#mod ash talks

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As in small celebrations of finding the three peices of my drawing tablet again I draw a few expression warmup drawings!! And my, it feels and looks so much better with the tablet than with a mouse, mainly because it’s less of a rough and stiff surface to draw on and better cordination!

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I found something to sort of draw with at school so heres a test image.

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The pictures are darkened sorry about that I'm under my bed and I can't move it elsewhere because my phone is too low a battery to take off a charger. I might retake photos of the sketch if I get a chance to reupload.

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THis website suCCs man school why ya doing this to me-

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really tired but close to finishing the color layer of the picture response to the second ask.

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Beause I haven’t found something to post in an eternity, I’m just gonna do a little talking to at least have something on my blog for now. So if you’re uninterested in Mod Ash talking about being nervicerrified of earings, move along.

ok so I recently got my hair cut and as I looked at their display of acccesorries they had I saw they had triangle earings on display and oh my cards!! DUDE TRIANGLE EARINGS!!!! JUST YESS!!!! So I gained the courage to ask my mom if I could ever get my ears piercedagain  so I could wear them. 

Let me tell you something you probs would only know if you were my bestie this school semester, I. Hate. Piercings. Not as in I’m disgusted of anyone who wears them, no, no, I’m cool with that. I just can’t stand being near them when someone is either putting them on or if there is a chance it would be on me. Now, if you noticed I said ‘pierced again’, so Ash doesn’t that mean you had earrings before? You should be fine, right? WRONG. You see, I only wore earrings once, for like, how ever long it takes to put them on then take them off. Yeah... I was four. Never wore any since then and grew utterly terrified. I’m fine with wearing clippings, I liked them alot as a kid. But ou suggest piercing my ears again and I’m standing 50 feet away from you.

Now, Ash, if you have this fear, then, WHY TF ARE YOU SAYING YOURE GONNA PIERCE YOUR EARS??? Honestly, I don’t know why I’m doing this. but, I already bought the earings, and I just really love triangles, so, if my OC can wear them, I’m sure I can wear them.

....Hopefully for more then five seconds and not cry.

No, my mom made plans in my head to pierce my ears at the mall around the next week.

So now I have two fears, 1) My fear of having my own earrs pierced again. And 2) My school uniform dress code because although a limited type of jewelry earing is allowed, I don’t know if its ithe standard. Yes, I can remove the triangle part and make them just pearl earrings, but I don’t even know if that’s aloud.

SO I’m nervicerrified, a mix of nervous, excited, and terrified. yay....

BUT HEY I GOT TRIANGLE EARRINGS!!

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I probably shouldn’t be drinking Sparkling Cider

for one, damn it’s been so long since I drank it I forgot its taste.

for second, I recently just drank a majority of the bottle, and I already was feeling ill this morning, and now I just feel more ill.

tomorrows considered black friday, the store version of the purge, and mom is going to drag my brother and I to it to buy clothes. Welp better hope i don’t throw up tomorrow or get a black eye and I can possibly look for as many hodies as I can.

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So for the first week at least of winter break I will be on an official haitus or whatever, not online, yep I don’t sound professional at all :) I guess being close to the death of self can cause that, augh off topic, I won’t be online doing anything all week so if you actually give a sh!t for crap I post, uhhh, consider me dead. LEAVE.

-Mod Ash ^w^