could i maybe get a matchup? im only 5"1, but i wish i was much taller. fun fact, i have terrible vision in my right eye, and it requires glasses. i enjoy drawing a lot and writing a lot, and im that all a's kid- but do i love getting into trouble.
(cont) on that note, i get into a lot of school fights, haha. you see, im not that approachable myself, ive got social anxiety, and according to my reputation im terrifying. im definitely not a good looker, but im rather cute, i’d say.
Judging from your description, you seem to have two sides of yourself that seem in constant conflict with not only yourself but those around you. As someone who also falls into that line, Ichimatsu would understand where you’re coming from and wouldn’t be as intimidated as everyone else. At first he’d pay you no mind, but your reputation would cause him to pay closer attention to you. It isn’t until you both manage to actually have a conversation together that you realize the other person isn’t as closed-off as you initially thought.
He would see past your tough exterior and know that you’re just doing your best to deal with social situations that you find yourself forced in. He gets why you put up such a front because he knows all about trying to hide any traces of social anxiety from the rest of the world. Maybe that’s why you feel like you can actually open up to Ichimatsu and let someone see that side of you for once.
You’d both find common ground in dealing with your issues but also in just the hobbies you partake in. He’s not much of a creative type, but he does love listening to your stories and viewing your artwork though he doesn’t offer much feedback other than a silent nod of approval. Still though, the fact that you don’t have to fake being anyone but yourself around him is more than enough for you.