disclaimer: drinking, cussing, making out, alcohol involvement, baking, pure chaos (our OCs gonna knock the fires out of this one)
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"Hello, everyone. I'm ocean, and we have managed to maneuver jaha into giving us permission to decorate the black rabbit clan and put a Christmas tree into the lobby. Also doing a party in which we will make cheesecakes, do baking, and drink ourselves out♡ so let's enjoy ourselves. and also...for my friend. I will be inviting mongrang over to turn this party up."
"The shit dog?"
jaha spoke, interrupting his drinking session in the back. He dismounted his mouth off the glass.
"Yes. The shit dog. we want this party to be memorable, so let's invite the pervert demon over for this. and did you mentioned that you missed him?"
"NO?? I don't miss his flirting ass. I was looking forward to beating his ass when I saw him again. especially when I catch him flirting with hongshin and the maids in my clan." I ate a cupcake from a small table, and I put something on jaha's table when I went to go get yeri, sky, and seagull.
"...what did you give me?"
"Something that is used for a special occasion for you and mongrang later. I will set you up for a little conversation with him. don't stab me in the heart for giving you time to talk to the pervert demon. He isn't that bad. so come on♡" his deep voice scoffed in disgust when drips of the alcohol went to some of his face. it was the nightsky filled with stars. as I walked to the courtyard.
"Ooo.. wonder what they are gonna bring." I open the door to see three amazing people, yeri wearing antlers.
"Wassup..where is my baby mongrang!"
"He isn't here yet. But I'm planning on putting mongrang and jaha in a room together." Seagull looked around, seeing pretty chinese decor all over the clan. even the grounds of when blood, sweats, tears, and dead skins were manifested in the concrete. jaha went outside to peak his head to see if the pervert demon was here to beat the shit out of him. but only saw me, yeri, sky, and seagull walking to the entrance to the Golden jade palace. only to see the black rabbit grounds empty with colorful decorations. he sighed in slight anger. missing a bit after how much he missed him but acted like a total tsundere to a man with many flaws of his own. mongrang was a strong man. It's powerful enough to get jaha to smell shit and back away from him enough not to get his stench on his boots. Both of them had their subordinates and their martial arts to take care of. jaha wasn't a mean man, but he's just mean to people who are enunchs.
he heard commotion in the main lobby. a greeting to mongrang whispered in his ears.
"But he wasn't in the..what the fuck?" He opened the doors to mongrang, sharing a cheesecake to yeri right in the side of the room. mongrang fed it to her so softly like it's a small relationship eating dessert in a cafe.
"Oh...jaha. you're here. I have been busy trying to eat cheesecake with this fine young lady here. want to offer to drink with me next?" he stuttered without having the ability to know what to say to his attraction. His smile had him sweat a bit. it was cocky but cunning. he held the peice of the cheesecake in such sass.
"WHAT..mhm..what are you doing here."
"This kind ladies and men invited me to this proper party. what? You don't like it? you took them in since they are pretty strong at martial arts, and that's pretty nice for me." his eyes dimmed in his anger, holding back like a child trying to resist a chocolate bar that's free.
"I DONT KNOW HOW TO BAKE."
seagull in the back, trying to bake some homemade cookies, breaking the intensive attitude around the both of them. "SEAGULL. YOU HAVE TO SET IT TO A CERTAIN TEMPERATURE."
"I ALMOST BURNT THE COOKIES."
"Here's the last bite of cheesecake, yeri." he moved his hand in a motion. feeding yeri the last bite. a smell of smoke.
"Hurry up and give me the offer. get the alcohol."
"Oh, here." Yeri handed out a leftover bottle of alcohol. It was full but wasn't drunken yet. yeri held his hands and bid him goodbye to help out with the golden jade palace not being in ruins by cookies.
mongrang stared right back at jaha to his shoulder, and then. He pushed him to a random lounge right inside the black rabbit. "What do you want to speak to me about? Offering me a drink like you got sense shit dog?"
"It has nothing to do with sense. Jaha. sit down, and I will fill up your cup." he shoved himself down onto a chair in the middle of a quiet but quite furnished lounge.
"Why did you say that about my subordinates. they aren't yours to get. Your charm isn't gonna work upon my subordinates, so chill out and stop trying to take your role to play. Or do I need to take your head and bang it on the wall?"
"Don't be like that. I was only complimenting them on their beauty and strength, especially that seagull guy. he's an interesting man. But I have to ask something about you. Why do you act the way you do? Do you like me or something?" he took a sip of his alcohol waiting for his response since jaha's only response to the shit dog is insults at every hit.
"N-no..I don't. Why do you ask?"
"O-oh, I see. I'm sure if we were a couple, you would be the type to argue with me and then want to be affectionate in the next minute. Is that true? I'm not trying to tease you or anything." jaha gulped 3 shots in the span of 10 seconds and sighed.
"I w-wouldnt. and I will advise you to get out my clan before i-"
his finger reached to his chin, and jaha's beautiful ambient eyes dimmed at this. "What are you trying to do, huh? shit dog." mongrang stared into his eyes in awe left, reminiscing about the beauty of this man and his eyes all together like a blood fruit smoothie taken from the finest establishment. he looked to the side of his handsome face. seeing some red in his face like he had some red lipstick smeared like melted ice cream.
"How about we have some more shots? I'm pretty sure you would love to. Considering how many shots you drink on a daily basis right after murder or important errands." his hand let go and put one into the white bottle, and one into the small cup. right when he was done, he reached his hand to fill the small cup into a miniature ocean of alcohol waiting to be drained.
they both drunk their shots. jaha had 4 shots, and mongrang had 2. It was like a competitive game to be drunk the fastest. But this isn't a challenge. Jaha wouldn't be one to challenge the pervert demon in that matter but only to mutilate him in every back turned against the mad demon. it was quiet. only the sounds of human social interaction, cooking, and eating were around their atmosphere of no sound.
"Hey shit dog."
"Why do you keep calling me that?" their eyes shot aura like a blast of attempted intimidation.
"I was trying to ask about your ice arts? There is no need to lose your handsome facade to me."
"The fuck you mean to me?" He saw jaha drink a shot again in such a aggressive way. Like he was getting anxiety or anger in this entire conflicted conversation. The mad demon is not one to drink so much in one conversation. he isn't the nervous one.
"It's nothing mongrang. I don't need to explain myself to you. I need to know about your ice arts more. or how you feel the irritating need to stare at a women's ass and then you feel better about yourself again when I beat you in my qi again and again."
"Why do you argue with me? and my ice arts can't be shared with someone like you. You are already powerful in martial arts enough, so why should I have to share about it?" jaha's hand grew veins, and then cracks of the white bottle start to grow.
"Did you just take my bottle-"
"Look. I don't involve myself in your flirtatious bullshit and some martial arts bullshit you have going on in your head. But I don't know how to feel about what I have been feeling this past week. I don't know if it's a stump or I'm going through something mentally, but I'm just...irritated. ocean put me up to this, and I don't want to kill her because of it."
mongrang spoke in a tone almost like he worried about the mad demon. "So basically..whatever this feeling is..got you in a stump?"
"Yes. I want to stop talking about so just continue drinking shit dog."
"I'm getting used to that word at this point."
"Then dont." he sighed with his breath, having written details on it, shaky, tired, exhausted, nearly drunk. they drank shots to the point of when they were on the floor with their brains bubbling like soda. mongrang's eyes are half closed, and blood-shot, jaha's head, was on the bed with his eye-bags showing itself off.
the party was quiet. it was 2am in the morning. everyone is high. The only people awake in the palace were mongrang and jaha, the moonlight shined on jaha's glossy hair when some of his body decided to move upon the boss battle of the alcohol gushing in his system.. "mongrang."
he responded with a "hm" to excuse his exhaustion.
"ah...fuck..nevermind. I'm so damn tired right now. and I have a headache..just need..some...rest." he looked right at his face covered in the carpet in a drunken flirty expression. "Want me to help with that?
