#monilogues

[cyberrose2001]

nooo god i'm back home already PLEASE TAKE ME BACK

[cyberrose2001]

it's my birthday

can't wait for ratchet to come in the mail :) oiled and wrapped up :) just for me :)

[cyberrose2001]

how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions

[cyberrose2001]

Happy New Year!!

2025 was a really, really tough year for everyone it seems, this year is gonna be different

Party safe to those who are, and to those who are comfy in bed <3

[cyberrose2001]

i have a need to write......... but i'm staring at a blank document trying to beam words onto it

[cyberrose2001]

hey everyonee, thought while i'm in a minimal amount of pain, i'll update on whats been happening over the last couple days

when i got home from being overseas i got very sick, and we've ruled it down to a very bad case of 'bali belly', a bacterial infection in the gut. started getting high grade fevers on tuesday and actually woke my mum up with my hyperventilating. my joints were on fire, and my stomach felt like i was being stabbed over and over. ended up becoming very dehydrated and, at this point, i've lost 3kg since tuesday. i was very pale and almost looked a bit blue, apparently. there was no amount of hydralyte that would fix me, unfortunately fdlkfkfkr.

thank god for my parents who are both icu/emergency nurse specialists, they both work in different hospitals but going to one of them wasnt an option since it would've been a 8+ hour wait. they managed to bring home some IV fluids and cannulated me at home. i've had a IM injection of buscopan and im now on two very strong antibiotics that'll hopefully yeet this bacteria out of me

woken up today a bit better, just very weak and sleeping alot. i may or may not still have to go to hospital depending on if i have any more bouts of watery stools (a pleasent way to put it). just wanted to update y'all, and im sorry for not answering asks and such, hopefully by next week i'll be back to normal

[cyberrose2001]

SURPRISE im in sydney

i'm off on a 10 day cruise with family tomorrow, praying the wifi is good

[cyberrose2001]

okay i gotta make an obligatory post for this

bought a print from @botmilf because i desperately needed to make a purchase for myself, under the cut

so fucking cute right? grandpa and grandson nap time

what i wasn't expecting was fucking this

you sly thing, you slid this in as a treat didn't you? well you've killed me. i'm dead and these prints will be framed and resting on my grave