Can you do some Yandere Jakurai? It can be Headcannons or just a writing, it doesn’t matter to me. Thanks!
||it’s three am i’m not on medication and i have a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch and a glass of iced tea i can and will fight god do not underestimate me although do expect me to lose for my hubris also i have not been keeping up with hypmic someone fill me in please---
Yandere Jakurai is very calm, very calculating, and very obsessive.
He is perfectly aware what he’s doing is wrong and he does not want to be doing it either. Yet here we are.
Keep in mind he was a hit man at one point, so you do feel a little threatened, although he does not kill anymore. As far as you are aware.
You live a quiet life, mostly. A nice, lakefront cabin when you aren’t holed up in Jakurai’s apartment in Shinjuku, and Jakurai does have work, so you are usually alone.
Both homes are you-proofed. You can’t hurt yourself, you’ve been craving cheezits for weeks and you are on your last bag of pistachios in terms of snacks. Only the healthiest of foods, unfortunately. And he limits your electronic usage, most days.
There is a lot of controlling of your actions, and he has your regimen planned down to a T, both taking care of you and himself in that.
At home, you can be as angry and loud and pissed off as you want. In public, though, you are expected to behave. That is the end-all be-all of the situation.
You are treated so well you almost feel spoiled, save for a few things.
You have tried to end ‘things’ one way or another. In public, in private, or even by trying to run off. Still, you were dragged back every time, and thoroughly punished.
Interestingly enough, the only one who helps you in dealing with Jakurai is Ramuda, if only to make the taller of the two angry and to make Jakurai suffer.
If you thought Ramuda was going to be helpful, you are very, very wrong.
Ramuda treats you like a plaything when you are, for lack of better terms, “in his care.”
And it is, in some ways, worse than living with Jakurai ever was. Yes, Jakurai would nag you if you skipped a meal or got hurt or anything, but at least he did not take joy in your suffering.
So, you are constantly stuck between a rock and a hard place, and you would rather stay away from both of them entirely.