"??? I'm not in the mood for your games.. Don't do this right now. I'm gonna pass out." mongrang raised himself out of his seat. his walking being disproportionate and groggy because of the mess in his brain, he heard his footsteps right away as his vision started to blur. "What...what are you doing. asshole. "
he picked up his face, only to see a drunken mess. "Oh, so you finally did call me shit dog? alright, that's new."
"Look, I don't have time for your -" his lips reached to his own, jaha's eyes lit up in a shocked state but slowly closed in acceptance to his incompetent flirting and strategic ways to get men and women in the grasp of his hands. mongrang's hand moved up and down to his body, enjoying in slightly lustful ways.
mongrang opened his eyes to see something he had never seen before once he pulled out from the paused kiss.
he was sweating, red like a rose, messy hair, eyes like he been fucked before by someone he likes but be scrubbed away by the alcohol, the moonlight had boost his entire messy appearance of being hot but clinically insane.
"You won't get away with this shit dog. and i have my own methods of killing people in different ways." jaha broke his hair tie to see his hair gush out like water in front of the moonlight. he gave into his flirting right when he felt his soft lips arrive against his.
He couldn't resist jaha at this point.
he continued this kiss without a rewind to how his feelings were trivial and an unknown force to his emotions. Like wind in the air to fire. getting blown away to nothing but drunken love and lust at this very moment, jaha was asking for it. when he let out the black abyss of hair, he got shoved into a ponytail. mongrang got sexually sneaky with it. his hands claimed to "move on their own" and then shoved him to a wall to deep this intimidating and intimate kiss.
he then heard a little sound right when the kiss deepened in the caverns of his mouth. mongrang tasted alcohol, and he tasted dumplings, he tasted...amazing. he moaned so small, thinking that mongrang wouldn't notice since he's dumb. mongrang then shoved him to the bed so abruptly. pausing the kiss once again like a video game.
"Hic..ahh..you..ngg..asshole. I will..kill you."
"Hmph. Threats and now no weapon to wield against me... just let me enjoy this moment with you." he slowly slid his tongue into his mouth and went to attack his mouth like a battle between masters. jaha fought back in domination, but no luck against the pervert demon's mastery of tongues. he lost. what an unfortunate state he's in. down in the middle of the battlefield with pools of blood around him. how tragic. he went mongrang's body, Had a perfectly build body to match women and their legs down upon his cock.
he slid his hands up to press his hands onto his back, sliding up and down to enjoy the battle of the tongues in their mouth, mongrang then dismounted, seeing strings of saliva right at the lips of both of their mouths. "Uggg. You are insufferable. I didn't see you doing this to men instead of women."
"You think I only do this only to women?"
"What?" mongrang slowly raised his body down and kissed his abs/lower body down as a fragment of a skin tattoo. he caressed his thighs while his handling of the mad demon is doing work. he looked in lust as if he knew how to do then and how he knew how to work jaha to being a wet dog to him.
jaha covered his mouth to cease his urge to moan at the feeling of his soft lips pressing on his body. It felt like heaven to him, his mind going swirls and dystopian illusions at this. "
Do you like what I'm doing to you, madman? do you like that? I ease your insanity but put you down in my state about how I feel about you.. to be honest. I feel the same way since I was oblivious on purpose. I was pretending that I dont like you on purpose. doesn't it feel good to let out your truest feelings? Doesn't it feel good to let out that "mentally" issue up to me?" he laid his soft kisses right up to his face. jaha did know what to say, but he's holding back every urge to tug him and rip him apart in the death dungeon of sex.
"i..I guess. Don't do too much. Otherwise, I would end up looking like a mess in the morning before breakfast." he felt his soft breathing down his neck like a soft asmr wind. "I can't promise that."
his fangs went to his face, putting little nips and small bites on his neck, not enough to leave a mark. he couldn't hold back anymore since holding back his urge with drive him insane. he moaned in lust. giving him all the chances he can get with jaha at any time, at any day, and at any moment, it was all let out like a breath of fresh air. mongrang pressed his body onto jaha to taste him more on the flavor of his body. mongrang bite deeply. not caring about the consequences of getting jaha caught with bite marks across his neck in meetings or interactions.
"AH- HEY!-"
"shhhhh....calm down..please let me do this." he bit even more onto his neck until his neck turned light pink at the pain, jaha slightly winced but sighed at the pain.
he bit even harder, and some blood came out of jaha right at that second. It wasn't an accident. It was on purpose. he pulled away from him to see some of his blood staining the silk plastered bed. "it's about time I needed this." mongrang put some kisses on his neck to top it off as the final performance ending in such an enjoyable start and end.
"I don't need to end. We can continue this until someone catches us wondering where you are as a master."
"ARE YOU SERIOUS? MONGRANG AH -" he pushed open his legs, bumping his head against the wall, mongrang sighed in his shaky breathing and put down his pants, to see his veiny cock waiting on a madman to pounce and dominate "jaha.. instead of being the dominant one in every relationship in this world. I will take the award to be the first to dominate you down."
"Oh..fine. do want you want.. just do it."
(about to ruin mongrangjaha shipper's lives here😭)
⬦ info; mongjaha, established relationship, voyeurism, first time, thigh riding, dry humping, masturbation, nipple play, v v consensual, clothed sex, jaha has an oral fixation confirmed, demisexual jaha???
⬦ wc; 3k
Like most things in life, Jaha has absolutely no idea how he got himself into this position.
It started with drinks before Mongrang concluded that his lap was too empty and decided to haul the ravenette onto it. Just like that, Jaha's entire focus on the conversation had faded into oblivion. Somehow, Jaha has learnt to adjust to the physical affection Mongrang needs in a relationship.
In the beginning, when Jaha was still getting used to the flurry of moths scattered in the pits of his belly whenever Mongrang so much as came into his field of vision, even the slightest of touches like the brush of his knuckle against his cheek would make his skin buzz with electricity so bright it was blinding. Even now, as Mongrang's hand travels up and down his back, goosebumps erupt all over the pores of his skin and sitting comfortably is no longer an option.
Giving up on listening to whatever petulant story Mongrang was recounting, Jaha sighed in annoyance, and turned around, straddling Mongrang's thighs.
"You're annoying." Jaha spits without the usual malice. It comes out softer than he wants it to, which makes it a little humiliating — who knew two months of being in a committed relationship would water him down into this softie figure.
"You're enjoying it." Mongrang states.
Jaha doesn't argue. It's hard to do so when Mongrang's right. The other's hands grip his waist, and Jaha has to inhale sharply to hide the hitch in his breath. The other notices anyway, if the smirk on his lips is anything to go by. "Like what you see?"
"Shut up." Jaha narrows his eyes, putting on his best act of annoyance. Inside, though, Jaha's somewhat glad that getting into a relationship with a man — Mongrang, of all people — didn't change much between them.
The brunet laughs, reaching up to cup Jaha's face. Jaha relaxes in his hold, even allowing himself to lean into the warmth of his palm. After a moment or two, he begins eyeing Mongrang's lips intensely, trying to telepathically convey to him that he would very much like Mongrang to kiss him.
It's still hard to initiate sometimes. It's not so much his pride as it is his fear of rejection, which is ridiculous considering they've been in a relationship for weeks; Jaha shouldn't still be this fearful, for lack of a better word.
Mongrang gets the hint, though. He smiles sweetly as he tilts Jaha's face downwards and presses his lips against his. The ravenette reciprocates embarrassingly quickly, pushing himself forward as he places his hands on Mongrang's shoulders to stabilize himself.
The other prods his tongue against his bottom lip, and Jaha understands the unspoken invitation of prying open his lips and he allows the entrance. He sighs against his lips, hands languidly travelling up to leave his imprints on the back of Mongrang's neck.
Honestly, Jaha's seen so many people kiss in his lifetime, and yet he never understood why people were so adamant about it. Now he understands. It should be a crime for something like pressing lips against lips, and tongues against tongues to feel this good.
