#mod svar

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

Everyday I feel the ones I love drifting farther away from me

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

Please don't tell me to stop saying sorry. I'm caught in a loop and I will continue to apologise for apologising and so on

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

How can people focus on anything else when just existing is so hard

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

How did someone as incredible as you come to love someone as despicable and pathetic as me

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

I know you're getting bored of me

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

I wish I knew how to make you happy. I feel like a failure

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

We used to be together all the time, and then they came in and you ended up talking with them more and pushing me out altogether

[selfdeprecatingsuggestion]

I want to hurt. It feels wrong, not being in pain. I should be happy. This is what it's like to get better, right? So why do I want so badly to go back