a/n: this is the first chapter/prologue to the BlackButler!Seonghwa fanfic I am writing. It won’t be too long (maybe only 2 chapters). Please enjoy this small beginning and look forward to more~ Also the pretty moodboard is made by the talented @dimpledsatan thank you so much for letting me use it ~
warnings: loss of great love, murder, grieving, also mentioning the end of the first Black Butler season but written to my fitting (so spoiler warning?)
~~~~~
Killing a devil's mate was cruel. Killing said mate in front of the other mate was as if hell was brought onto the other.
Sebastian was too euphoric to finally eat Ciel Phantomhives soul to realize he wasn’t alone on the devil’s island.
He was too focused while taking that well-riped soul to hear someone approaching him.
He was too busy to cherish the taste of the soul to hear the ripping sound of clothes and the whimper that tore from your mouth.
When his eyes finally opened again, shining in their original fuchsia hue and the small body of Lord Phantomhive vanishes from the earth he was met with eyes of shock and panic.
Your eyes.
His eyes trail down your figure, his mind still too far gone to understand the scene in front of him. There you were, on your knees, your mating symbol on your chest directly over your heart exposed and pierced by a green blade, blood running down your body. While normal blades wouldn’t be able to hurt someone like you and him this green one called demonic sword was capable of killing a demon if pierced directly through the heart.
“I am deeply sorry- “, your whisper was all he heard from you before your body fell to the ground.
“Amica mea.”, was all he was able to say before the pain went through his body and all he could do was scream.
~~~
Hundreds of years pass. Your last whisper haunting him through his sleepless life. Nothing could soothe the pain in his heart. No soul could satisfy him anymore. In the beginning, he tried, he took souls with and without a contract. But it felt wrong. He missed you and so eventually he started to starve himself.
That was until he saw a crying boy sitting on the street on one of his endless walks at night. His frame was small, his head between his knees, his hair dark and wet, probably from the rain that was falling earlier that day. He felt particularly drawn to the boy as if he would be calling him. And indeed, the closer he came the more he could hear some mumbled words. “Help, please someone help me. Anyone.”
He let out a sigh and came to a fast conclusion as he stood before the boy. “You called so I came. Tell me boy what is your name?”
The boy looked up, his brown eyes wide and dark with sadness. "My name? I-.. My name is Yeosang"
The devil smiled: "So, tell me Yeosang, what is the help you need?"
Yeosang cast his eyes down on the street again as he mumbles: "Not to offend you, but it's nothing you can help me with sir. I- You know I want to become an idol and.. I left a friend behind, my best friend probably, I don't know. I want to be strong enough to pull this all through. Debut, albums, world tours.", almost impossible to hear wouldn't he have better hearing than any other living creature.
"I can help you with all of that boy.", the devil chuckled at the big eyes of the boy of surprise in front of him, "You know I'm a devil. You called me, so I am at your service. For a little something in exchange that is. Can you guess what that might be?"
"My soul.", it wasn't spoken as a question.
"That's right. So, let me ask you. Is this really what you want? A life as an idol, together with your friend, in exchange for your soul?" Yeosang seemed to think for a second, but then he gets up and stands straight in front of him, eyes locking to his.
"Yes, that is what I want." The devil smirked and lifts his hand up to place it over Yeosangs eye, but the boy turns his head at the last second so only his thumb graces his skin, directly under the left eye. It glows purple for a second before it turns to a reddish-brown color. As surprised as he is, the devil can feel the power running through the small sign which is clearly visible. He shrugs as he starts to shift into a fitting body in front of the boy’s eyes.
"Uhm- What should I call you then?", Yeosang asks, his left hand pressed against the mark that is burning under his skin.
The corridor went dark, slowly the faint lines of luminescent markers started lighting up. Not enough to see by, but enought to follow.
Sara cursed.
“Why now? Why when I am the one on shift? Why on the night after Jack make us watch the damn alien movie again. Why he wants to watch that old scary movie is beyond me, and slightly racist if you ask me.” Sara grumbled while turning on her small flashlight.
The ship creaked, and the fans were quiet. It was strange hearing the sounds that were usualy covered by the general noise on the ship. If she strained her hearing, she could still hear the quiet rumbling from the engine.
A fuse then, or some bug in the system. The crackle of her communicator startled a small scream out of her.
“God damn it Jack, what is it?”
“Pfft, did I scare you Sara?”
“No.”
“Anyway, have you found the cause of this sudden black out? I’ve been showing the Alien movie to Ri’xello.”
“No, I’m on my way still. I’m in corridor 3C, and what does Ri’xello think about the movie?”
“That we’re all barbaric, as usual.”
“That’s what you get when you show a race that float around and fight with words a movie where people are being eaten and stalked though a ship.”
“Anyway, com me when you find the cause?”
“Yeah, yeah. Keep to the common room for now, if I can’t solve it on my own, I’ll send for you.”
Slowly making her way down the corridor, she could feel the hairs on her neck stand on edge. The dark felt almost oppressing. Just a few more steps, and she could feel the tension being too great. She turned around with a “Ha!”
Nothing. Damn it.
She turned back around again. She had now reached 3B, soon she would reach the panel. She started walking faster. The panel was right around the corner.
Suddenly a hand landed on her shoulder. Pure instinct flooded though her. She grabbed the arm... The appendage? And threw the creature over her shoulder with a great heave.