It doesn't take long for the kiss to get heated; it never did with them. Jaha tugs on the strands of hair on the back of Mongrang's neck and presses himself closer, desperate heat flushing his body red. The other reciprocates the energy, tugging at his waist to pull Jaha closer. It wouldn't have been a problem if Jaha wasn't painfully sensitive. He lets out a tiny sound against Mongrang's lips, halfway between a moan and a groan.
Mongrang pulls away, laughter already dancing across his lips. Jaha knows he must look completely ragged — from a simple make-out session, no less. Before Mongrang can pull away completely, Jaha leans his head on his shoulder and pants against it, lips fluttering over the other man's skin.
"Look at you blushing like a virgin." Mongrang coos mockingly, as he usually does. Now, in the general run of things, this would prompt some crude remark from Jaha, but he stays silent today, merely shifting slightly on Mongrang's lap to take the pressure off of his crotch. The brunet pauses in where he's running his hands along Jaha's sides. "Are you actually?"
Jaha shuts his eyes, letting a defeated breath escape his mouth. "So what?"
It's not something Jaha likes discussing with people. He's spent his life (both of them, actually) completely unperturbed by anyone. He's never felt even an inch of romance or sexual desire towards anyone, and none was felt back towards him. Not even when he was still a teenager working at the inn, but even then, he was far too puerile to think about sexual attraction.
He'd assumed he'd go his entire life without finding someone, but it was not until Mongrang had sauntered into his life with his chin up and cocky attitude that Jaha felt some sort of romantic attraction for the first time.
"I just thought since you were so…" Mongrang trails off, and Jaha presses his lips together.
"Well, I've never liked anyone before." Jaha grumbles. "Not before you. And I don't do things I don't like to do."
"Is that why you never brought up sex?"
"You've never brought it up either." Jaha points out.
"I knew this was your first relationship." Mongrang begins and pokes Jaha's hip. The ravenette exhales into Mongrang's shoulder and pushes his face further into it. "I didn't want to pressure you into doing anything you didn't want to."
Now that makes Jaha stiffen up just a little. Mongrang's been surprisingly attentive, and sweet at times since they started dating, but this... this caught him slightly off guard. Irritatingly cute was what they were together — all cuddled up like this. It made Jaha's heart flutter in that annoying way that only fondness could do. Not that he'd ever admit it out loud — no fucking way.
Thus, he prompted to pull back with a soft scowl on his face, but the other didn't humour him, holding him in place by his waist. "Come on now, don't run away."
"You're annoying." Jaha reiterates.
"We already established that you enjoy it."
Jaha holds back an eye-roll. "Well, you're wrong."
Jaha expects some sort of retort to come out of Mongrang's mouth, but all the other does is frown slightly, his hands moving up Jaha's sides in slow motion. His voice is quiet when he speaks. "Does it scare you or something?"
It sounds mocking, but Jaha knows that somewhere in between the letters, Mongrang is sincerely curious. Jaha shifts closer to him, allowing his entire body's weight to fall back on top of him.
"I just don't understand intimacy." Jaha says plainly. He expects Mongrang to laugh, to make fun of him or something of the sort but he continues to remain silent, focused, merely resuming the reassuring circles he was tracing on his back. "It's probably too late to start understanding it now, anyway."
"No, it isn't." Mongrang reassures. "You're with me, and you took the courage to tell me you like me. You're already doing it, don't you see?"
"That's only a small part of it." Jaha mutters.
"Yeah, well, we all start somewhere, right? No need to rush. You can't suddenly acquire all the skills of being a good boyfriend." Mongrang says before pausing. "Doesn't apply to me though, I'm perfect."
"You're horrifying." Jaha deadpans. He then resumes his position of hiding in Mongrang's neck. Absentmindedly, he plays with the fabric of the man's clothes. "Can we try doing it?"
Mongrang smiles, unbeknownst to Jaha. "Doing what?"
The ravenette stays silent for a moment, gathering his wits to answer properly. "Sex, or something."
Mongrang practically beams at this. "Of course."
Jaha exhales. "How do we even start?"
"Getting demotivated already?" Mongrang asks. In turn, Jaha grits his teeth in annoyance. Outside the room, there's chatter. The noise calms him down somewhat, having to sit in silence while having this conversation would have been humiliating.
"I'm not, I just don't know."
There's a momentary silence between them.
"Wanna try something?" Mongrang asks. The tone of his voice sends a shiver down Jaha's spine.
"Depends." He whispers. Mongrang grins before he's cupping the other's face and kissing his lips all at once. Jaha makes a sound at the back of his throat when Mongrang licks into his mouth. He breathes into the warm area, head spinning with unfamiliar desire. Blood rushes south so quickly that he's afraid he'll pass out.
Mongrang pulls away and a string of saliva connects their mouths. "How do you usually jerk off?"
"What?" Jaha asks, appalled at the question, and though his voice comes out as harsh, it's lacking its usual bite. He's far too taken aback and kissed out to appear threatening.
"How do you usually jerk off?" Mongrang repeats. Jaha bites his lip. Oddly, he trusts the other man with this information.
"I don't like touching myself." Jaha says slowly. The other nods, like there's nothing wrong with that. It makes him feel normal; it's nice. "It feels a bit wrong to touch myself. So usually, if I want to get off, I just…" He pauses. "I hump a pillow."
Mongrang is silent for a moment before he's surging forward to kiss Jaha again. He groans into Jaha's mouth and doesn't even flinch when their teeth knock together from the force. The kiss is so brutish that Jaha almost feels embarrassed to be taking part in it. Almost.
The next time they separate, Mongrang whispers against his lips. "That's so fucking hot."
Jaha feels his ears get hot.
"Wanna do something similar?" Mongrang asks. "You can hump my thigh."
Jaha opens his mouth before closing it again. His breath hitches and all he's capable of doing is nodding his head.
Usually (which isn't even that often at all), when Jaha is jerking off, all he really thinks about is Mongrang anyway. This was like, a nice extension. It wasn't anything too intense either. Maybe Mongrang was a genius after all — he wasn't all just talk.
Mongrang shuffles to the side to allow Jaha to straddle just one thigh for easier access. What he wasn't prepared for, however, was Mongrang hitching his knee up and pressing his thigh against the growing bulge on Jaha's crotch.
"Ah," Jaha lets out a quiet moan, head drooping as Mongrang continues pressing into it with his thigh, going in circles. "Wait."
Mongrang immediately stops his ministrations, his hands quickly flying to Jaha's waist to support him. "What's wrong?"
"Can you…" Jaha lifts his head, looking down at Mongrang's lips. The brunet doesn't hesitate, quickly reaching over to connect their lips. Jaha sighs into his mouth, feeling much more in the zone when he's busy making out with Mongrang like this.
Subconsciously, perhaps his desire had finally gotten too much because his hips moved of their own accord, and he ground down onto Mongrang's thigh, a moan escaping his lips directly after the action. It was good. Mongrang's thigh was hard and stable, unlike Jaha's pillow, and the warmth radiating from him was so human. It was slightly terrifying, but the pleasure cancelled it out, and soon, Jaha was simply humping down onto Mongrang's thigh like a dog in heat, with noises spilling out from his lips every few seconds.
The kiss turns sloppy as Jaha fails to keep the noises suppressed in his throat. The pressure against his clothed dick was so wildly hot. It rose up in waves, and his toes curled with the pleasure. He pants into Mongrang's mouth, sweat forming in beads at the back of his neck.
"I'm going to touch you, okay?" Mongrang asks when they break apart, and Jaha nods in response, the words barely registering in his head through the haze of pleasure. It's only when Mongrang's cold fingertips pinch the buds of his nipples that he whines, effectively pulling away from their kiss. Mongrang, encouraged by the response, immediately drags Jaha's shirt up until it's above his nipples before diving underneath it enthusiastically to wrap his lips around one of the buds.
