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((Hello to the few who have stuck around here! Through tragic circumstances, I lost both of my rp partners here- I’m going to keep this blog going as a GLaDOS and Caroline blog, for asks, whathave you. Just letting ya know about the inactivity!))
(( ppl really still out here tryna say chell//dos is uwu pure huh
they also just gonna shit on ppl with ocs bc ‘oh lil CRINGE’ huh))
(( hey i want to draw more gordon ns//fw if u have suggestions send them in bc all the shit i draw will be supremely self indulgent if i have no intervention ))
Me, having a bad day: : (
Me, remembering that I'm blessed enough to exist in the same time as Ellen McClain:
if you can’t stand the fact that i am understandably wary that cave johnson fucking murdered caroline and yall are stanning him and not acknowledging that he’s done fucked up shit then unfollow and block me like a fucking adult and dont vague me lmao
Ok so the only reason I’m making this post is because like… an entire fanbase of people is reblogging a badly-hidden jab at me and I didn’t really go over anything harmful that was said previously. I’m very uncomfortable at the amount of reaches and assumptions this person has made about my personal life and attitudes after I refused to speak with them, after which they proceeded to rapid-fire vaguepost about me with such acid. I’m very uncomfortable.
They talked down to me in a very mocking and vaguely ableist way for having hyperfixations and self-shipping. I am an autistic person- the way they spoke to me was… not ok.
On that same token, they were being very hypocritical- saying that self shipping is ok, but when I do it they opted instead to make fun of my comfort characters. They started antagonizing my personal comfort characters, making direct mention of GLaDOS and Gordon- I never said a cross word about theirs, but for whatever reason, they think that attacking mine is… alright. They’ve also said things like ‘fuck canon’ and support AUs, but then proceed to make fun of mine and being very condescending that I have them in the first place? It’s obvious that the only things they think are ok are the things that they personally agree with
Also calling out the fact that they mentioned that I "barely do anything" on my "sad little roleplay blog", like…. I have a life outside of tumblr? I have friends, I have family, I have bills and a job and fanbases other than Portal. Them conflating my self worth with what I can contribute to fandom is lowkey fucked up. Additionally, I don’t take threads from strangers. I roleplay with my two close friends- that’s literally it. I’m not high traffic. I am a small blog.
They like… ad hominem attacks at me- saying I’m sad, alone, have no-one, etc. Like… don’t project and lash out because you’re hurt. I’m literally going to see my best friend who lives a state away next week?
Like they want to have their ideas accepted and respected but... they cannot respect my differing opinions about Chell as a Fictional Character… the two-facedness they displayed was very unsettling and uncomfortable. Coming to me all fake-sorry whilst live-vaguing about me is... A new level of idiocy.
Not to mention how delusional they’re acting about the whole thing- like… a disagreement on a fictional character was enough to get them to suicide bait and throw a fit for like an hour and a half. That is not healthy- fiction should never be so hyperfocused on that if someone has a differing opinion that they spiral and begin to act so ferocious.
And the fact that they think they’re owed a chance to be heard out despite the fact that, again, they abused my trust by vaguing about me the MOMENT they messaged me. They had their chance to talk things out if they wanted- they blew it before we could even begin the discussion be being so underhanded and fake. I don’t owe someone so pointedly cruel an explanation over a differing opinion on a fictional character. They’ve been vaguing me for months, and could have blocked me at any time.
My friends have been keeping me vaguely updated but I haven’t been reading up on the posts myself. I hope this person can drop it and grow up, or at the very least, stop being so openly vitriolic and mean to those they mildly disagree with.
I’m very uncomfortable that a whole fandom is reblogging what is essentially a vaguepost about me after the way this person has treated me so openly on their blog. The reason i’m making a public post as opposed to talking with them about this is simply because of how cruel and unempathetic they were being to me before things even reached this point. Disagreements over fictional characters should never make it ok to call me the things this person has called me.
Cave Johnson is the fucking rapist in a rape allegory will yall just please be a LITTLE self aware
What happened to Caroline to turn her into GLaDOS is a rape allegory. It was always meant to be a rape allegory. Cave, in this allegory, is the aggressor.
Ellen McClain (Voice of GLaDOS) literally refused to do her voice lines as a contracted actress- she outright refused because of the implications.
We already knew Cave Johnson was a haha-funny bad man, but like he’s literally the aggressor in a rape allegory and it makes me really uncomfortable to see people getting up on it in the year 2019 when the game came out in 2012.
You can enjoy evil characters all you want (Like.. this is literally a GLaDOS blog and she IS a villain, she killed a lot of people, even those who weren’t involved with the GLaDOS project) but the blind being horny for him really skeeves me out.
AND YEA, AS A PERSON WHO EMPATHIZES HEAVILY WITH GLaDOS AND WHAT HAPPENED TO HER, IT ALSO FUCKING FREAKS ME OUT.
I'm sorry but no amount of ignoring canon abt your comfort characters will change who they are like
Ignoring that character's lack of defined sexuality and projecting it onto them? Ok cool! Neat!
Ignoring aspects of the character that define them as characters, like that GLaDOS is a murderous AI afraid of losing control or that G-Man stole a baby to use as a tool to scare the shit out of Eli?
Like if u ignore what makes the character a character then do you really appreciate them as a whole or as the concept of them you've created in your head lol
As soon as you start whining that people enjoy canon in regards to more than just cc or self insert art then it's super immature- ignoring harmful traits in media can be just as harmful as the traits themselves if glossed over are realistic