The creature screamed, first in fear, then in agony.
Wait, she knew that voice, And the creature was glowing slightly! It was X’anar’em!
“Xan! What on earth are you doing? You scared me half to death!”
“I am sorry Sara, I thought I would keep you company, as you have expressed a discomfort in the dark before.”
“Well don't sneak up on me like that!” Sara huffed at him, extending her hand, she helped him to his feet.
“I am sorry. I thought you had heard me, why did you attack me?” X’anar’em asked, his voice slightly pained.
“I didn’t mean to. I’m just, I had quite a few self defence classes when I was young. It was like an instinct. I am so sorry!”
“You are forgiven. It doesnt seem like Jack has this instinct, for when I startled him the other day, he just screamed.”
“Oh, well. It’s more of a taught instinct. He screams, which is the default instinct, and I apperently throw people over my shoulder. Again, I am so sorry. Let’s just get to the panel, and get these lights back on, and I’ll take you to the med bay, I think I might have sprained your wrist. Again, I am so sorry!”
A/n: This is a story I wrote with @jonghostation for @shikyus because she got accepted in her first choice university. I’m so proud of her, I started this idea a few weeks ago. But without Adelle it still wouldn’t be done and probable only half as good as it is now ~
Warnings: none really, maybe some slight angst?, hate to love, 3196 words
Short summary: College starts. But what happens, if you have to share an apartment with someone, you have never meet before, but who seems to hate you for some reason?
- It’s one week before college starts
- You are sitting in the assembly hall to listen to some professors greeting the new students
- After some very boring speeches everyone goes to the front to get their keys if they stay at the college dorms and good luck wishes
- Of course this gets messy, so you stand around in the back, waiting for most of the students to go their own way
- While waiting you meet sees 2 cute guys
- They introduce each other as Seonghwa and Yeosang. You thought they were cute and since they were holding hands you came to the conclusion in your mind tho, that they are probably dating. You make a mental note to ask them some other time
- A few minutes later another boy joins you.
- He seems annoyed but friendly enough as he introduces himself as Hongjoong
- Upon hearing your name his eyes get cold, almost empty
- You take a step back, asking yourself if you said anything wrong
- Before you can overthink tho Seonghwa pulls you into a conversation about what you are studying and why you decide on it
- Soon enough you two switch numbers and you decide to open a chat room together with Yeosang who Seonghwa says will be glad to join before just adding him since he went to the front already to get his keys.
- Hongjoong was nowhere to be seen and you were kinda relieved of it
- You part ways as Yeosang comes back with two keys hanging on his fingers and giving one to Seonghwa while giving him a kiss on his cheek before blushing
- After you get your keys you walk around the campus, searching for your room which didn’t take you too long since you informed yourself in beforehand
- You only look at the number of the doors so when you finally arrive in front of your room you literally ran into someone who came from the other side of the hallway
- It was Hongjoong
- You both roll your eyes as you insert your keys, telling him he shouldn't worry and that he probably got the wrong key
- What you couldn’t see was his glare at you, some kind of knowledge in them
- As you step in the room you spot a greeting card and some fruits on the table
- It’s signed to the both of you, apologizing for the inconvenience of you two having to share a room with the reason of “to many students”, “not enough rooms”
- You both look around the room until your eyes land on one big problem
- There is only ONE BED
- No way
- As if they could see feel your frustration building up you get a message in the "we are cuties" groupchat you have with Seonghwa and Yeosang, asking you if you want to go out and explore the campus
- "I will go out.", is the only thing you say before turning around and leaving the apartment
- He just rolls his eyes and sticks out his tongue out after you
- You actually have a nice evening out with the boys and rant to them about your roommate - - They tell you that they don't know why their friend acts that way towards you, but they promise if they get any information about the topic they will let you know
- Also they tell you, that you could sleep in their room if needed
- When you came home to your new Apartment Hongjoong is sitting on the bed with his laptop, a row of pillows in the middle of the bed, dividing it perfectly in two
- You sigh defeated
- He looks up, half surprised, half annoyed, pulling one eyebrow up in question, what you don’t see since you were searching for your bath stuff to get ready for bed
- You and Hongjoong deathstare at each other when you lie down on the other half, putting earphones in and turning your volume up
~~~
- Next day you wake up to the smell of coffee along with complete silence
- Coming into the kitchen, you see 2 cups on the table. One empty one full with milk and sugar next to it
- You almost let out a sound of awe at the thoughtful gesture but resisted against it, as you decided to try and thank him later
- Since the apartment is empty you decide to unpack in peace, listening to music, dancing and singing along
- Time seemed to fly fast, because before you knew it, the morning had passed and the clock had struck into early evening hours. Unbeknownst to you, Hongjoong arrived home, only to witness the glorious sight of you dancing like an idiot around the apartment.
- It was an absolute miracle that you didn’t even notice his presence at all, which to be honest, Hongjoong was grateful for.
- Why? Because then he wouldn’t have time to realise that he had been staring at you dancing with, dare I say, affection?
- When you finally turn around to his direction he quickly looked away, barely saving face as he made an excuse to take some iced Americano in the fridge.
- Even though you caught him awkwardly looking away, you knit your brows together, confused about his attitude
- He didn’t even give you a chance to reply as he dashed out the door.