"Fuck, fuck- Mongrang." Jaha pants, moans spilling from his lips as the movement of his hips turns erratic. Heat flows downwards, rippling through his entire body until all he can do is throw his head back as his body trembles.
"Mongrang..." Jaha warns before he's cumming into his boxers, whines following suit. He pants and squirms, tugging at the other to leave his sensitive chest alone before he starts shaking like a leaf.
Mongrang gives his nipples one final lick before he emerges and faces Jaha. He licks his lips as his eyes travel all over Jaha's face. "Did you come?"
"No fucking shit." Jaha groans, feeling the stickiness inside his pants. It isn't pleasant, but Jaha would argue it was worth it.
"Aw, you were so cute just before. Now that you've gotten what you want out of me, you're just going to return to being your usual grumpy self?" Mongrang asks, tilting his head innocently — the act would've been slightly more believable if his hair wasn't tousled in every direction and if his lips weren't slick with spit.
"Shut it." Jaha murmurs before pausing, settling on Mongrang's lap. "You haven't come."
"Very considerate of you to notice that," Mongrang nods, speaking sarcastically. Jaha purses his lips as he eyes the bulge in the other's pants.
"You don't have to help if you don't want to." Mongrang says quietly. Jaha presses his lips together, hating that Mongrang can read him this well. It's not that he doesn't want to; it's just that he already has trouble with touching his own dick; he isn't so arrogant as to think that he can jerk someone else off. "I can take care of it in the shower."
"You can do it here instead." Jaha blurts out before he can stop himself. "I wanna watch."
Mongrang's mouth opens, and he's left gaping like a fish for a long second. "For real?"
"I mean, if you're so reluctant, then—"
"No — of course I'll do it." Mongrang says quickly, his tone amused, but there is urgency in his movements as if he's afraid that Jaha will go back on his words. And that just goes to show how well Mongrang knows him because Jaha would've likely retracted his suggestion if Mongrang didn't go along with it immediately.
He hooks his fingers under the waistband and swiftly pulls his pants down just enough to be able to take out his cock. Jaha watches his fingers as they pull out his length. He's always had a peculiar obsession with Mongrang's hands. But he couldn't be blamed, not when they were so long, skinny, and bigger than Jaha's.
Jaha stiffens up just a little when Mongrang scoops up some of the pre and lathers it up over his dick as lube. His jaw falls open ever so slightly, and he watches as Mongrang plays with himself, his strokes long and thorough, as if he's savouring it.
His dick looks objectively nice, like a dick — Jaha doesn't really know what else to compare it with. Mongrang moans, a soft sound that spills from his lips when he twists his wrist in a particular way. Jaha doesn't even realise he's staring so hard until he finally lifts his head up to look the other in the eye.
To his surprise, Mongrang wasn't even looking down in the first place, he'd been staring at Jaha the whole, entire time. The back of Jaha's neck flushes, discomfited that he'd been caught watching the other so intensely, but it's hard not to be mesmerised when he's so pretty.
"Do you want me to do anything?" Jaha asks, and Mongrang groans, shutting his eyes and letting his head fall back.
"No, just sit there, okay?" The brunet says as his hand speeds up. He inhales sharply before his eyes fly open again, and he's making eye contact with Jaha. Unable to handle the pressure of his stare, Jaha turns to look down at where Mongrang's still pumping his cock, now moving faster. He thinks he's aware of when Mongrang starts becoming close because his stomach starts to tighten, and the moans that spill out from his mouth increase in volume. His hips thrust upwards, but the movement is restrained from where Jaha is still straddling his lap.
It makes heat rise up Jaha's body as desire boils in his lower belly. Restless, Jaha shifts in his seat.
"Jaha..." Mongrang gasps. The ravenette looks at the other, biting his lip at the bright red face that he's greeted with. "Jaha, ngh, coming—"
Jaha feels his mouth go dry at the words, quickly darting his eyes down just in time to see Mongrang's abdomen tighten and then loosen before white spurts of cum spill onto his abs.
"Oh." Jaha breathes. Reaching out slowly, he touches Mongrang's cum and spreads it over his skin. He doesn't get far before Mongrang grabs his wrist.
"Don't." Mongrang warns. "I'll get hard again."
Jaha purses his lips, nodding his head obediently and retracting his hand.
"Looks like someone else is hard, too." Mongrang says teasingly. The dark look in his eyes has vanished, and Jaha scoffs. He pushes himself off of the man.
"You're imagining it." Jaha mutters.
"Uh-huh." Mongarng nods, unconvinced.
Jaha ignores him. "I'm going to take a shower." He tells him.
"Mm." Mongrang hums. "Can I join you?"
Jaha doesn't answer, merely moving towards the bathroom. Mongrang follows anyway.
"Was it okay?" The brunet asks, voice much softer now, no trace of teasing.
Jaha ponders it for a moment.
"Yeah." He finally says. "Better than okay, I think."
Mongrang laughs behind him. "Finally ready to admit that maybe I am the perfect boyfriend?" He asks as he reaches out to grab ahold of Jaha's waist.
The other rolls his eyes, but he doesn't push Mongrang away. In fact, he leans into the touch.
⬦ info; mongjaha, panic attacks, ballroom dancing, pining, mongrang is a mess (also touch averse), no beta we die like byung gu, skytsui is mentioned (implied yerisky).
⬦ wc; 6.4k
The Jade Flower Palace's event planners have really outdone themselves this time, and Mongrang hates them for it. He's having the worst night he's had in weeks and it's all their fault.
In reality, it's not their fault at all. But the people who forced him into this were not here right now, so he had to get someone, anyone, to blame.
The Jade Flower Palace has a rule. Well, it has a lot of rules, but the one that is currently screwing him over is this:
Jade Flower Palace Code of Conduct V. 4:
Section C, Article 4
For significant palace social events* with over 150 members of the general public - there must be at least two (2) Martial Masters present.
*See appendix [ii.x] for extended event criteria.
Unfortunately, the event that Mongrang is currently wasting away at meets all the said criteria… He checked. It's the day of the Dongzhi Festival, which means it's cold as fuck, dark as fuck, and everyone's stressed as fuck. He just wishes he was home, curled under a blanket by a dying fire, some lovely woman's hands rubbing soothing circles into his back. He sincerely hopes that the people who wrote the Code of Conduct trip into a ditch.
The palace's main ballroom has been made to resemble a frozen forest; done up in silvers and blues and glittering tinsel. The servants have done a spectacular job of it. Various crystal trees dot the space, carved from rare silver ore, and embedded with glittering gemstones. The centerpiece is a magnificent fir tree, carved completely from ice. It's almost tall enough to scrape the golden dome at the room's centre; the key word being: almost. Nothing can be tall enough to reach the cupola. That's another rule.
The lower ceiling is intended to emulate the night sky. The dark shimmery fabric has been draped from the upper balconies and crisscrosses the room, forming a perfect backdrop for the tens of thousands of twirling snowflakes. They don't melt, don't fall, only twinkle in place like baby stars, casting dappled light over the crowd.
It's truly a dazzling display.
Mongrang would like nothing more than to be able to fully immerse himself in the beauty of it all, but alas, the reality of his situation is far too damning.
Mongrang usually tries to make himself scarce for these events. He doesn't harbour a particular dislike for galas in general. But it was more of an issue with the attendees. From the moment he began avenging Byung Gu's death, an entire host of their nation's elite decided that he was the Jade Flower Palace's most eligible bachelor. They've been going out of their way ever since. Hoping to win his hand for their daughters.
And sure, while Mongrang loved to indulge in hedonism, these particular high-class women were not to his tastes. (He'd like to add that he means personality-wise.)
It's not that he doesn't understand their reasoning; He's young, physically attractive, influential, and wealthy. Marrying someone from within the Mong family would give any family a lot of influence.
