#monstrouslemon

[monstrous-lemon]

In times past

memories shatter like sugar glass

Figments of my own mind

so scattered, yet defined

Dusted shards bleeding in my hands

reminding me of things I never had

Every touch, every feel

brings back what was real

Hard to let go

when everything hurts you so

- Monstrous Lemon

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Concerta

I look at this tiny white pill in my hand;

so perfect in its glory, 

so strong in its will.

It brings me such joy, the justice I deserve;

flying over my swallowing Hell,

breaking me free from insanity.

But with this freedom I am lost;

the will to create is misting away,

as if darkness was my only solace.

So it seems I’m at a crossroads;

looking at this tiny pill,

deciding on creating chaotic magic,

or finding the will to live.

- Monstrous Lemon

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Forever flying Floating on a mind cloud above reality So close I can touch it; feel it's energy But I'm stuck Completely alone Lost but so close to being found Yet here I lay, on this beautiful cloud Full of wonderment and hope Not being able to absorb what's being given to me Torn with the feeling of being ungrateful Trying to follow the map to my dreams X marks the spot of my destructive limbo

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I only love you when I'm high 〰

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Iris

The sunflowers bloom, Exploding in your eyes As you stare. Unwilling. Hard. The blue-green ocean stirs With every look, Every touch. I crave for your glare; For your beautiful gaze Seeking the swimmer that explores those waters. Because I know you're looking at me.

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The crook of your arm

The warmth of your chest

The softness of your hair

The comfort of your heartbeat

You are the medicine to my insomnia

Be with me in my dreams, my love.

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Happy Diary #2

#2

Things that make me happy : 

The sunrise over the mountains 

The cool weather at 6am 

Long car rides with my favorite music 

Brunch with a friend 

Snow 

A good book + coffee 

Breakfast with family 

Sunsets Rainy days 

Jogging around town 

Late night workouts

Thank you so much for the submission, @justagirlwithakeyboard! 

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Happy Diary

I am going to be starting a little project called the “Happy Diary”, in which I will be posting little things which make me (and others) happy. Just to remind us all of the small pleasures in life. 

I encourage you to submit to me the things that make you happy, even just for a moment (like a ridiculously priced cup of coffee or a trip down a slide at a park). Share with me!