh I was just thinking of you’ he whispered drawing her in to him and wrapping his hands around her waist, pecking her cheek. Rae instinctively pressed her cheek into his kiss. Rae shook her head and pushed against his shoulders just enough that she could see his face but his arms where still wrapped around her.
‘Look, Finn, I’m sorry..’Rae said her gaze dropping to his shoulder
‘Sorry for what?
‘For dragging you through town like, God you must be so embarrassed!’
‘Why would I be embarrassed’ he asked feigning innocence but he knew exactly where she was going with this, he just wanted Rae to open up not bottle up.
‘I didn’t....I well, I don’t and your hand and people. The boys in college and... and people.’
‘Rae’ Finn whispered leaning into her, letting his mouth brush against her ear.
‘Lets finish this inside my left nut is in serious jeopardy’
Rae rummaged for keys in her battered blue bag as Finn jumped from foot to foot, half nerves half the cold.
‘Is your Mam home?’ he asked, trying to sound casual.
‘Work’ she answered distracted by the search for the key in her bag.
When she opened the door he rushed her into the house wrapping his arms around her and kicking the door closed with his heel. He spun them around and pushed Rae against the door, crushing his lips to hers. Rae’s eyes bulged with surprise but she relaxed into his lips and combed her fingers through his thick hair. They stood connected for some time, pressed against her door, tongues locked in that age old tangle. Finn broke the kiss first, trailing small light kiss down her jaw.
‘You. Are. Silly’ he said punctuating each word with a light kiss.
Finn stood back, keeping their hands intertwined.
‘I’m the luckiest bastard in all of Stamford...no Lincolnshire... no England’
Rae giggled at his sudden outburst. ‘Why?’
‘Why! Why! Because I have the most beautiful, sexist girlfriend and I love it when she grabs me by the hand pulling me through town. I love when you show the world that I belong to you and you to me. I love when you are bossy and take control, it’s a real turn on’ he mumbles the last few words. Rae pushed off the door and embraced Finn unlike all the passionate kissing and pulling of the last few minutes this was sweet and soft. They stood quietly relaxed in the sweet embrace. Finn nuzzled into her soft hair. Rae placed a sweet kiss on the crook of his neck and whispered.
‘Finn, go on up to my room and put on some music, I’ll be in a minute.’ Rae walked into the little kitchen and started shuffling around opening cupboards. ‘Down big boy, I’m bossing again’ Rae chuckled as she pottered about in the kitchen.
Finn bounded up the stairs and he stood at the door for a few seconds taking it all in, her smell, the little crinkle of her sheets from where she had been sitting, the cluttered mess of her desk, stacked high with pieces of paper, pens and back issues of music magazines. His eyes landed on his favourite spot in the corner. Just between the window and her wall is a big misshapen bean bag with a Hi Fi complete with tape deck, turntable and cd player and Rae’s amazing collection of music strewn across the floor and piled high against wall, what more could Finn ask for.
Rae trudged up the stairs, two steaming mugs of hot chocolate in her hand, she paused at the door . Finn was sitting in her favourite spot at the Hi Fi, her baby. Finn was engrossed in flicking through her vinyls. The low thrumming of the base line of some crap reggae washed over her. This scene was perfect all she’d add is some dairylea.
‘I don’t know why I let you pick the music, you have a shit taste in music.’ Finn looked up at her and she thrust out the hot chocolate. He looked at the mug and then at her face. ‘Said I had a plan to keep you warm’ she shrugged. Finn laughed as Rae sat down beside him drinking her hot chocolate. ‘Mmmm..you make a mean hot chocolate’ . Rae smiled at him and lay down letting the sound of music flood over her. Finn rested his cup on the windowsill and lay down. They were content and happy, just laying in side by side. Their hips, fingers, legs pushed against each other. Rae glanced over at Finn, he was looking at her, he blushed having been found out. Rae smiled shyly at him and started to trace circles on the back of his palm of his hand. A-L-R-I-G-H-T-? He looked at her as pushed the sleeve of her long sleeved top up past her elbow. This was such a simple act but it shook her to her core. Rae closed her eyes and bit down on her lip, trying with all her might not to sigh. Finn slowly traced ‘P-E-R-F-E-C-T’ along her newly exposed arm. Finn sat up and Rae groaned at the loss of her beside her. Finn snapped his head around at the sound and unleashed his cheekiest grin at her. He took a gulp of his hot chocolate, burning his tongue as he did, but he was manly and didn’t let on.