Has he mentioned that he's by far the best choice out of the Mong family? Yeah. You'd have to be severely desperate to go after anyone else from his lineage.
Now, just because Mongrang is the best choice, doesn't make him a good one. To be honest, the entire situation is a little sad. He's been introduced to hundreds of young women, and been wined and dined across all of the land. But he forgets their names, faces, and stories almost immediately; all blurring together into a mass of unrecognizable bodies.
Most of the women tend to swoon over him, in awe of his power, status, and other arbitrary nonsense. Some are a little scared, nervous that they'll fuck up and invoke the Jade Flower Palace's wrath. It doesn't really bother him. He, in theory, could reassure them that they'll be okay after his inevitable rejection, but he doesn't particularly care enough to ease their fears.
Hey. If the entire family decides to sleep with pocket knives under their pillows for the rest of their lives, who is he to stop them? Not that that would make any difference in the grand scheme of things, anyway. Besides, if he were planning to put a hit on them, they'd already be dead.
Sometimes - people simply forget to use their brains.
Honestly, they truly needn't fret. He's not interested in any of that. He's got bigger things to think about. Like how he feels like he's carrying the entire world on his shoulders, how he's unprepared to be the next cult leader, and how the Mong family abhors him.
Mongrang is currently (trapped in) making polite conversation with a young lady. She's quite pretty, if not a little obnoxious. Her name is Skylar if he remembers correctly; the subordinate of some sect whose name continues to escape him. Skylar is clearly not interested in him, well, not in that way, anyway. From the moment they were forced into this social interaction, she’s been (not so) subtly stealing glances at one of the entertainers stationed at the Northern doors.
Mongrang decides to put her out of her misery.
"I see that someone's caught your eye." He notes, voice only a touch above the steady playing of the orchestra. Her sect leader isn't nearby, probably engrossed in some conversation with another old man with avaricious hands and a giant stick up his ass. Mongrang nods his head in the direction of the entertainer. Skylar stiffens up, eyes widening.
Mongrang gives her a gentle smile. The kind he reserves for the civilians (especially the women (mostly the women)). The kind he practices in the mirror every day so he can come across as more than an empty shell of a person.
"Her name is Yerenica." He whispers. Tension drains from her shoulders. "She has one last performance left. Find her afterwards and ask her to dance." He suggests.
"But—"
"Don't worry about your sect leader."
He could easily have whatever sect leader she was under distracted for a couple hours. Slip a sleeping drug into his drink. Have an escort give him some extra attention. Lock him outside in the gardens. Hell, he could have his body dumped in a ditch somewhere if it'd make Skylar's life easier.
"Mongrang, if I may ask." She pulls him from his scheming. Her eyebrows are furrowed in concentration, trying to find the right words.
He nods. "Yes?"
"Are you... like me?"
Oh.
He pauses. No one's ever asked him that before.
He really doesn't know, and even if he did, he probably couldn't tell her. But his thoughtful silence seems to speak for him. Skylar smiles, like she knows something he doesn't. It's her first real smile of the night.
"You are kind."
He doesn't say anything in parting, and she slips away into the crowd. He wishes to tell her that he is not, and will never be kind, but he is almost certain that she already knows.
He digs his nails into his palm repeatedly - a nervous tick that he has been trying to get rid of for years. Many of his siblings have told him that it's unbecoming.
He can't help but stifle a scowl at the thought. Perhaps he should return to the bar. After all, he's far too sober to be here right now.
He makes his way over, narrowly avoiding tripping over the most inconveniently placed decorative bush he's ever encountered. He's been acting far too clumsy tonight. He's about to order however many shots of alcohol from the east he can reasonably knock back in one go when a distinctive, shrill voice breaks his concentration.
"Mongrang!" His blood goes cold. He knows that voice. He hates that voice. "Would you care to join us at our table?"
This particular girl has been a resident thorn in his side for the past year. She's wearing an ugly olive green hanfu. It clashes horribly with her skin. It has far too many gems, frills, and ornaments. Mongrang thinks it makes her look like a toad. Why did she insist on always wearing that hideous shade?
Her name is Mi-Cha or Mi-Hi or Yoo-Mi or something along those lines. He knows, for a fact, it has a Mi in it, but that's about it. He would ask her again, but he doesn't really want to use any of his already limited brain power to remember it.
"Of course! It would be my pleasure." He says, forcing his face into a familiar false smile. Be nice Mongrang. Be gracious. Smile. Show teeth. They're all watching you.
They walk to the table. The girl hanging off his arm like a noose around his neck.
He really wouldn't be that upset about the invitation if it weren't for the fact that he hates these people. He honestly wouldn't mind sitting down for a bit, but this woman and her father have been harassing him for half a year. He should've known they'd be here.
The girl, Mi-Cha, is delusional. There is simply no other explanation. She thinks he's in love with her. Unable to see that his compliments are surface level, his smile is fake, and his politeness is obligatory. Her father is the same kind of delusional. Mongrang can't stand people like him. People who are drunk on money, power, and social status.
Everyone at the table is delighted to make the acquaintance of a member of the Mong family, and if he has to feign interest in another person's narcissistic business venture one more time, it might just kill him, or them, depending on how well he can keep himself in check. This is why, for the past two years, his eldest brother has been effectively banned from these gatherings. You kill one party guest and suddenly you're benched. Hey. Now that Mongrang thinks about it. His brother might be onto something.
Right now, Mongrang is in Purgatory, sandwiched between the desperate duo. The father is to his right, talking to some other old fool about embezzling taxpayer gold or whatever people do nowadays to make their millions.
Yoo-Mi, yeah, that's definitely her name, sits to his left. She's exceedingly boring. She has the personality of a paper bag and talks in a high-pitched monotone voice that somehow manages to both be incredibly quiet and exceptionally irritating. Mongrang has to strain to hear her over the music. It's quickly starting to lull him to sleep, and if he has to listen to another story about her entirely unremarkable time at a Western boarding school he's going to throw up.
Furthermore, she's a horrible person.
She is mean to servants, rude to the palace staff, and is genuinely a bitch to everyone she deems lower than herself. He had to bite his tongue as she happily rattled off a story about how one of her handmaidens had accidentally shattered her favourite mirror, so she had the poor woman beaten until she bled.
She spends an absurd amount of time talking openly about the plague of poor people. How they're "leeching off" the nation's resources, and using the money of respectable taxpayers to avoid getting jobs.
On top of it all, she's incredibly handsy. Right now, she's using his arm as a makeshift pillow, leaning closer by the minute. It makes him want to peel his skin off. A little-known fact about Mongrang is that he loathes being touched without permission. Growing up being treated the way he was in the Mong family made everything feel wrong. Every little bit of contact burned if he did not initiate it himself.
It's not like he can make his preference known. Oh, how people would talk if they knew the great Mongrang is touch averse.
Just deal with it, the night's almost over.
Mi-Hi tightens her grip on his arm, and he cannot help the gooseflesh that crawls up the limb. His stomach rolls. He needs better company and fast before he loses his shit and does something he might regret. His temper may not be as short as some of his other siblings, but he's not exactly known for being patient.
There has to be someone else here he knows. One of his servants? An old sparring partner? Or better yet, the second Martial Master that had to come with him for the event. There has to be another one of his siblings here. That's the rule.
It's not that Mongrang gets along particularly well with any of his other siblings. But they are excellent at repelling unwanted conversation partners. You'd have to be mad to approach a respectable Mong family member (except for him, apparently) in the first place, let alone two.
He prays it's not his eldest brother. Talking to him makes him want to pull his hair out. Honestly, listening to this wet napkin of a girl might actually be a better choice than chancing an encounter with–
"And then there was this one time when my dorm mate Cho-Hee told me the most extraordinary riddle…"
Never mind.
He scans the room, looking for another signature robe. No one on the dance floor. No one at one of the centre tables. No one mingling with the crowd. Damn, whoever is here right now might just be doing a worse job socializing than him.
