Rose having an entire diary dedicated to her mother.
As much as Rose hates her mother, it's hard not to imagine the only human face she sees sexually. She tries to make up people in her head to think about while she touches herself; she even tries to think about her friends when she gets really desperate, but nothing ever works. She can only see her mother's face. Rose can't voice her frustration over this to her friends, not like she would want to anyway, but it's always nice to know someone's there to listen. So Rose created a diary that she kept underneath her bed. Maybe if she wrote everything out, they'd eventually go away. The journal held a bunch of fantasies. Her mothers head between her thighs, gagging on her moms fingers, grinding on her moms lap.. all in great detail too. But if anything, it only made her thoughts worse. Rose would often wonder what would happen if her mom found out about it. Maybe she'd finally be a good mom and lecture her about why having these thoughts is wrong... or maybe she'd tease Rose about it and come down on her. Rose liked the second thought the most. It would make her very excited.