- You pouted, “Wasn’t going to, but okay dude.” You said to no one but yourself as you shrugged and continued dancing until your knees gave in.
- As you put away the final box, you looked at the clock. It was getting late, but there were yet to be signs of Hongjoong coming back to the apartment.
- At first, you thought that you couldn’t care less of where he is, but you somehow felt this pit in your stomach when you think about what he could be doing at that moment.
- To clear your conscience (and maybe do something nice for once) you made some tea and put it at his bedside table before going to sleep, carefully putting all available pillows in the middle of the bed again
- When Hongjoong finally came home, he was greeted with your soft snores.
- “Typical” He scoffed, taking off his jacket and prepared himself to go to sleep as well.
- Going to his side of the bed, he tilted his head. A mug full of tea, albeit cold, stood on the side table like it was smiling kindly towards the boy.
- Hongjoong stole a glance at your peacefully sleeping figure. Did you do this?
- All of a sudden, he felt a pang in his chest.
- He furrowed his eyebrows together from the abrupt pain. Wait, why am I feeling this? Shit.
- Panicking from such a rush of guilt, he spontaneously took the mug and chugged the entirety of it within seconds.
- After he coughed a couple of times, he tucked himself in, stealing one last look of you before serenely looking up at the ceiling.
- Conflicted with overwhelming emotion, he wrapped his hands around his head.
- Adamant about his “hatred” for you, he decided to fix the room without even telling you.
- And after many failed attempts, he managed to find a music studio which rented unused studios out to students, and it couldn’t have been a more perfect escape.
~~~
- The next day you wake up to the smell of coffee again, this time with a note next to it
- "don't wait up, have a nice day"
- you decided to go out and message Seonghwa and Yeosang if they want to join you
- They decline since they were unpacking but asked if you would want to come over instead
- You arrive at their little apartment, which was actually bigger than yours and had two bedrooms, even though they were only using one
- They didn’t let you help so you sit on Seonghwas bed and try to talk to him about Hongjoong
- But he just shrugged and said that he doesn’t know what was going on inside his head
- Yeosang said though, that it still sounds just like their friend, since even in highschool he was always busy and sleeping only a few hours at ungodly times of the day
- When you came home from your day at the lovebirds apartment, you are surprised to hear loud music before you even open the door
- There he was, blasting some seemingly random beats over his speakers, sitting on the floor surrounded by sheets of paper
- You look at him in awe and before you could stop yourself you say: “I didn’t know you work on music”
- Your voice startles him, he lets out a loud huff and stars to gather his stuff
- ”yeah I do. Until you came along.”
- Hongjoong tries to walk past you and out the door when you snap:
- “What is your problem with me? You know normal roommates can usually communicate! If you need some space I get that, I can be quiet and just do my stuff over there and put headphones in. HOW ABOUT JUST SPEAKING TO ME FOR ONCE?!”
- He just looks at you with big eyes, mouth slightly agape
- ”You know what? forget it.”
- With that you take your bag which hangs by the door. “I will be in the library for the rest of the day.”
- The apartment loomed in darkness when you arrived there, which is weird because you see Hongjoong’s shoes in the hallway.
- Hongjoong sits on the bed, headphones in his laptop, seemingly working
- But as soon a you put your bag down he looks up and you mentally prepare for some harsh words as reaction to your own ones earlier
- “I’m sorry.”
- “pardon?”
- “I’m not used to living with someone. I usually like to be on my own and requested that at the college. So I was pissed when I found out that I will have a roommate when they gave me my key. So I asked for a name to find them and talk to them. It wasn’t your fault. I should have talked to you.”
- You just nod
- After this you just talked everything out, sitting on the bed.
- "So..is that it? Are we cool?"
- You hummed, "No"
- "What?!"
- "Not until we set down some ground rules."
- Hongjoong retorted," I thought we did that when we first moved in."
- You gave him a deadpan look, "Bordering the two sides of the bed with a wall of pillows is not setting down ground rules, Hongjoong."
- “It kinda is, thou-” You gave him another look that made him backtrack, “ Ah, okay, I see your point.”
- Seeing him hurrying to agree with you after you intimidated him amused you, because you didn’t even mean it that much. A smile tugged on your lips as you suggested a few starter rules.
- Before long, the both of you agreed on a comprehensive set of regulations written on a piece of paper, albeit stained with coffee and in Hongjoong’s questionable writing, to which he claimed is due to your impatient dictation.
- “You try writing stuff when the person dictating it to you doesn’t want to spare 2 seconds in slowing down.”
- ”Dude, we’re in college. That’s practically our lives.”
- ”Shut up.”
- “Then keep writing!”
- When you look at the final result, you smiled, “ This should do it. I especially like this extra detail you put in the corners.”
- “ I am an artiste, ladybug, let my creativity fly.”
- You sniggered, “God, the moment we’re not at each other’s throats, you turn even more annoying, how is that even possible?”
- “And you’re still sweet as ever, aren’t you?”
- The both of you chuckled as you subtly changed the subject.
- You tell him how cool you think it is that he does music as a hobby, but that you don’t like him to overwork himself after he told you how his friends found him passed out on his laptop once.
