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[marichan94]

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[myrattesticle]

My depression has just gone away 10x faster than it came

i want to talk to people

i want to have crushes on people

i want to have friends

i want to read

i want to shower every day

i want to lose weight

im so proud of myself im so happy

[myrattesticle]

yay! my mom just bought the stuff for me im going to just pay her back tomorrow!!!!!

it should all be here within 4-7 days yay!

[myrattesticle]

IM GETTING PAID TOMORROW AND THEN IM GOING TO START THE MASTER CLEANSE YEAH

its kind of expensive to start but it will end up being a lot cheaper than regular food ++ weight loss ++ detoxing ++ spiritual stuff yeah

i still need a job tho

i need to earn at least 500/$$$ a month

[myrattesticle]

I'm so happy for myself I've been so depressed for months and months but yesterday I thought about hanging out with friends I didn't feel /that/ bad about my weight even my mom noticed a change she said "you've been talking 90 to nothing today Sarah" and I was oh I'm sorry omg and she was like "no it's cute +++ you've been smiling all day"

[myrattesticle]

I really just started crying today because I made a facebook status like "who wants t g to the night before our starts event???"

and later on in the kitchen i realized that between the trip to la and me wanting to go to the movies with people, I am finally wanting to be around people again.

Ive pretty much been a recluse for the past 2-3 years and I am finally getting to the point where i want to be around other people.

im finally breaking through all of this disgusting depression and anxiety.

This sounds so simple and silly but i am so proud of myself