I used a 21 card spread with major and minor arcanas, the 21 card spread is used to provide an overview of the Querant’s life as well as the forces acting on it.
It ended up being a little long so it is under the cut, Dammek!
The 1st to 3rd cards represent aspects of your personality.
1st - The Knight of Swords ; Strong personality with commitment to his cause with sharp intellect. Assertive young man, a powerful friend and formidable opponent. This card signify also conflict, with difficulties at first. However, you were likely to triumph in the end, especially with a positive and decisive approach.
2nd - Ten of Coins ; Material prosperity and emotional security, security closely bound up with family relationships or close-friend-ships. Foundations of your prosperity may be inheritance. You felt strongly bound by these ties who were beneficial to you.
3rd - Seven of Cups, ill dignified ; Tendencies to self-delusions and unrealistic assessments of circumstances.
The 4th to 6th cards represent your home-life as well as relationships within it.
4th - The Pope ; Two main interpretations, you received guidance from a professional source, such as a spiritual adviser. In your life, you were observant towards moral, religious or social conventions of your culture, which gave you great fullfilment
5th - The two of Cups, ill dignified ; Quarrels and misunderstandings with partners, possibly leading to the ending of a relationship. This is due to rash actions, hasty decisions and precipitation of a course of events, subsequently regretted.
6th - The Tower ; Disruption, trauma and conflict. Experiences will not be pleasant and will, probably, be unforeseen. As bad as it may seem, with a determined and positive attitude, you used of those traumatic changes to provide new beginnings and opportunities as well as self-improvement.
The 7th to 9th cards represent your ambitions, driving force, and/or nightmares.
7th - Seven of Wands ; A warning of major conflicts and challenges confronting the Querant. However, also indicates great courage, integrity and stamina. The resolution may had seem far off, but as long as you maintained your position, facing the challenges, the prospects for success are good.
8th - Nine of Coins, ill dignified ; Material success, financial security and achievement. May be a result of much efforts and followed periods of hardship. However, solitude is also indicated, so it may be that you were enjoying the fruits of your labor alone, it is possible it signifies that you were still seeking for emotional security.
9th - Four of Cups, ill dignified ; Lifestyle in danger, degenerating into self-pity and lethargy, making it difficult to encourage yourself for the necessary changes. Depression may also be at the root of health problems.
The 10th to 12th cards represent your expectations.
10th - Eight of Cups, ill dignified ; Your restlessness leading to reckless pursuing for a very uncertain future. Abandoning those things of value in your life for what may be a little more than a fantasy.
11th - Queen of Cups, ill dignified ; Presence of an unreliable woman, with some qualities, but, fickle, vain, untrustworthy and capricious. She can be the source of great problems to anyone who allows her into their confidence.
12th - Ten of Wands ; Burdens of excessive work, too much pursuit in your goals. Burden that could have been oppressive as you juggled with conflicting business and social demands.
The 13th to 15th cards represent the unexpected, unforeseen obstacles.
13th - Four of Swords ; Order and stability, enjoyment of rest from your problems, even if only temporarily. Opportunity to rest and recover, perhaps having retreated to a place of seclusion to free yourself from stresses and tensions that have been weighing you down.
14th - Ten of Swords ; Unavoidable disaster, ruination. You were caught up in a situation which brought you anguish and desolation. It can represent complete failure, perhaps as a result of the treacherous acts of enemies. As consolation.. The resolution of the problem can be found within the ruins, you were able to start anew.
15th - The Hanged Man ; Changes and sacrifices. You faced a turning point in your life. One offering different paths to follow. Difficult but necessary sacrifices had been made in your pursued route, although others may not understand this. The sacrifices may be material or may involve abandoning a former viewpoint, no matter the nature, it led to a new sense of spirituality and emotional fulfilment.
The 16th to 18th cards represent the near future, in this case the outcomes.
16th - Four of Coins, ill dignified ; Miserliness, fear of loss was a major concern and was preventing you from doing some needed changes in your life.
17th - Five of Coins ; Hardship, financial difficulties and possible relationships problems with, illicit affairs, unsatisfying emotional ties, or simply a lack of love in your life being at your root. Such conditions led to feelings of insecurity and anxiety, but by prioritising your affairs, you have been able to take positive steps towards those issues.
18th - The Star ; Positive steps confirmed by this card, signifying a period of calm and serenity. Difficulties has been resolved and your path had become much clearer. Physical and spiritual paths were started anew again, this card is especially beneficial when followed by a period of illness of your true beliefs had been severely tested. Confidence, hope, inspirations and the attainmement of cherished goals were all aspects of your life.
The 19th to 21st cards represent the distant future or, the long-terms developments
19th - Three of Swords, ill dignified ; Hurt, especially heartache, may be a result from the end of a partnership, or relationship. The separation was hurtful, and prolounged for quite some time..
20th - Four of Wands ; However, this card signifies succesful completion of a project or a relationship! Which brought you a profound feeling of peace, security and harmony. Endings are however often prelude to new starts and this card signifies a particularly fresh start relation to the home. A romance or even a wedding is indicated as well as house-moving.
21st - The Fool ; Fresh starts, you will face important choices and decisions as you begin your new life, with some challenges and risks, however, with optimism a positive outcome is indicated!
Interpretation ; You had a strong, intelligent and passionate personality along with ambitions and important goals. The goals may be perhaps linked with the rebellion? Relationships were really important to you and have played an important part in your life. Particularly family-wise (your lusus?) and close-friend-ship wise (Your moirail?). You had a very important figure close to you at home (your lusus?). However.. Some conflicts with your relationships are present. However, with your courage you were able to face them. You seemed to be very commited to your goals, perhaps sometimes overworking yourself leading to some solitude and restlessnes. It also seems there was a quite negative and powerful female figure in your life, which you knew would give you some hardships. After a period of rest striked another tragedy, but.. With much sacrifices, you managed to get through this which enlightened your spiritual and emotional paths. (maybe a new relationship?) After some financial and emotional struggles, you found some brand new hope after your goals had been severely tested. You apparently went through separation, which made you suffer for a while, however, the heartache was then fully healed by a brand new relationship (probably a matesprit) which perhaps led to a marriage! With this new start, you found peace as well as some challenges, which you faced, with optimism and triumphed.
Remember that tarot cards aren’t an exact science as they offer guidance, only you can know yourself best. ♥