- When you grow tired you two build the pillows in the middle of the bed together. Just to be sure you know
~~~
- After that you kind of become friends, he still gets annoyed if you are home too much while hes working and you sometimes snap at him when you realize he hasn’t eaten anything in 30 hours but it’s nice
- It feels kinda special
- One day when you come home early because the lecture was boring and you couldn’t be bothered to just sit there and act like you care what your professor was talking about you catch Hongjoong having a phone call
- He seems a bit frustrated with something, saying stuff like “No, I don’t want it.” “No, it’s fine.”
- So you go and start preparing some tea, what you know by now calms his nerves a bit
- When he finishes the call he flinches when he sees you standing there, luckily with your back turned to him
- You don’t hear him talking anymore so you felt free to ask: “What was the call about?”
- “Nothing.”, he answers too quickly, watching your back intensely
- “Okay then.”, you knew better than to start discussing with him. He would come to you if he wants to talk about it.
- “I made you some tea.”
- You turn around and you swear you could see something like softness in his eyes before he casts them down at the cup of tea that you reach out to him
- What you didn’t know was that the call Hongjoong got was from the College telling him that he could have his own apartment now
- But he declined
- Because you are good for his health and he knows he would feel lonely now alone in a big apartment. Even though he would never admit that out loud.
~~~
- It’s a Sunday when you wake up because you feel too warm
- You try to stretch to wake up fully, but there are arms holding you close and your legs are entangled
- You let out a small screech and try to get up, which wakes up Hongjoong who falls out of the bed with a small yelp as he lets you go
- “I’m sorry!” “Sorry..”, you both apologize in an instant
- The breakfast afterwards was awkward to say the least, since no one wants to talk about the way they woke up
- Saying you need some fresh air you go out, leaving him alone in the apartment, overthinking on his own
- He tries to put what he feels into a song, it’s the only way he feels confident enough to speak about himself
- You try to reach Seonghwa and Yeosang to talk to them, but your texts don’t seem to get through and when you try to call only the voicemail answers
- Luckily it’s good weather so you search for a nice place to sit down and just think
- Some hours went by and you seem to have fallen asleep
- Because the next thing you know is opening your eyes to Seonghwas worried face while he softly shakes your shoulders
- Apparently Yeosang and he had been searching everywhere for you after they looked at their phones and then you were the one who they didn’t seem to be able to reach
- While Seonghwa sits next to you and text his lover that he found you, you try to summarize what happened the last days especially this morning
- Seonghwa listens patiently and asks you if you want to spend the night at their place since they have an unused bed
- So it happens to be the first night you decide to sleep at the, how you sweetly call it, lovebirds place, giving hongjoong a quick heads up over text
- Hongjoong doesn’t like the knot he feels settling in his stomach, but he accepts
- What else should he do anyway
- He uses the extra time to perfect the lyrics to his song
~~~
- It takes him several days in and out of the studio to finish the song
- In that time you two don’t see each other often
- Most of the time one leaves while the other comes back to the apartment
- It starts to get on your nerves
- And you start to worry a bit because Hongjoong seems to sleep at the studio, at least you fall asleep alone and wake up alone
- Even though you don’t want to admit it, you miss him
- A lot
~~~
- One day you come home from studying, you hear a soft melody playing in the apartment when you open the door
- you come in slowly, not wanting to scare Hongjoong out of the apartment
- Because actually you want to talk to him about what happened a few days ago
- And maybe tell him that you kinda miss him?!
- When you step into the room there is food on the table, he even found an old candle somewhere and lit up in the middle of it
- “Joong?”, you call him questioning, his nickname rolling off your tongue like butter
- You hear him hum from the kitchen. “Sit down, I'll be right there.”
- So you do just that, waiting.
- The air feels kinda thick, filled with anticipation, and curiosity about what is happening right now
- With nothing else to calm yourself down, you took it upon yourself to focus on the song that had been playing.
- It was as soft as when the melody started, the lyrics just as enchanting and beautiful.
- However, after a while, you stopped yourself to further analyse; The lyrics, it tells a story. A story all too familiar.
- And that was when you knew. This song, this ethereal piece, is about you.
- Blood rushed towards your cheeks as the realisation hits you.
- Joong stands in the door, watching you and your reactions closely
- “Now that you know how I feel about you, lets eat.”
- You wish you could knock that smirk out of his face but you are speechless, overwhelmed by emotions
- You eat quietly, only glancing at him every now and then, same goes for him.
- “Joongie?”
- “Hmm?”, he raises one of his eyebrows
- “I missed you.”
~~~
- A few days later you wake up to a kiss on your cheek
Summary: You and San were dating since years, no one ever found out, besides the member of course. But now you had been caught out on a date, luckily your face was too blurry to be recognized, sadly the face of your boyfriend wasn’t. So kq decided that some of the group should start fake dating to split the attention. But they decided for you to fake date Wooyoung, since you were just another employee. What to do now?
Introduction | pt.1 | pt.2 | pt.3 | pt.4
Warning: a bit angsty
When you wake up a few days later it’s not in the arms of your boyfriend as you would wish, but to Yunho shaking you gently.
“Y/n, hey. Please wake up.”
You mumble under your breath and try to turn around, not wanting to be awake just now. That is until you hear something break from somewhere outside the room and Yunho is just pulling you up. You let out a small yelp and are glad you are wearing one of San’s tank tops, even though no underwear. “Yunho! What-?”
