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Im scared that my friend may have found my tumblr blog bc a few days ago we were talking about twitter and I said "that's why I only use tumblr" (they know I've been on tumblr since 2023,dont know im a jiraiblr account) and this is the EXACT words he said to me:

"I don't know what is worse tbh,tumblr is full of mentally ill people,you're kind of the exceptio- youre mentslly ill too but ypure my friend so its okay,but youre a bit sick in the head too"

Mind you I am pretty sure I never ever ever said or did anything that may indicate im not recovered idk how he knew that he didnt sound like he was joking too im scared i dont want him or anyone to know im not recovered

*hugs*

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Im a trans man but on the internet (on most accounts) I pretend to be cis bc a lot of people treat you different from cis men and I lowkey wanted to be treated the same.

In a different platform I made a friend and told him im cis ofc but now I want to come out to him. I know he will be supportive,he is queer himself,he was supportive when he saw my bisexual pin in a photo I sent so idk why im so nerveous.

I really want to come out to him,I feel like I am lying

you weren't lying in my opinion, you were protecting yourself. I say you should go for it

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I wanna bawl my eyes out but my mom's home and she has this tendency to not knock on my door and just barge in whenever she needs something

that's horrible, anon, I hope you can feel safe enough to cry soon

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I feel so alone I dont feel like I have friends outside of school (and sometimes not even inside it) but i cannot vent to my friends bc i dont wsnt them to feel sad or mad at me.

But the truth is that actually i dont have friends. We almost never hang out outside of school bc they're always busy,grounded or dont have energy or time (they always have energy and time to hang out with other pleople tho). They barely reply on the group chat too. At school they're also running around with their other friends or boyfriends.

Of course they have the right to talk to whoever they want whenever they want,thats not a problem but it doesnt erase that I feel alone and misundertood. i havent gone outside (excluding going to school and back home) in I believe a month and a half.

I'm here for you

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I secretly dont like my mom's dogs (Im still a minor I have to live with them) . I dont like dogs they're way too noisy,needy and idk messy. I dont hate dogs im just not someone who should own one.

I dont treat them badly,I give them the love they deserve I just dont think they're the pet for me.

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Im so tired of being inside all day my friends never want to hang out or cancel last minute the only reason I get to go outside is when I walk to school im tired

They dont understand how I feel bc they go outside they have people to go outside or hang out or talk to. I just sometimes get a text back in the groupchat

And i cannot go outside alone its depressing as hell and I live in a small town,what do I say if I ran into someone I know???? That I have no friends and I need to hang out alone so my family doesnt think im a loser????

i can understand that feeling

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I want to go back to the orchestra but there's this annoying girl there that

1- I hate,she's annoying asf

2- keeps misgendering me

3- likes me and is borderline harrasing me

And tbh her whole existence makes me debate if going back is actually worth it.

if it's something you enjoy, it's always worth it! You should ask the band director if you could be seated farther from her in the room if possible

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Im scared I may become a pedophile even tho I dont feel atracction to children nor I have intrusive thoughts about them. I know its impossible for me to do anything to a child but my grooming experience and the phrases "the victims become the abusers" and "hurt people hurt people" have rotten my brain to the point im actually scared I'll become one

this could be a symptom of ocd

One of my friends has ocd and struggles with similar fears

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i made a kms joke at school for the first time on accident and nobody cared wtf

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Howabout

No

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Im about to put a firm (but necessary) boundary im scared but I need to do it wish me luck

good luck anon!!!

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i feel like I just got. LOBOTOMY I swear this headache is killing me

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try drinking water?

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for last anon, perhaps just saying thanks? that's what we tend to do. if you like anything in regards to them you can compliment them back. this is assuming that them commenting that isn't crossing a boundary of yours.

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Help someone texted me on ig saying they saw me at a school's presentacion and thought I was cute how do you respond to that IM NOT USED TO PEOPLE BEING NICE TO ME OR TALKING TO ME OR LOOKING AT ME

that's so real, anon..

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My moot deactivated and I only noticed when I was going to text her i feel like I was shot 34 times 💔💔💔💔

I hate when that happens

I hope that you can speak to her again soon

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on a more positive note my favorite color right now is blue

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Same :3

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My ex left me 7, almost 8, months ago. He has been stalking and harassing me throughout this time. He’s lied about me, he’s exaggerated things, he takes zero accountability for anything he’s done to me. He refuses to admit that he lied about his boundaries, lied about who he was, and that he influenced and encouraged my behavior. He turned around and made me look like the abusive one and pitted people against me, it was a very messy breakup. Now, after that, any time I start to actually do better for an extended period of time, he harasses me again. I do not check his blog unless I’m sure it’s him harassing me and usually I see a post about me. I found he has a blog that’s made to be against things, and part of it is shitting on me. I saw he’s now accusing me of sexually abusing him. As a sexual abuse survivor throughout my whole life, allegations being made against me or even becoming one myself has been one of my greatest fears. And now it is happening. I feel extremely paranoid and sick and hurt, I’m scared to do anything now. Anything we did together was consensual, I also repeatedly asked if he was ok with things before, during, and after. We engaged in roleplay, and I did not mean anything I said while in said roleplays. However, I found out he lied about being okay with it and is now saying I coerced him and held the threat of suicide above his head. I did no such thing. I was unstable and suicidal, yes, but I would never ever force anyone to do anything they don’t want. I would never assault someone. I feel horrible and gross and nauseous and I wish he would just leave me alone and move on, I want to be left alone. I hate him. I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I’ve been stalked and harassed by many people, but it’s never been for this long. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared and hurt and spiraling and paranoid and this is making my psychotic symptoms worse as well due to having (paranoid) schizophrenia. I just want it to stop. I want it all to go away. If I could go back and never meet him, I’d take that chance in a heartbeat. I want to be free.

I'm sorry, the most advice I can say is block

And please stay safe