"So there's a man and a horse, or was it a horse and a man?" Gods, Mi-Young! What difference does it make?
He digs his nails into his palm again, this time hard.
Turning his attention to the outskirts of the grand ballroom, he checks all of the best hiding spots. The corners, the ceiling, behind an ornamental plant, under the buffet table. Gods, he was starting to feel like a lunatic.
Unfortunately for Mongrang, no one appears to be anywhere. He racks his brain, trying to figure out where else someone could possibly be hiding.
...
No way. Was he left here all alone? He should've known his siblings would forsake him in such a manner. Thus, he groans, resigning to his fate of spending the rest of the night with Mi-Whoever.
He tilts his head up to the stained glass ceiling in prayer. Maybe the Gods will have mercy upon him? Smite him down from the heavens above?
After a second of wallowing in self-pity, he turns to look back at the people seated at the table with him, and oh... Then he sees it. Salvation. In the corner of his eye, on the third balcony. Raven-black hair (which he's always thought of as too soft-looking) tied with a red ribbon he'd recognize anywhere.
He narrows his eyes and focuses on the figure. Yes, that's definitely him leaning against the railing. He knows exactly who that is, and he's never felt more excited to see him.
"And then, Mongrang, this is the best bit: he had actually given his horse the name Friday. So that's actually the answer to the riddle—"
Everything is suddenly too loud and darkness is starting to creep into the edges of his vision, the girl's hands on him feel like ice, spiders crawl from beneath them and he needs to get them off.
A server refills his wine glass for the third time in 15 minutes and he chugs it, shrugging Mi-Sun off in the process. But before the waitress can leave, he catches her sleeve.
"Bring me two shots of the strongest shit you have." He whispers, hoping against hope that his face conveys his desperation.
"Ah, Mongrang, have I told you of the time that—" That agitating voice starts up again, and the rich girl wraps herself around him once more. He imagines taking a knife and— shit, this was getting really bad.
"Actually, make those doubles." He pleads. The servant nods, seemingly understanding his predicament, and hurries off to the bar. Five painful minutes and one elephant dart to the face of a story later, Mongrang's saviour returns with two shot glasses.
"190-proof." She whispers. And, heavens, he's never wanted to kiss a woman more.
He stands abruptly, shaking the girl off of him for a second time. Oops. Everyone at the table turns to look.
"Dearest apologies, this has been lovely. But I've got another obligation." He feigns dismay.
“Oh, Mongrang, you will come back, won't you?” Calls one of the women.
"I'll make every effort to." I will not.
He snatches the two glasses and quickly takes his leave, weaving through the sea of people to the grand staircase. His saviour still hasn't moved when he gets there. He's leaning against the railing, looking like he's contemplating throwing himself off.
"Country bumpkin!" He calls.
The raven-haired man looks at him out of the corner of his eye. Mongrang stiffens just slightly. But quickly, a smug smile makes its way upon his face when he notes an entire empty bottle of wine on the floor next to the man. This might actually work.
Mongrang holds the shot glass at arm's length, willing the other man to take it. He does. Thank the Gods.
"What's this?" Jaha asks dully, swirling the liquid around the cup. He narrows his eyes in distaste, looking between Mongrang and the glass as if they're both bugs and he's deciding which one to take a shoe to first.
"A peace offering." Mongrang shrugs.
"I guess you've finally started using your brain. " He smugly smirks, then sniffs the liquor and furrows his brows. "Shit dog, this is rubbing alcohol."
"Almost." Mongrang grins.
"Are you trying to poison me?"
"Wanna find out?" Mongrang raises his glass, and for all his posturing, Jaha does the same. They clink the shot glasses together before lifting them to their lips and knocking them back.
It's absolutely foul. Mongrang coughs and sputters, eyes threatening to bulge out of his sockets. He looks like he might puke. Though, he does hold it down. He threw a shot up once, way back in basic training, and never heard the end of it. He can't risk that again.
To his surprise, Jaha's countenance remains as nonchalant as ever. Mongrang wonders if during their time apart, Jaha lost his sense of taste, because surely no normal person would be able to down something as vile as this with such an expression on their face.
"Are you aware that people get thrown overboard for serving shit like this?" Jaha glances at Mongrang. Mongrang grins in turn, did Jaha just make a joke? "Also, I have to ask. What part of me standing alone in this corner implies that I wish to hold a conversation? Especially with the likes of you?" He just had to throw an insult in there, didn't he?
"A sense of kinship, perhaps." Mongrang gestures to the ball going on below them, specifically on the people in the crowds. "I hate these too."
The orchestra is on a break. Now, a vocal soloist has started a set. She's singing an aria, coloratura soprano voice ringing high and clear over the din of the party. Jaha seems to be enjoying it, though. Contrary to Mongrang, whose shoulders tense every time she goes above a G#.
"Maybe I don't hate these? I might be perfectly content right now." He huffs. "How did you even find me here?"
"Your hair." Mongrang smiles, as if proud of himself. Jaha makes a repulsed expression, then mumbles something that sounds suspiciously like "weirdo".
"I know you're having a shit time too, you're making that face you make when you absolutely abhor something."
"And what face is that?" He asks, genuinely curious.
"Your eyes get all hard. And then you draw your lips into a thin line. It looks like you're trying to vaporize everything and everyone in your line of sight." Mongrang describes, all the while his eyes trail over every contour of Jaha's face.
"That sounds like my usual expression."
"Well, to some. But it's different. I can tell."
"You sure pay a lot of attention to my face." Uh oh. Mongrang had not meant for the conversation to go in this direction.
"Why are you even here?" Mongrang attempts to change the subject, and wow, that did not come out right at all. He has no idea why he's tripping over his words like this in front of this country bumpkin. It's not like he's afraid of him.
Jaha seems to get what he means though, even if he furrowed his brows at Mongrang's harsh tone. He's almost never at these festivals. But It's not that he particularly dislikes them. On the contrary, he's quite fond of them. It's just that he simply has no time to attend them because everyone seems to constantly be up his ass about one thing or the other. Thus, his time is usually spent taking care of the working class and dealing with his enemies.
"I'm on a mission." He sighs, resigned. "My subordinates are here too. I'm here in case everything goes to shit."
Ah, that actually makes a lot of sense. From what Mongrang's amassed about the man is that he's always doing something. He can never just idly sit by and relax. There's always a reason for his actions. Still, though, Mongrang fails to understand just what could be so dangerous about a festival such as this?
"What about you?" Jaha unexpectedly asks, and Mongrang can't stop his face from brightening.
"Due to the palace's code of conduct. It's an obligation." Mongrang wistfully sighs. He'd truthfully rather be indulging in some wine with some pretty women.
Jaha hums in affirmation. Misery loves company. The soprano finishes her performance to the light applause of the audience. There's the scraping of chairs as the orchestra gets into place.
"You're making that face again." Mongrang says, which is a grave mistake because Jaha's expression breaks into a smirk.
"Honestly, shit dog, I'm more interested in why you've spent enough time studying my face to make that little observation." Shit. He's really dug himself into a hole here.
"I—'' Mongrang stutters, pink gathering on his cheeks. Later he'll blame the flush and the stuttering of his heart on the alcohol. Like he hasn't just been caught admitting he stares at this country bumpkin a bit more than is appropriate for their current relationship.
"Oh? Have I rendered the Great Mongrang: Lord Unable to Shut Up, speechless?" Mongrang rolls his eyes. "You can tell me. Don't be shy." Gods, is the other man usually this, for lack of a better term, flirty? He can't have been; Mongrang would've noticed. Although he supposed they never really talked much, or so he'd like to think. But somehow they always end up sharing a drink or two during every encounter.
Jaha smirks. Childish. Mongrang doesn't like how it makes his mouth go dry. Doesn't like that at all. He swallows thickly.
"You're um... well." He tries to think of a way to phrase his sentence in a way that won't dig an even bigger hole for him, but... "It'd be impossible not to stare at you." Fuck. That's arguably one of the worst things he could've said.