“They started fighting downstairs and-“, he stops talking when he sees you reaching for your panties, which slipped under the bunk bed of the two boys, and turns around “How about a warning?”
“Oh, come on, it’s nothing you haven’t seen so far.”
“Don’t remind me.”
A chuckle leaves your lips as you pull your bra in place and your boyfriend's tank top over your head again. Skipping any kind of pants since it’s long enough to cover your body. You walk through the door, Yunho is following suit.
You could hear Wooyoung even before entering the living room. “Do you know the word trust?”
“Yes. And it’s something I don’t have-“, you were coming around the corner seeing Wooyoung visibly shaking and opening his mouth to interrupt San, “-in you. She has my full trust because I love her! But you? I can’t trust you!”
“Why not?”
“Because you love her too.”
“I-“
“I heard you talking to-“
“What’s going on here?”, you decide to interrupt them finally.
“Nothing.”, Wooyoung says at the same time as San says, “I want you to break up.”
The room became quiet.
Your eyes wandering over the two boys until catching your boyfriends’ sight. “San? Can we talk?” You don’t wait for his answer, just turning around, walking back to his bedroom.
“Sorry baby, I know-“
“It’s okay. I know your jealous Sanie, we had that talk.”, you sigh, “But this isn’t how this works.”
“Yes, it is. You break up with him and be together with me.”, he pouts coming a step closer to you, his hands on your waist.
You give him a soft kiss before carefully selecting your next words: “Sannie. I AM with you. You are my boyfriend, the one that I love.”
“But Wooyoung.”
“Wooyoung is like my little brother. And he is saving your ass by doing what KQ wants from him.”
“I don’t like it.” He takes another small step, engulfing you in a hug, burying his face into your neck while you start drawing small circles onto his neck to make him relax.
“I know sanshine, but it’s for the best like this right now. And every night I will be in your bed, like always.”
You take his hand and you guys walk into the kitchen for some breakfast. Spotting Wooyoung at the table you throw him a look, making clear that you two would have to talk soon too.
Another week passed by without much fighting. Yeosang and Tessa “broke up” to the lack of interest of fans, Jongho and Adelle started dating without kq knowing and Andreea and Yunho became great friends who were always bringing a smile to someone’s face. For Wooyoung and you, it got harder though. The fans loved your dynamic as a couple and wanted to see you more. You even found fanfictions and edits about you too. Adelle said it’s because of the close friendship you had already have with him that everything seemed so believable for the fans. San was getting upset every now and then, but you tried your best to show him that you still belong to him. Even telling Wooyoung to tone down the flirting with you when there were no obvious cameras because you had noticed the younger male flirting with you just to get on San's nerves someday.
It was the end of that week that a small meeting happened between Ateez and the three girls. And it was San who started screaming as soon as the manager and staff left the room.
“NO! They can’t just do that. I can’t-“
Yunho and Seonghwa were at his side in an instant, shushing him down and hugging him. “San calm down.” “It’s okay. We are here.”
You were still seating in between Wooyoung and Andreea, feeling uncomfortable. Looking to your left to Wooyoung for any help while your boyfriend broke down in sobs at the opposite side of the table. But he was blankly starring at the wall, probably still trying to figure stuff out with his mind. It were Andreea and Adelle who pulled you up from your chair and out of the room, ordered by Hongjoong, but you didn’t know that. You didn’t know you were crying until you guys found a quiet room and both girls pulled you into a crushing hug.
“I can’t do that in front of him. It will break him.”, you sob into Andreea’s shoulder.
Both girls just hold you, saying calming things and try to make you laugh by reminding you of funny things that happened in the past. After a while, you just sit down on the floor while Adelle stands by the door ready to alarm you should any of the boys come looking for you.
“I really don’t know what kq is thinking right now.”, Adelle says while turning away from the door to look at you.
Of course, the door opens then. “Well, I think it’s because they look cute together and make great publicity with that.” Arms circle around Adelle’s waist from behind her and pulling her to his chest.
“Jongho!”, Adelle wiggles out of his grasp while visibly having chills run down her back, “Don’t breathe on my back.”
A short laugh comes from the young boy while coming closer to her to give her a small kiss on the cheek.
“I’m sorry my love.”, he grins at her now red face.
Andreea clears her throat. “I don’t wanna ruin your moment there, but don’t you think we have problems here?”
“Ah yes. San is looking for you y/n.”, Jongho says turns around and pulls Adelle with him.
“Guess it is only us two then.”, Andreea says.
You raise your head looking in the direction of the door which is slowly opening. Yunho’s head popping in with an apologetic smile.
“Jongho told me I would find you here.”, he says while looking at Andreea.
You don’t know what was going on but the next thing you know is you being sandwiched in between them both, leaving the building, surprisingly without being found by anyone.
It was a few days later that you found yourself backstage of one of many award shows Ateez has been gone lately. You and Wooyoung had deemed the show to be fit for the thing kq had asked you to do. You were going to take your fourth tequila shot when Wooyoung grabbed your arm softly, effectively stopping you from drinking it.
“Slow down honey.”, a nickname he gave you at the beginning that was harmless enough for San but sweet enough for everyone around you to believe your dating thing.
“You know what we have to do Wooyoung.”
“Yeah I know.”, he takes the shot out of your hand just to down it himself.
“Hey!”
“We have to make out. Believable. For everyone to see so the fans can sneak videos and pictures.”
