PSA: it’s GOD’s timing. Not anyone else’s, that we become ready, willing, and able to conquer our life’s purposes.
A word for those who want to impose on the timeline God has someone else on or who undermine just how fervently and diligently someone has been fighting for themselves, their identity, their destiny, and their sanity… only a feeble mouth opens at the wrong times, and a hasty uncalculated effort is often more redundant, unnecessary, pressurizing, and hurtful; than it will ever be helpful.
“While yall telling me to get up God telling me to sit down, so that I can drop the bags off so that I can truly and REALLY get up to new heights! See only me and God know precisely what’s going on round here boo, and we already on the job. This time is precisely for me to get up and I don’t need nobody pressuring this process to complete quicker or trying to tell me that my moments in this time have a ticker. It’s going at Gods timing and God ain’t rushing me because He the one that told me to take as much time as I need right now and really unpack and drop these bags off. What do yall really think I been doing? You think I’m in therapy for nothing ? You think I ain’t doing the work, you think I’m sitting around? Wallowing? I’m working hard, harder than you ever could through attack you could never ever withstand with as much grace as I do, doing it all to be ready and able to reach my destiny and God told me this time of rest is necessary for that propelling. You people don’t know what’s going on or what I’m doing. Mind your business. What makes you think I ain’t doing all I can for me right now to get up? You don’t know. You can’t see this relentless warrior in me FIGHTING, and haven’t even gotten a rest from this battle yet. I haven’t sat down, I haven’t wallowed. I have been FIGHTING. A TIRELESS FIGHT at that. Just when the attackers thought I’d give up I show them their wish will NEVER come true. Glory be to GOD YAHUAH for the levels of fight and equipment in me. So all that is, that which you are telling, is added pressure on me that I don’t need, and lemme tell you something else, ain’t no time limit on these things I’m unpacking or the hurdles I’m jumping and ain’t no time limit on my blessings because my all knowing God YAHUAH already know how long it’s gonna take me to become overcome and be fully healed enough to finally move even more than before and not be immobilized by the deep rooted wounds and scars you people can’t even see, because I wear it well honey, and He is the one that put me in this unpacking season so you better believe He is with me now and He will be waiting on me for how I come out on the other side of this season, ready willing and able, as He already planned I would be and my destiny will be there as well. Waiting on me to fulfill it and you better believe that I will. And He so knew it, that’s why He CHOSE ME. Babydoll.”
