to quote elphaba thropp, MY HEAD IS REELING
I am. emotionally destroyed
EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR MANDY MOORE
my heart is literally racing rn and the episode has been over for quite a few minutes
SO. MUCH. HAPPENED. gotta try to put Actual Thoughts here
I absolutely love the Deb development; Bernadette Peters is once again and always phenomenal
Maggie’s storyline rn is so interesting to me
I just really love the development of that relationship (oh what I’d give to go on a cruise with those two)
the little pronouns exchange was so lovely and so important
all of the acting in this was just unbelievable. so vulnerable and real and ahhhhh
okay this episode had a lot of serious themes but I just have to get this out: MACTOBIN MACTOBIN MACTOBIN MACTOBIN MACTOBIN MACTOBIN
THE MEDITATION ROOM GIVES US A FANTASTIC SCENE ONCE AGAIN. I WILL BE SCREAMING ABOUT THIS AS LONG AS I LIVE
can we talk about that letter opener line bc-oh my god it’s perfection
they’re genuinely so good together and I hope they end up okay-there are a few lines hinting at Tobin’s insecurity that it might just be an “angry hookup” or bc they kissed after he said he hated Leif that might factor into it but. hopefully they can all be good with each other, I just love them a lot
and the scene with him and Leif was just pure joy and I missed seeing them so much-they’re such good friends and they care so much about each other and ahhhhhh
also it’s fascinating to see a return to “We’re Gonna Freakin Do This, I’m Very Sure That This Office Will One Day Be Mine” Leif
was the shot with his legs on the table a callback to ipasoy or am I just overthinking this bc we’ve barely seen him for the past few episodes? who knows, anyway, he’s a fascinating character and I love him so much
okay time to Get Into The Drama
first order of business: Alex Newell and David St. Louis deserve every single award ever made
that storyline destroyed me and it’s so nuanced and real and my GOD this show
also?!?! unwell?!?! sir how do you do that
now the elephant in the room: Zoey, ma’am, I love you more than life itself but idk how you’re gonna get out of this one
my show choir did New York State Of Mind a few months before the pandemic hit and that song has meant everything to me since then; Skylar’s rendition was incredible
I am so nervous about the implications for...every single relationship
Jane Levy is the queen of acting
don’t stop me now was a BOP AND A HALF
John Clarence Stewart and Katie Findlay...ilysm
SHE IS STATIC ELECTRICITY!!!
does she still have feelings for Max? is it just the loss thing that the therapist (and most of the fandom) predicted? is Simon eventually getting sidelined (please god don’t let that happen)? what about Rose? I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS
also I want to go on a cruise with Maggie and Deb
I really hope the gambling thing doesn’t become a real addiction; it’s good that it worked out (and rich girl was such a vibe, my friend and I are dying to recreate it)
Mackenzie’s outfit was once again off the charts
have I already said this a large number of times? yes. am I gonna say it again? yes here goes HEY SIRI HOW DO I BECOME MORGAN TAYLOR CAMPBELL
I feel so much for Mo; that relationship seemed so real and I can’t imagine being told that being your truest self is causing your partner pain
okay speaking of tears WE GET MITCH NEXT WEEK?!? HEALTHY, UP-AND-RUNNING, WONDERFUL AND SUPPORTIVE MITCH? I’M GONNA S O B
also WHAT THE 🎸 WAS LEIF’S HAIR EVEN DOING-I am very very intrigued
so much has to be done in just two episodes and I’m terrified but so ready to be taken on this ride
please renew this show. please let me be part of this show. everyone go vote in that poll a million times because this is life and this is what needs to be on television