“This will be everywhere. San-“
“We have been through this.”, he talks calmly to you, even though you can see in his eyes how he doesn’t like to hurt San this way either. But there is something else too, something you can’t quite place. “He will be fine. Eventually at least.”
“I already slept the last days on the couch Wooyoung. So, I don’t know about you, but I need more liqueur for this.”
He sighs, pulling you outside through a backdoor. “You won’t drink more, or I bet my new jacket, that Jongho has to carry you home, and that would look really questionable.”
You breathe slowly in and out, the fresh air helping to calm you down. Wooyoung comes closer and like out of instinct puts his hands on your waist while he leans down to whisper something in your ear.
“Don’t look to the side, but we are being watched.”, your muscles draw taut when he proceeds you nibble on your earlobe.
“Wooyoung.”, you say warningly.
“Better do it now and be finally done with it, don’t you think?” He straightens again, his right hand wandering upwards on your side while he leans in again. His eyes asking you for permission, which you grand him with a slight not of your head before your lips meet. You can hear a small scream go off from somewhere where Wooyoung saw the few fans standing but right at this moment, you couldn’t be bothered while your friend tasted this good.
One of your hands pull on his hair which emits a low groan out of Wooyoung. You take that as an invitation to deepen your kiss further. His breath is going heaven when you break apart, just for you to stand on your tippy-toes to attack his neck.
“Y/n, if you give me a hickey now the makeup staff will kill us.”, he warns you in a low voice, one of his legs slipping in between yours, pushing upwards. You hiss when it reaches your core.
Leaving his neck, you notice the bruise already forming there, you couldn’t help but smirk upon seeing it. “You wanted it to be believable.”
His jaw visibly tense at your words, his hand left on your side gripping you a bit harder, pulling you down onto his thigh. “Yes. But I didn’t want to walk in again with a hard-on you know.”
Your eyes grow wide at his statement. “Wooyoung I-“
“It’s fine.”, he looks around before opening the door, quickly pulling you inside. For the oblivious fans probably looking like he will go somewhere private with her.
Both of you feel like you can breathe more freely after the door closes behind you with a small bang.
“I will go to the bathroom, getting rid of my problem.”, Wooyoung states as a matter of fact before looking at you. “And you should search San for your little problem.” His eyes wandering down to where your dress is a bit wrinkled now and you are subconsciously rubbing your thighs together.
“He probably doesn’t want to see me.”
“Believe me honey, he will be glad you come to him instead of coming with me to finish that.”, he smirks and points at the other corner of the room.
San is standing there, eyes dark, watching you closely.
A/n: It’s the birthday of lovely @atinyidea ~ So I wrote you something short sunshine. The pathing is a bit all over the place but I hope you like it nonetheless. Happy birthday! Please smile a lot today <3
~~~
Your body leaned on the railing of the ship. Eyes locked on the beautiful sunset in front of you. The orange and yellow of it got reflected on the water of the sea while the sun slowly sunk deeper over the horizon.
“You seem pensive.”, a soft voice spoke up behind you while two familiar arms caged you in between them, “You okay Bon?”
You smile leaning into his embrace a bit, enjoying the warmth he brought with him.
“Just thinking about home. You think they still remember me?”
“Your friends could never forget you!”, a soft kiss was placed on top of your head making you turn around.
“I miss them Seonghwa.”
You tried to look down, but he placed his hand softly against your skin, turning your head back up so you had to look at him. His eyes were reflecting the dark sunset now while behind him the night crept in. It was mesmerizing.
“Hwa-“
“I have a birthday present for you.”
“It’s not my birthday yet, it still takes some time. At least until the sun sunk over the horizon.”
Seonghwa smiled down at you, you noticed his eyes flickered to your lips, but it was short. He places his other hand on your waist while the one which was on your face went down and started turning you around.
“Then watch the sun. I know how much the colors calm you down.”
You lean back into his embrace, finally trying to relax again.
“You remember how we met?”, he whispers in your ear. You start to smile.
“Yeah, it was on this same railing, but it was night and I was homesick while you tried to sneak out of Yeosangs grasp because you couldn’t stand lying in that bed anymore.” You heard a low chuckle coming from him.
“That’s right.”, you could only imagine the small smile on his lips, “But then I saw you, and I couldn’t help to come over and see if you are alright.”
“So thoughtful of you!”
Silence fell upon you, but it was calming, relaxing you even further.
“And do you remember when I first told you I loved you?”, he asks you while the last rays of sunshine vanished to make way for the dark blue of the night.
You turn around since there was nothing to look at anymore. As you tried to answer he started talking again.
“We were in a battle and you got stabbed. I was so worried about you Bon.”, a frown grew on his forehead and you raise your hand to smooth it with your thumb.
“I remember.”, you say softly, “But you came over, getting that guy away from me. I thought I would die right then and there.” Now it’s upon you to chuckle.
“I ran back to you as fast as I could. I don’t know what I would have done if you would have died.”
“You were there making sure I stayed with you until the battle was over. Pulled me into a small room, away from the battle, putting pressure on the wound.” A smile grazed your lips again while you get lost in that now sad eyes of his. “You were so out of it, saying anything that came to your mind to keep me talking, to keep me thinking, to keep me awake.”
