#mod sylas

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Life is the most draining thing everrr

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i agree with you on that one

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Im a trans man but on the internet (on most accounts) I pretend to be cis bc a lot of people treat you different from cis men and I lowkey wanted to be treated the same.

In a different platform I made a friend and told him im cis ofc but now I want to come out to him. I know he will be supportive,he is queer himself,he was supportive when he saw my bisexual pin in a photo I sent so idk why im so nerveous.

I really want to come out to him,I feel like I am lying

you weren't lying in my opinion, you were protecting yourself. I say you should go for it

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I wanna bawl my eyes out but my mom's home and she has this tendency to not knock on my door and just barge in whenever she needs something

that's horrible, anon, I hope you can feel safe enough to cry soon

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I feel so alone I dont feel like I have friends outside of school (and sometimes not even inside it) but i cannot vent to my friends bc i dont wsnt them to feel sad or mad at me.

But the truth is that actually i dont have friends. We almost never hang out outside of school bc they're always busy,grounded or dont have energy or time (they always have energy and time to hang out with other pleople tho). They barely reply on the group chat too. At school they're also running around with their other friends or boyfriends.

Of course they have the right to talk to whoever they want whenever they want,thats not a problem but it doesnt erase that I feel alone and misundertood. i havent gone outside (excluding going to school and back home) in I believe a month and a half.

I'm here for you

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I secretly dont like my mom's dogs (Im still a minor I have to live with them) . I dont like dogs they're way too noisy,needy and idk messy. I dont hate dogs im just not someone who should own one.

I dont treat them badly,I give them the love they deserve I just dont think they're the pet for me.

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Im so tired of being inside all day my friends never want to hang out or cancel last minute the only reason I get to go outside is when I walk to school im tired

They dont understand how I feel bc they go outside they have people to go outside or hang out or talk to. I just sometimes get a text back in the groupchat

And i cannot go outside alone its depressing as hell and I live in a small town,what do I say if I ran into someone I know???? That I have no friends and I need to hang out alone so my family doesnt think im a loser????

i can understand that feeling

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I want to go back to the orchestra but there's this annoying girl there that

1- I hate,she's annoying asf

2- keeps misgendering me

3- likes me and is borderline harrasing me

And tbh her whole existence makes me debate if going back is actually worth it.

if it's something you enjoy, it's always worth it! You should ask the band director if you could be seated farther from her in the room if possible

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Im scared I may become a pedophile even tho I dont feel atracction to children nor I have intrusive thoughts about them. I know its impossible for me to do anything to a child but my grooming experience and the phrases "the victims become the abusers" and "hurt people hurt people" have rotten my brain to the point im actually scared I'll become one

this could be a symptom of ocd

One of my friends has ocd and struggles with similar fears