It's true though; Jaha is objectively handsome. Mongrang wishes he wasn't such a dick so that rich men and their daughters could fawn over him instead. He wishes he could bear at least some of the burdens of being known.
"Hmm?" Jaha croons. Mongrang can tell the other man is laughing at him. Because Jaha knows. He knows that Mongrang is watching every movement of his throat as he speaks, and tracing the contours of his jaw with his eyes. He probably thinks this is exceedingly funny, and Mongrang gets ready to be teased mercilessly for the rest of his miserable life and–
His salvation and damnation arrive in the same form: He hears them coming first. That soulless monotone, the clacking of high heels that she has no idea how to walk in, the sound of stupidity. You don’t always need to hear what somebody is saying to know it's idiotic.
Mongrang groans. "You've got to be kidding me." Walking up the stairs is the same girl he's avoiding, and this time, she has her father in tow. He pales. Mongrang tries his hardest to disappear into his robe, ignoring the static that threatens to creep into his vision.
"Shit dog?" A cold voice snaps him out of it. Oh. Mongrang forgot that he was having a conversation. Jaha glares at him, but his face is also laced with concern. Mongrang feels a twinge of guilt for dragging him into this.
"It's stupid. But you see them? 12 o'clock." He tilts his head in their direction.
"The girl in the dress that makes her look like a toad and the old man?"
"Yeah. They've been on me for months. Won't take no for an answer. She's in love with me, convinced I'm her future husband."
Jaha bursts into laughter. "You're right. That is fucking stupid. Would've thought you'd have her in your bed by now."
Mongrang frowns. He may sleep around a lot, but even he has his limits.
The orchestra is back, the music picks up, and at the same time, he accidentally locks eyes with Satan herself. She waves and starts to tug her father in their direction. Mongrang's eyes widen in horror.
"Shit. She saw me!"
"So?" Jaha is unimpressed. "What exactly is the problem here?"
"I don't want to be anywhere near her. She's the worst." Mongrang huffs, exasperated.
"Tell her to fuck off then." Jaha says - like it's easy. He raises an eyebrow. "You're a member of the Mong family. Act like one."
"I've tried. But she's so dense, and she's always all over me, and I don't know what to say, and I just–" Mongrang's heart beats fast and he feels his breathing start to pick up. This is so embarrassing.
He's so fucking itchy and he doesn't know why. He wants to tear his skin off. Or hers. Or someone's. He needs to do something. Would it be asking too much for the ground to open up, swallow him whole, and shroud him in its quiet darkness once and for all? If he asked nicely enough, would the abyss swallow him whole?
That would save a lot of people some grief.
"Fuck, shit dog, you're a mess. Does it really bother you this much?" Jaha asks. Mongrang realizes he's been frozen for a good ten seconds. The shorter one doesn't seem to be mocking him like usual. Right now, he sounds like he's underwater; he's so very far away, even though he's right there. This is stupid. Be a man, Mongrang. Just say fucking no.
The girl and her father creep closer.
Mongrang nods. His hands are clenching and unclenching at his sides. Be kind. Be gracious. Be strong.
"I'm afraid I'll kill them." He admits. And Jaha's brows immediately crease. Ah. Now Mongrang understands why Jaha's here.
"Mongrang!" Great. In the time it's taken for Mongrang to pull himself together: Thing One and Thing Two have made their way across the balcony and are now even closer than before.
"Dear God, they're bold." Grumbles Jaha. And with the way Jaha turns, it almost seems as if he's about to leave and throw Mongrang to the wolves.
Mongrang is about to open his mouth and say something, anything, to make the other stick around for a while longer. Maybe he should start a fight with him—
But before he gets the chance, Jaha turns to Mongrang, and in the corner of his eye, he can see the toad and her father halt their movements.
"Mongrang, may I have this dance?" Jaha asks, voice like honey. He holds his hand out expectantly. His eyes betray him, though. Get me out of here. Mongrang instinctively reaches to take it, and Jaha grabs his wrist and tugs him away.
"This is torture. You owe me in blood for this." He grumbles, before interlacing their fingers properly and leading them down the grand staircase, uncaring of the hundreds of eyes locked on them. Mongrang is pretty sure he sees one of the guards stationed at the entrance do a double take.
Truthfully, even Mongrang is stunned. He's so stunned that he has not yet spoken a word to Jaha. But how could he?
The crowd parts like a sea, erupting in a chorus of whispers as the two men take to the dance floor. Everyone tries to pretend like they're not watching, but they are. He can hardly believe it himself. He's not quite sure this is real life. Out of the corner of his eye, he spies Skylar speaking with Yerenica, who is still in her performance attire. He catches Skylar's gaze, and she smiles. She looks from him to Jaha, and back to him again. She nods.
"Well?" Jaha's icy voice snaps him from his stupor. "Are you planning to lead or must I do all the work?" Right, they're dancing, apparently, how could Mongrang forget when Jaha's struggling abysmally with moving his feet in time with Mongrang's?
"Oh, were we actually going to dance?" He asks, slightly nervous.
"If we weren't, I wouldn't have asked. You should know that I don't commit to things halfway." He glares, it doesn't really have any bite behind it. Mongrang stares blankly.
"But you really suck at this, so I didn't think you..." Mongrang cuts himself off. The country bumpkin had just saved him; he better not mess this up. After all, even he could appreciate help. Thus, he sighed.
"I'll tell you what to do. Just keep up." He quickly plasters on his signature smirk, which earns him a glare. "Keep one of your hands holding mine like this."
But even as he says this, he hesitates for a moment. Reminds himself to breathe. It'll be okay. He then places his palm against Jaha's, lightly. He waits for the inevitable lurch in his stomach, the feeling of maggots crawling under his skin from the touch. But it never happens. He feels fine. In fact, there's a pleasant warmth where their hands meet. That same warmth spreads through his arm and settles in between his ribs.
Mongrang stuns for just a moment, but the way Jaha is focusing on his instructions makes him smile, and he can feel himself relaxing.
Jaha hums, and asks. "You're supposed to put your hand on my waist, right?" Mongrang blanches. Jaha is unimpressed.
"Shit dog, you're an adult. Don't be a baby and grab my fucking waist."
This makes Mongrang relent and place a hand at his waist, pulling Jaha closer to him. He doesn't miss how the other man's eyes widen just a bit, how his breath hitches at the contact. Jaha is stiff and awkward as Mongrang guides him through the steps. Around them, couples dance without a care in the world. In a room full of people, they each have a moment to themselves, carving out their own slice of paradise. But even still, Mongrang can't help but eye their surroundings, looking for the toad.
"Relax." His dance partner breathes in his ear, tone irked. "You're far away from her already."
His words go straight to Mongrang's gut, and he complies. Jaha is right, after all.
Mongrang leads them through the waltz, whispering instructions over the orchestra. Gradually, they begin chatting, easing into the dance. It felt oddly effortless to dance with Jaha. And at some point, Mongrang realizes he's no longer listening to his words. Instead, he's hyper-fixated on the rasp of his voice.
"Are you even listening to me?" Mongrang's been caught. He smiles sheepishly and shakes his head.
"You're insufferable." Jaha looks at him with an aloof frown. "You never answered my question, you know. How can you distinguish my pissed-off face from my regular one?"
"It's simple, really." Mongrang chuckles. "You make the pissed-off one at me all the time."
Jaha blinks for a moment before a small smile makes its way to his face. "Can't argue with that."
"Hey, country bumpkin? Can I ask you a question?"
"Clearly, you're already doing so." His dance partner frowns. "But go ahead if you must."
"Why did you help me back there?"
"I don't know, I just felt like it." He answers too quickly to be sincere.
"That's not true. If I had tried to attack them, you would've loved fighting me. So why did you keep me in check?" Mongrang quickly added. "And don't try to bullshit me by mentioning something about my ice arts."