“And still you fell unconscious while Yeosang treated you. But you remembered everything that I told you. Including my heart admitting that I couldn’t live without you.”
“I remember waking up, searching the room for you just so that my first words could be that I love you too.” You both let out a laugh, remembering it. How you woke up, sitting up and frantically searching the room with your eyes.
“You got Yeosang all worried.”, Seonghwa chuckled.
“But it was worth it.”, you say as you lean upwards to plant a small kiss on the corner of his lips.
His hands start wandering over where your now scar from the stab wound is to your hands, holding them. At least you thought so until you feel cold metal around your ring finger. You look down, lifting your hand up.
“It’s a ring.”, you say, fully aware how stupid that was while staring at the ring. It was a small turtle with a green stone in its middle.
“I saw this at the last port, we were at and had to think of you. It has a peridot stone in it, one of your birthstones.”
“That was almost a month ago.”, you look at him in awe, “You hold on it that long?”
“I thought it would be a nice present. Do you like it, Bonnie?”
“I love it. Thank you Seonghwa.”
“No, thank you. Thank you for being alive. Thank you for loving me.”, he says while leaning down, capturing your lips for a soft kiss. The first, but definitely not the last you will get on your birthday.
Hello, I just recently found your page and I’m literally reading everything you wrote so far. You definitely have talent. I absolutely love your work. I don’t know if you’re taking requests right now, but if you are could I please request a mingi fluff. Maybe squeeze a little comedy in there if you could. Much appreciated ❤️
Autors note: Aww, thank you so much. I’m glad you like my stuff ~ I’m always open for requests. But they might take a while, depending on how much time I have on hand and my motivation. I might have rushed this a bit because I wanted to answer you. But I hope you like it anyway ~
You recently transferred to a new school. But even though you are shy you were able to make a few friends. Now you were on your way to an amusement park with your new class to spend a nice day before the holidays starts. You were ordered to go through the parks in groups of at least two or more persons, so you went with your group of friends.
The day was going on fine until your group spotted a haunted house and you saw mischief in the eyes of your best friend. “Who loses Rock-Paper-Scissors needs to go through there with me.” Your friends all groaned since no one wanted to go, but someone had to since you shut always be two people.
In the end you lost the game and went to the end of the line with your friend.
“I can’t believe you are making me do this.”, you hear the guy in front of you complain, “Yunho. You know I hate this.”
“Well you lost the bet against San, so man up. You won’t die or something.”
You couldn’t help but snicker over the conversation you were involuntarily eavesdropping on.
“You shouldn’t laugh, you are only here because you lost too.”, whispered your friend. Or at least she tried to, because the guys seem to have heard her anyway and turned around. They were both tall and astonishingly handsome. While one of them had light blue as a hair color the other had plain brown hair with curls in it.
“So, you don’t want to be here either?”, the blue haired guy asks you, “You can be a group with my friend here then.” He smiled brightly.
“I’m Yunho by the way. And this is Mingi.”, he patted the other boy on the back which made the poor boy flinch a bit. You and your friend greeted them politely and since it was a long time to wait you four started to get to know each other.
Finally, it was your turn to go through the house. And since you had to go in in a group of four you got stuck with your friend, Yunho and Mingi. Yunho went first as the brave strong man, dragging Mingi behind him. You followed suit, since you didn’t want to be the last person and your friend behind you. Everyone was quiet, slowly walking behind each other, hoping to not get scared.
But of course, behind one of the corners someone was only waiting for you to pass by. They let Yunho pass and just as Mingi was in front of them they jumped and screamed.
Mingi as the scaredy cat he is screamed back and turned around to run away, only to bump into you, almost throwing you two on the ground through the impact. Instead as soon as he found his balance again, he clings onto your arm. You could hear Yunho laughing a few meters in front of you already. So now you tugged Mingi along besides you since he doesn’t seem willing to let you go soon.
A few meters further and Mingi stopped. “I don’t wanna go further.” You rolled your eyes looking behind you to your best friend who was already opening your mouth. “Man up Mingi. You can’t stay here. We are in the middle of the haunted house.” Mingi next to you seemed to not like that answer. You sigh, “I’m sure Yunho is already waiting for us. Come on dollophead.” As you start walking again you tug at his sleeve. You just wanted to get out of there now. Mingi kept silent for the rest of the way, only occasionally screaming and starting to backhug you sometime along the way to hide his face in your hair. Even tho you rolled your eyes at him you couldn’t help but think how cute he was being.
After a while you finally reached the end where Yunho was already waiting. “You took long.”, was all he said before Mingi basically jumped into his arms whining about never doing anything like that again. You laughed and turned around to your friend who was looking at you wide eyed.
“What?”, you ask her, but all she did was pointing down at your sleeves. As you look down you see a small bit of a rainbow peeking out underneath your thin sweater.
You were fast at pushing it upwards and to be true your whole arm was full of rainbow marks where Mingi had clung onto you.
“Y/n.”
You turn around as you hear Mingi call your name. Being faced with his hand being colored in all different colors.
“I-.”, he began
“I think you are my soulmate.”, you finished for him, smiling brightly at his face.
He smiled back at you, as he went in for a hug. You never felt so safe then in that moment. As you start to go apart, he leans down to whisper something into your ear: “What is a dollophead?”
