So today was pretty much the worst day because I missed adoration in the morning and then I went to school and that was alright but after school I had tutoring and I had to spend an hour trying to avoid eye contact with my "it's complicated"/failed/no closure relationship and it was really awkward and then I go to the track meet to support my friends and I see the other guy who I used to almost date but he cut it off with little to no information and he made me feel like it was my fault and I had to get the real reason as to why he doesn't like me anymore through our mutual friend and so he was taking tickets at this track meet so I had to make that awkward conversation with him and I think he tried to pretend that I wasn't the girl that he totally ditched without explaining and so that was awkward. It was one of those days where I just end up feeling more worthless than ever because I feel like I've socially failed in every single way and I almost forgot but I also ran inti my best friend (a guy) who is dating my other friend (a girl) and I helped set them up before realize long the massive crush I have on him and now I'm stuck because my friend the girl is wayy to nice for me to even consider doing anything mean to her and my best friend the guy thinks I'm nothing more than a friend and he won't even reply to my text to help me not be upset about my day anymore and I know that's selfish but I just want somebody to vent to so thanks.