Finn leaned back on his elbow, turning towards Rae, ‘Your gorgeous’ he whispered as he moved towards her, a shine to his deep mahogany eyes like a predator eying his next meal. Rae believed him and accepted the compliment without shrugging, a sneer or a joke at her own expense. This was the first time they did not fight over a compliment. Finn sprang forward and crushed his lips to hers, he immediately ran his tongue along her bottom lip, she opened her mouth and their tongues danced. The taste of Rae and the sweet hot chocolate filled his senses. Finn’s hand instantly move to her cheek, pulling her in deeper to the kiss while rubbing his thumb along her cheek bone. Finn tilted his head and began nipping and sucking on her lower lip. Rae’s hands tangled in his hair as he let out a soft moan. Finn pulled back from the kiss, Rae’s eyes sprang open and flashed with terror. Oh no what if she did something wrong. Finn gave her that loving smile as he moved closer to her, slipping his leg between her two and pressing their chests together . Rae kissed him deeply, Finn groaned into in her mouth. Rae began to slowly sway her hips like she slow-mo playing with a hula hoop, grinding them into Finn’s as she did. The sensations of her hips was sending him wild. His kiss became erratic and sloppy, he began nipping and biting her tongue. Rae smirked into the kiss and lazily began to feel her way under Finn’s t shirt. The soft expanse of his wide back was inviting her in. Rae began raking her hands up and down his back as, he moved his kiss down her neck, he sucked and kissed feeling her pulse quicken beneath his tongue. Finn and Rae’s hips still pushing into one another, Rae throw back her head allowing him to kiss her neck deeper. She let a low long sigh. Finn didn’t stop his attack on her neck as he trailed his hands down her arms. He slipped his hand up her t shirt and rested his hand on her covered boob giving it a little squeeze, Rae let out a little giggle. Finn unclamped his lips from her neck and looked up at her. Rae’s head was thrown back her hair fanned out behind her in wild mess, her eyes were softly shut and she was mumbling things he couldn’t quite make out. He continued his kiss down her neck until he reached the swell of her breast. He pushed the neck of her t-shirt down just enough so he could kiss the swell of her breast. When he kissed her softly she arched he back into him. ‘Fuck’ she whispered. Finn chuckled and continued suckling her soft pale skin. Finn and Rae’s gyrating became increasingly fast and sporadic . Rae moaning, and Finn growling into her soft skin. Rae felt like she was floating her breath was fast and shallow, Finn moved his mouth just a bit grazing her skin with his teeth. It send her over the edge. Rae bucked her hips into Finn, ‘Finn’ she let in a small moan. When Rae lowered her hips, Finn started to pepper her skin until he was face to face with her. Rae was flushed, her hair was mess, she was perfect. Rae shook her head and hid her face in her hands.
‘Hey, hey, what’s wrong’ Finn asked. He could see the smile creeping behind her hands. She opened her fingers and gave him a withering look. ‘I’m so embarrassed!!’ she gushed.
Finn chuckled ‘Is it because you .....em.. enjoyed that’ he asked tickling he sides. Rae groaned with embarrassment and pushed his hands away.
‘You’re such a dickhead’ she grumbled.
‘Yeah, but I’m one that can make you come without removing an article of clothing, without even using my hands’ Rae flushed furiously. Shut up she mumbled as they lay side by side. Rae’s heart still not quite what it should be.
‘Don’t be embarrassed, Rae’ he said softly. ‘You have no idea how good it feels when I know you are enjoying yourself. Anyway how many guys can say they got a girl off my kissing her. I must be some kind of... of sex wizard’ he joked. Rae turned to face a big grin plastered on his face. She smacked him hard in the chest. ‘Knob’ead’
They lay there taking the piss out of each other for a few minutes until they heard the light rap on the door. They looked at each a guilty look crossed both their faces like a child stealing sweet from the cornershop.
‘Coming ‘ Rae called as she raced down the stairs.
‘Oh I bet you were’ Chop grinned cheekily at her as she opened the door. Rae couldn’t hide her blush. ‘What is it, Chop?’
‘Finn left this behind him in the pub, thought I’d find him here, you cheeky devils, you. ‘ he said holding out Finn’s worn leather jacket.
‘Thanks, mate’ Finn says from the stairs. His grumpy facade back in place. Finn shrugged his jacket on.
‘I best be off, your Mam be home soon right.’ Rae nodded as she began to pout. ‘I’ll call you tomorrow’ He leaned in kissed her on the cheek. ‘ ‘Night, girl’ he whispered into her ear.
‘OiOi’ Chop.
‘A’right’ Finn said pushing Chop out the door. He glanced back over to Rae and winked. She sighed as she shut the door.
She trudged back up to her room, exhaustion taking over the record was still playing quietly on. She went to turn off the Hi Fi, when she noticed the two cups of cold hot chocolate sitting on the windowsill. She let out a little giggle. I guess Finn had his own ideas on how to warm up.
As she was changing into her favourite care bears nightdress, she noticed the blossoming purple bruise on her neck she moved her neck to inspect the hickey. It was massive. The purple mark spreading from that sweet spot under her ear, across her jaw and down her neck How big is his mouth, she thought. It was only then she noticed the hickey of the swell of her breast. ‘Dickhead’ she mumbled smiling at the thought of how she would seek her revenge on him.