Being the boyfriend of one of the Ateez members came with its perks and it’s downsides. A good thing about being Seonghwas girlfriend is that he always cared for you. He would cook for you, hug and cuddle you whenever needed, and protect you from the members if they start picking at you just to see you flustered or annoyed. There were only two downsides to dating him. First, his tour and all the appointments he had made it hard to see him regularly. And second, you saw San way too often. Or at least as first it was. Seonghwa knew about your little obsession with San, and he knew San was obsessed with your cuteness too. But even though he knew, he would let you two cuddle up for movie nights and letting you guys do whatever you wanted to. The other member would give him funny glances every now and then but wouldn’t comment on it. Because the only thing they knew was that Seonghwa was protective of you and would get jealous very easily, what he would show whenever someone on the street would stare at you. What they didn’t knew was, that San belonged to you two.
It was a movie night in the dorm. So, you were cuddled under a blanket, squished in between Seonghwa and San. Leaning on Seonghwa and holding Sans hand under the blanket so the guys couldn’t see. It seems that Seonghwa was bored though after watching the movie for a while. His arm that he had around you sneaked downwards until he found yours and Sans joined hands. You looked up at him, wondering what he was doing when he was tapping San’s hand to make him let go of you. Seonghwa pulled San closer to you two, bending behind your back to whisper something in his ear. When you looked at San now instead of your boyfriend to see what was going on you were greeted with a smirk, all soft features in his eyes gone. You know he could see the small panic in your eyes when his hand sneaked his way on your thigh. How should you focus on the movie now? “What’s the matter princess?”, Seonghwa leaned close and whispered in your ear, “Can you stay quiet while I let San play with you?” Suddenly you regret sharing a blanket with San and not Seonghwa, but you nod anyway as a hand wandered slowly further up your thigh until it reached your panties.
Summary: You and San were dating since years, no one ever found out, besides the member of course. But now you had been caught out on a date, luckily your face was too blurry to be recognized, sadly the face of your boyfriend wasn’t. So kq decided that some of the group should start fake dating to split the attention. But they decided for you to fake date Wooyoung, since you were just another employee. What to do now?
Introduction | pt.1 | pt.2 | pt.3 | pt.4
The day went on relaxing for you and Wooyoung. The company was nice to extend the hour into the rest of the day with the reasoning that the other four members were practicing excellent enough for the eight of them. So naturally, since you knew the guys and the girls too because they work with you, you asked Wooyoung if he wanted to ask them to go out and grab some dinner all together.
But instead of going all out, because most of them didn’t feel confident enough yet, you decided that Wooyoung and you should go out and grab some food and bring it back to the company with you. When you got close to the company doors you two stopped and looked at each other. You could both see in each other’s eyes, that you weren’t ready for what was to come. But when Wooyoung holds out his hand in a silent question you smiled at him, taking the hand and intertwining your fingers. As you turn for the door and head out together no one of you noticed San standing in the hallway, watching you two go out hand in hand.
It was evening when you went to the dorm with the four boys after they pledged their goodbyes to the girls. You decided to go with them to see San and spend the rest of your evening there relaxing, chatting and laughing.
Yunho entered first with Yeosang. Their laughter filling the small entrance, spilling to the living room where the others were sitting enjoying some later dinner. Jongho, Wooyoung and you were coming after them. You are tumbling over and leaning on Wooyoung for support after a really bad joke he just made.
“Woo, nooo, just n-“
Your breath left you when you were pulled, almost yanked into someone’s chest. But you relaxed as soon as you recognize Sans smell.
“Sanie~”
“I missed you, sunshine.”, he interrupted you and if possible, he was trying to hold you even tighter.
You slightly tap his waist, trying to get his attention. “San. I can’t breathe.”
What you couldn’t see was San glaring at Wooyoung over your shoulder and the younger taking a step back, even holding his hands up slightly.
San lets you go, his hands going to your lower back while he smiles the gentlest smile at you.
“I’m sorry princess.”, giving you a forehead kiss he continues as he turns you slightly and leading you to the living room, his hands still on you, “It was just a long day.”
He pulls you to the couch, sitting down and pulling you on his lap. You were used to his possessive manners after a hard day, so you just smiled and locking your arms behind his neck while greeting the other guys in the room.
“That was a quite spectacular day, don’t you think?”, Seonghwa asks, smiling and winking at you.
You groan, throwing daggers with your eyes at the tall boy on the other side of the couch. “Don’t even get me started. Do you know how it felt having the manager come up to me? I thought I was done for it. It was horrible.”, the words just seem to spill out of you.
“Really? You seemed to enjoy yourself going out with Wooyoung.”, Mingi said while looking at the phone in his hands, probably not even realizing what he just implied.
The air in the room suddenly felt too thick and you could fell San starting to tense up under you. “So that’s what his behavior is about.”, you think.
You lean in close to him, even though you know this might be a bad idea you couldn’t leave a chance you tease your boyfriend. So, when you lean in his neck, close to his ear everyone was thinking you were hiding but, you actually were just whispering in his ear. “Are you jealous Sanie?”
Everything happens fast then. San getting up, you basically falling off his lap but already being pulled to the direction of his dorm room by him. You only manage to leave an apologetic smile to the boys. Only to see two of them winking at you while the others were searching for their headphones already.
This hadn’t been your plan. But you would never turn down a round of good sex to make up for your comment and the stressful day.