"If I tell you the real reason, will you get off my ass?" He says, exasperated.
"Yes." Mongrang says immediately.
"You're not going to like it." He pauses, hoping that Mongrang will back out, but if anything, it seems to make him more eager.
"To be honest." He starts. The music swells. "I saw an expression on you that I'd never seen before." Mongrang is confused now. What is he talking about? "For a moment there… you looked afraid."
Mongrang tenses. At this rate, his heart is going to leap from his chest and roll across the floor.
Would Jaha pick it up?
It'd be better not to think of that right now.
"Country bumpkin, are you admitting that you study my face too?" He grins, regaining his composure. Jaha stomps on his foot.
The dance ends and the alcohol must be getting to Mongrang's head because before they part completely, he brings Jaha's hand to his lips and kisses it gingerly. He's kissed the back of so many hands before, but this is the first time he's done it out of genuine desire. Mongrang doesn't miss the flush across Jaha's neck and ears, and an emotion that Mongrang barely recognizes flashes across the other's face. It takes him a moment to realize that the country bumpkin is embarrassed.
"You—" He starts to say, but Mongrang sees a flash of brown hair and a ghastly green dress. His heart drops.
"Seriously?!" He whisper-yells. Jaha's gaze follows his eyes to the form of the woman near the edge of the dancefloor.
"Ignore her. She's not even looking over here." Jaha urges. "Focus on me." Mongrang obliges. His eyes really are stunning. "Okay?"
"Alright." Mongrang sighs. How can he say no to him? "Are you sure you can't scare her off?" Mongrang looks at him, almost pleadingly. Jaha laughs at this.
"Oh? Do you think I'm scary, shit dog?" He smiles. It's brilliant. And all of a sudden, it's just the two of them again. Souls twirling, twirling, twirling under the glittery ceiling.
"Terrifying." Mongrang plays along with a smile. "You frighten me more than anyone else I've ever met." The words tumble out, soft, genuine. And if only Jaha knew just how dangerous Mongrang finds him to his heart.
Jaha looks at him fondly, like he's the stupidest person he's ever met.
"Want to get out of here?" He asks. Mongrang nods. Jaha starts to move, and Mongrang is afraid that he'll let go. Please don't let go. But Jaha simply grips his hand tighter and drags him away from the dancefloor.
--
Now it's just the two of them.
The two men stare at each other for a moment. There's a pregnant pause, and Mongrang is pretty sure neither of them breathes.
Mongrang doesn't know why he does it. Perhaps it was the absurd amount of red wine he'd polished off over the course of the night, staining his lips blood-red. Or was it the two shots of glorified lighter fluid he poured down his throat?
Could it have been the way that Jaha's hair seemed to glow in the silvery moonlight as they waltzed? People had stared; spoken about them in poorly concealed whispers; judgement heavy on their tongues. They danced in spite of it all.
Maybe it's the way that Jaha looked at him, and only him with those big clear eyes, in a way that made Mongrang want to claw them out -if only to keep them forever.
Gods. The man is beautiful. Mongrang knows this now and mentally chastises himself for not noticing it sooner. For never truly taking a moment to just look at him.
Something warm and pleasant settles in Mongrang's stomach. It heats like liquor, but it doesn't burn. Whatever it is claws its way up to Mongrang's chest and settles comfortably between his ribs. He's coming to the startling realization that it's not only the alcohol that has him intoxicated.
Mongrang still can't get over the way his skin buzzed as they interlaced their fingers and twirled away from the covetous man, and his imprudent daughter, and all of their respective responsibilities. He can't get over the way he felt when their hands touched. There was no urge to tear off his skin, to retire to the bathrooms and scrub himself raw. That was new. All of this is so new.
Mongrang doesn't know why he does it. All he knows is that he makes a decision he can't take back.
He steps forward and lightly presses Jaha into the smooth stone wall, and Jaha looks at him with those ridiculously pretty eyes. The ones that held the stars themselves. His lips are parted in shock, and Mongrang thinks they look exceedingly soft and–
You know what? Fuck it.
Mongrang leans down and captures the shorter man's lips, guiding them into a tentative kiss. Jaha freezes, and goes completely rigid, hands flying up to press against Mongrang's chest.
Mongrang makes to pull back. Worries that he might have gone too far. Gotten too greedy and ruined what has objectively been the best since who knows how long ago.
And there's that static again, threatening to drown out his thoughts. I am no better than that girl.
But then.
Then.
Jaha's fingers catch in his shirt, and he kisses him back.
"Don't say I never did anything for you, shit dog."
Mongrang's heart soars, and he can't help the relieved laugh that escapes from his lips, right into Jaha's mouth.
The kiss quickly turns bruising. There's fury in the way their lips move together. They fight each other, even in this. Grabbing at each other's clothes and dragging their war-torn hands over every tiny bit of exposed skin. There is violence in everything they do.
Mongrang was always one of those types of people - one of the handsome men who always hung around White Eagle Town, a woman holding onto each of his arms. It was almost like a routine for him. He got what he wanted; a momentary lapse of entertainment, and then breaking the hearts of the women who clung onto him like glue (though, he only rejected them so harshly as a sort of revenge for Byung Gu).
Though this did get boring, Mongrang always found the chase to be exhilarating. He loved the faces of the men around him, jealous of the beautiful women always looking at him instead of them. It did make sense. He was handsome, rich, dressed nicely, and he even fought well. Mongrang was the whole package! Why wouldn't he have admirers?
Except, within the sea of the admiration that he found himself in, it was all superficial. Mongrang liked to drown himself in it, but he knew that all people wanted him for was for his looks or his reputation. He didn't enjoy the adoring looks that were reflected in people's eyes, for he knew they simply adored everything about him except for him. No one ever thought to get to know him better, and to explore the depths of his personality.
...Why was he even thinking of this? Perhaps these were the musings of a drunk, lonely man. It was quite late, after all. Mongrang chuckled to himself, setting the money on the table for the wine, before he got up and sauntered to the inn he was staying at. He reached the inn, then into his room.
Wait.
This wasn't his room. He only realised this a few seconds too late when he saw you pouring yourself some alcohol. Curse him and his drunken mind. It seemed like you hadn't drank a single drop, seeing as how you noticed him right away.
"Um... hi?" You asked with awkwardness lacing your voice. Mongrang felt himself sweating, getting more and more embarrassed under your gaze.
"He- Hello," He replied, and internally cursed himself for stuttering, especially in front of a woman as pretty as you. Mongrang cleared his throat and spoke again, "I... am deeply sorry, I walked into the wrong room and I-"
"Would you like to drink with me?" You suddenly asked, interrupting him.
Mongrang's eyes widened, "Why do you ask?"
"It's lonely drinking by myself, no? And I don't mind making new friends, I'm new to White Eagle Town."
Was it just Mongrang, or was your voice like sweet honey to his ears? He couldn't hear the shrill of deception in your voice like he had heard with all the other women he'd met, and you seemed incredibly genuine. Though, your words did sting his heart a little, as he was drinking by himself just a few minutes prior to this meeting. He also couldn't find it in himself to reject you, so he gave you a charming smile and nodded.
"I don't mind," He said, before quickly asking, "What's your name?"
You seemed to ponder the question for a bit (what's there to ponder?) and you answered, "It's [Last Name] [Y/N], yours?"
"Mongrang."
You gave him a smile, before pushing one of the chairs out from underneath the table and motioned for him to come and sit next to you. It made sense - how else would Mongrang drink? Doing as you asked, he softly sat on the chair you pulled out and asked in a joking manner, "I drank a little bit earlier. If I black out, I can blame you, right?"
You laughed, then nodded, "Of course you can. But hopefully that doesn't happen."
Mongrang liked your laugh. He gave a small smile and nodded, pouring himself a drink into one of the cups that the inn provided. He then spoke up, "Thanks for the drink, [Last name]."
"Thanks for the company, Mongrang!"
You two clinked cups and downed the shot together.
